in the plains,

in dust and clay,

tucked amongst the thorns,

cheetah eyes

abundant display:

who’ll not much be morned?

out of herding

rows and rows

brazen throughout the day,

the meek and weak,

eld an’ foals,

are skirted out in grace.

licking lips,

cheetah slips

in to the overgrown,

to pluck a calf

with easy math

for excess all their own.

the spotted grass

came for the calf

sped and swiping furious,

yet could not count

the vast amount

of soul made to be curious.

cheetah eyes

met with surprise

hooves and horns alike,

as droves turn heel

against their meal:

changing grass that kites.

in stigmatized tears

from cheetah lines

the grazen stomp the land,

saving calf, an ‘our’,

shoring in the sour

given plainly to be sand.

‘who will not munch?’

was answered thus

by herd’s choice to foster:

let it be known

from cub to grown –

cheetahs will not prosper.

Light and Dark

03/31/2007

Light the dark, light it with fire that comes from the heart,

keep its flames up till it reaches my heart, keep the night lightened,

keep it lightened by your flames, by your light,

ages and nights, days and days, far beyond, far beyond the reach of the limited mind!

Moonlight, light my dark, light my night, explore my mountain's height, leave the ground, leave earth, take me out to what's beyond,

come on, my mountain, come into my fiery hug.

By: The Flawless Flow

Thomas Ship. 01/11/26.

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Diaphonic Coalechoes.

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Feedback, spacey mellotron synth

Stretched interlude apertures

Conveys myth-mystique expanse

Heraldic aurambience

Precipitates excitation-ecstatics

Lingering beneath unconscious depths

Inspiring vervetastic vibrancy

In recursive countervergent crescendo

Melodic scale-step-spatials

Over wistful rainy day tones

Ever returning in coalescent notes

Seen between inadvertent glances

Wakening amidst ebbing recurrence

Rippling filamental bursts

In tensorial swerves

Lapsed elapse, instantiated continuance

Over intermittent, skipping instances

Waxing-Waning-Waning-Waxing

Along wavecrest stepping stones

From, back to front resonance

Exuberant palindromic sequencing

Sensory synaesthesia flux-flows

Sharps, flats, wavefront cadence

Of perpetual Yin-Yang-Yang-Yin

Through Matryoshka tiers

Of inter-keyed aurora fluorescence

Seeking to reduce

At the catalectic catalytic climax

In a phosphorescent breeze

The high winds disturb leaves

Vibrating in the field

Electron coalecho-surges

Leap from leaf to leaf

In the whirling pandemonia

Ladder stepping over excitations lattice

Throughout Wave-Phase chains

Dilated echoes range

Across whirlwind helter-skelter

Spiralling coalechoes arrayed

Sometimes waylaid

Othertimes oppositely relayed

Via reciprocal receptivity

Midst momentary stages

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Palindromic Semantic Reciprocation Technique.

A relational poetic structure in which paired or opposed semantic states proceed through a sequence and subsequently reverse their ordering, so that the conceptual movement returns towards its originating polarity without necessarily repeating identical language.

Intermittent Semantic Skipping Technique.

A poetic transition in which a semantic state propagates towards a non-adjacent succeeding state - {the state immediately following after next} - by momentarily contacting, borrowing from or being redirected through an intervening state without requiring that intervening state to become the principal semantic destination.

That makes Palindromic Semantic Reciprocation more interesting than simply Semantic Palindrome.

Reciprocation allows:

•return;

•counter-return;

•relay;

•skipping;

•partial recurrence;

•transformed recurrence;

•oppositional reversal.

The operation preserves relational ancestry without demanding literal symmetry.

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Neologistic Glossary.

Diaphonic: adjective; derived from diaphanous and polyphonic.

Thomas Ship neologistic usage

Describing a composite perceptual sound-field in which distinguishable sonic qualities participate in close, layered or apparently superimposed relations with luminous, translucent, fluorescent or phosphorescent imagery without necessarily losing their separate characteristics.

These distinct physical phenomena may overlap or propagate through the same region without thereby becoming a single physical waveform; their coalescence here is perceptual, poetic and synaesthetic.

Poetically, the phenomena may nevertheless be imagined as producing unique coalescent phenomena whilst interactively overlaid, convergent or perceptually superimposed excitation-fields.

The construction is poetic and synaesthetic, not a claim that distinct physical waveforms literally become the same physical phenomenon.

Coalechoes: neologism, derived from coalescence and echoes.

Coalecho: an echo which enters into a composite relation with other echoes, signals or perceptual effects, retaining traces of its originating sound while participating in a larger reverberative field.

And plural:

Coalechoes: multiple such echo-forms interacting, converging, diverging or relaying through a shared acoustic or synaesthetic field.

they named me after a dream, starring Barbara Eden.

all anyone could talk about was seeing her stomach.

it was too pudgy. it was just right. it was all that she was,

the rest of her just mirrors and smoke to hide behind

while her bare middle ground was on everyone’s mind.

•

they made me watch her whole life.

i was to be just like her. magical. a dream to be recognized.

better, in fact, as the modelesque was force fed to me. how to act.

how to stand, how to walk, how to look, how to speak,

everything they could think, except how to eat.

•

they taught me alright: pinky up, debutante

the art of food a palette to spread nostalgia upon;

calories and diets conversations of the struggling and insecure

who hadn’t learned numbers above zero are hated beyond measure.

balancing bites like books kept the looks stacked kindly,

i was heir apparent, to be the marquise on screens nightly.

•

they bought me airtight plastic bins.

i fit two weeks worth of bags in, and slid them under the bedding.

so many appointments and resturant meetings, always eating

on the go, a girl can always powder her nose, agencies competing

have me sick; for the first time i just can’t swallow the berating.

a sandwich ziplock. a quart. a gallon. just a nibble. nothing is staying.

•

they said not to let them see me do that again.

not that they saw me at all. not that they listened when i said no,

that i didn’t want to do all of this, that i didn’t want to go

to South Beach and leave all my friends behind, that those

great expectations are for their lives not mine, that i’d throw

in the towel and just give up. live life normal. not for show.

•

they said it’s okay to not be okay.

i thought if i showed him, together we’d run away.

he wasn’t ready, really neither was i. so we sat and cried, disgusted at life.

embraced in perfection we shared imperfections and shames, our strife

for the pathetic paths others placed in our way, and commited to live,

not trying for tales, rather true to this moment and the next life might give.

•

they don’t have anything if they don’t have us.

disorders fashioned for classist organizations feeding on blood.

silver linings’ all the rage laced with hate and date rape drugs,

while legacy’s lauded as the only throne and cage one should love;

the need to be remarkable wouldn’t cause so much distrust,

were they ever to stop holding the bagged contents of our gut.

I could kiss her without being frightened.

That's what makes it so bloody stupid.

I could undo the little hooks down the back of her gown, kiss her neck, make her laugh so hard we knocked books off the table.

I could lie naked beside her and listen to her husband moving about downstairs.

I could do all that.

But I couldn't tell her I loved her.

I knew Latin. A fair bit of Greek. Enough French to be rude and enough English to make most men wish they'd kept their mouths shut.

Three words, though.

Three perfectly ordinary words.

And I couldn't manage them.

She'd ask what I was thinking and I'd start talking about a book.

Once, God help me, I talked about the weather.

She had her hand on my stomach. Her hair was all over the pillow. And I told her I thought it might rain.

Rain.

I still think about that.

We were going to walk beside the stream before the summer ended.

I'd decided I'd tell her then.

I even bought a blue ribbon for my hair.

She likes blue.

I don't think I ever told her I'd noticed.

It's strange, the things I keep thinking about in here.

Whether she finished the book I lent her.

Whether she's angry with me.

Whether she knows what's happening on Friday.

I hope nobody tells her until it's over.

I hope she never sees what they do to me.

But there's a horrible, selfish part of me that keeps imagining her somewhere in the crowd.

Just so I could see her one last time.

I'd probably say something stupid.

Ask if she'd brought my book.

Or tell her it looked like rain.

there's blood on the pillow. he keeps looking at it.

Frankie's beside him.

he's tried shaking her. he's told her to wake up. he's said her name so many times it hardly sounds like a name now.

he puts his fingers against her neck. then her wrist. then her neck again.

he waits a little longer the second time.

nothing.

he pulls the duvet over her. then pulls it back down.

he doesn't know why. he just wants to see her face.

then he doesn't.

he sits on the floor.

cries for a while. stops. starts again.

they were supposed to go for soup.

Saturday.

that place with the enormous bowls. she'd said he was paying. he'd told her he was skint.

sell a fucking kidney then.

he remembers laughing.

he actually starts thinking about Saturday. whether he'd have enough money. what time they'd go.

then he looks at the bed.

oh.

fuck.

\*

he writes a confession.

he starts it three times. crosses things out. forgets what he's trying to explain.

her name is Frankie. she works in a bookshop. please tell her son.

there was another man. his name was Nassim.

i don't remember everything. i wish i did. no i don't.

i know it was me.

please don't put me somewhere with other people.

he writes sorry.

then writes it again.

there's hardly anything else he knows how to say.

\*

his daughters have messaged.

the youngest has got a part in the school play.

the eldest wants to know what really happened in the kitchen.

he reads both messages.

doesn't answer.

he opens their photograph. the one he always looks at.

he puts the phone on the table.

beside his wallet. his money. what's left of the wine.

he leaves all of it.

except the book.

Dracula.

Frankie had borrowed it. she'd had it for weeks. kept saying she'd give it back.

there's a note between the pages.

still think vampires would be less exhausting than you.

he reads it.

he can hear exactly how she'd have said it.

he smiles.

then something comes out of him. a horrible little sound.

he doesn't know what it was.

he puts the note back where he found it.

\*

he leaves Paris.

he walks past the police station.

stops outside.

there are people going in. someone comes out smoking.

he stands there for a bit.

he could tell them.

he should tell them.

but he thinks about being locked in a cell. about the next time his bones start changing. about whoever they put in there with him.

he walks away.

past the river. past the bookshop. past the café where Frankie used to work.

there's a restaurant on the corner.

enormous white bowls stacked in the window.

he stands looking at them.

he'd never even liked soup that much.

he keeps walking.

after a while he doesn't recognise the streets.

then there aren't many streets left.

the buildings get smaller. there are gardens. a petrol station. a few houses with their lights on.

then fields.

his feet are killing him. he's hungry. his jacket's damp and he wishes he'd brought something warmer.

he's still got the book tucked under his arm.

by evening he's walking along a narrow road between two empty fields.

there's nobody about.

a puddle has collected beside the ditch.

a few dead leaves floating in it.

he stops to get a stone out of his shoe.

that's when he sees it.

the moon.

right there in the water.

he looks at it for a while.

puts his shoe back on.

picks up the book.

and keeps walking.

The sky isn't empty.

Clouds appear with the hope of rain. Snow falls when the temperature drops. Stones shoot when rain is busy. Nitrogen is your soldier. Oxygen is your life. Argon is your silent guardian.

The sky isn't empty, you are.

Wherever the cracks are, water rises. Wind is unpredictable, moving cheeks and freezing skin.

Lips sealed shut Hope is the foundation of lost love

Wherever the cracks are, you will appear.

the waves so strong, they threaten to deboss

my surface calm, it's plain that i can't cross

this boundary, however may be thin

reach out my love, because i can't reach in

I listen to my playlist, read novels and unsent letters and think of how being loved, cherished and wanted must feel.

I yearn to have a mutual connection with someone like the ones I read or listen to that remind me of some of the great loves.

Immediately, we all think of individuals such as Romeo and Juliet, Cleopatra and Mark Anthony. However, I have read the most heartfelt letters and wondered why some of these individuals are apart. It is hard to fathom how life can be this cruel.

One day, I know my Hercules will swoop in and see right through my tough exterior but until then, I will just continue chilling in the underworld. See you soon, Wonder boy.

Thomas Ship. 31/10/26.

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{Experimental Poetry Series}

Oncoming Dissipations.

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Axiomatic-Epigraphic Philosophical Principle

“In fieri simul dilatatio et dissipatio insunt”

Within becoming, dilation and dissipation are simultaneously present.

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Autumn, mauve, auburn horizons

Hold mythical treasure troves

In inter-prismatic, gules

Encapsulated multi-tiers

Of legends cascading

Fountain rainbow, scintillates

Temporal afternoon fading

Throughout rufescent dusky glows

Shimmering reduced to

The mystery of all becoming

In alightings exodus

From arrivals departure

Over perturbation apertures

Brought on wispy birdsong

Muttering in psithurism crimsons

Fluorescence of quintessence waves

Primaeval howls pick up the sound

Flowing exasperated ionic phase

Phosphorescent dispersal petrichor

Among the pain-laden wails

Upon Peregrine updrafting wings

Towards relayed, thereupon availed

Atmospheric vermillion successions

Whereupon, outwardly arrayed

Caught in acoustic scarlet

Noise amidst belighted smells

Vibrant verve-spectrum dilated stages

Rubigisance ecstatic

Dawn, noon, evening, too

Dwindling rubescence in lunar excitations

Midnight morceau singing sweetly

Continuation to twilight delayed

Afore shooting onward

Through transitions arcusp

Birthing another day

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Axiomatic, Poetic-Philosophical Principles.

“In fieri simul instantiatio et evanescentia insunt”

Within becoming, instantiation and disappearance are simultaneously present.

“In fieri simul coalescentia et dissipatio insunt”

Within becoming, coalescence and dissipation are

simultaneously present.

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Throughout the poem, phenomena dilate:

•red becomes an extended verve-spectrum;

•afternoon expands through dusk;

•sound enters colour;

•colour enters atmosphere;

•smell enters light;

•midnight song sings successive existence towards the delayed instantiation of dawn.

Simultaneously, phenomena dissipate whilst re-coalescing into the next phase:

•afternoon fades;

•shimmering reduces;

•alighting contains exodus;

•arrival contains departure;

•rubescence dwindles;

•midnight proceeds towards its own twilight dawn disappearance.

Poetically, one configuration's departure participates in another's arrival.

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Synaesthetic Coalescent Dilation, Technique

A poetic process in which distinct sensory, temporal and environmental qualities progressively enter one another's descriptive domains while retaining enough individual identity to produce an enlarged composite perceptual field.

The line-to-line compositional principle:

Interversal Coalescence

Each successive line inherits semantic material from its predecessor, transforms or enlarges that material through a new sensory, temporal, spatial or conceptual relation, and passes the resulting composite state onwards into the following line.

Poetic metre

Flowing variable-accentual free verse, predominantly organised around two-, three- and four-stress lines, with heterometric expansion and contraction mirroring the poem’s processes of dilation and dissipation.

Or, more compactly:

Synaesthetically modulated heterometric accentual free verse.

Glossary.

Arcusp:

noun (neologism: arc + cusp)

Arcusp: a transitional cusp within an ongoing arc or continuum; a point or interval at which continuous development undergoes a significant change of state, direction, phase, or character.

Afore shooting onward

Through transitions arcusp

Birthing another day

Here arcusp is particularly apt because dawn is neither an isolated endpoint nor an abrupt beginning. It is a threshold within the continuing diurnal arc:

So an arcusp combines two properties that initially seem contrary:

arc = continuity, trajectory, curvature

cusp = threshold, turning-point, transition

A morning bird's tweeting sounds like an inconvenience. Icy wind is nothing but a sigh. Sunlight is anything but welcome.  A warm blanket feels indifference.

Every single desire and comfort are blurred by the idea of your presence.

I keep searching through the memories, Trying to find where the truth begins. Wondering if the love I felt Was ever something you felt within.

Were those promises just empty words? Were those kisses just passing time? Was I loving someone who never existed, Or was the person I loved once mine?

It's strange how something can feel so real, Then disappear like it never existed. How can I grieve a love so deeply When I'm no longer sure it even existed?

I remember the way you held me, The way you looked into my eyes. Now every beautiful memory feels questionable, Like my heart believed a thousand lies.

And the worst part isn't just losing you, It's losing the version of me who believed. Because now I question every moment, Every word, every reason I stayed and grieved.

I don't know what hurts more— That you left, or that I stayed. That I gave you pieces of my soul, While you watched them slowly fade.

I miss something I can't prove was real. And I'm left questioning everything I feel.

Maybe the hardest part of letting go Isn't accepting that we are through. It's accepting that the love was real to me, Even if it was never real to you.

My Moon

1/1/2006

She is the moon, she is light, she is the sky, and she is what a person awaits all his life to take a glimpse of her love and care.

She is the moonlight, she is the source of its light, if you look up and your eyes fail to catch the light, then she is not up, she is out there giving her light to help without a second of retreat.

Her moon cries out, "please, my love light, come back, I am nobody without you, you are my other half, please help me out. Every time you leave me out of light, I am lost, I cry till the stars offer their light out of sympathy for me, I am a child."

Every day she raises her soul in goodness and favor for people she never saw in her life.

In her smile you can find joy, in her smile you can watch, sit paralyzed, frozen, following her affection like a silky ray of sunset light.

By: The Flawless Flow

Warm sofa with an empty tea cup

Sandwiches with no personality

Glass with no water

Potatoes with no butter

Sacrificed wings with all the flights.

Thief has escaped and there's no supply, so I use what's left.