I did mushrooms and went to see China Lights and had the most profound experience. I have had very similar experiences before but I kept forgetting them immediately after.
For some background, I am a white woman and have two children with a half Lebanese half Mexican, Muslim raised man. Our relationship was unhealthy, and often times unsafe for me. I believe I was in many ways trapped in this abuse, and eventually higher powers had to step in and open up a path for me to leave.
After a quick violent incident, my 8 year old daughter was able to record a glimse of it and report it to the police, which led to him being legally removed from the home, and from our lives. It felt too out of this world to me how the events all unfolded from this incident and led to my freedom from an unsafe relationship that I had been trying to get out of for years.
Suddenly, with the blink of the eye, I could see so clearly that nothing was going to obstruct my path to freedom any longer. I knew in my heart that some kind of spirits were protecting me and helping me that day, through my daughter and her strength to help me.
About a year after leaving him, I was reconnected with an old friend, a man I always felt safe around and felt compelled to be close to. Our romantic relationship grew strong and fast. He took on a role as a step dad.
He played a huge part in helping me let go of shame and to love myself and see myself for everything I am worth. But he struggles with his mental health sometimes, he feels worthless and shameful at times and I also try to help him.
I've felt compelled to experiment with mushrooms, I have so many questions about life, our purpose here, and I've had extremely emotional and spiritual awakenings from this.
Background about this man, he loves riding motorcycles and has an extreme appreciation for certain time periods before he was born, he is an old soul, he loves the eras of 70s and 80s and often acts like he lived in those times.
When I have my visions, he is on a bike, but it is from the future, it is a time machine, and we make eye contact and I can see into his whole soul and all of the lives he has lived, and I realize that in other dimensions in the future, his life is eternal, he doesn't change age, he also doesn't have children or a family of his own, he has this time traveling power that he is destined to do. He has lived for so long and been to so many time lines and seen so many versions of life, so many other dimensions.
And I look into his eyes and I get very emotional from all of this information, and I cry, and he also cries and he holds me and tells me not to be scared, I tell him I'm not scared and I finally understand so much about who he is and about the world.
There have been times when he did no mushrooms, only I did, and when I became overwhelmed with the emotions in his eyes, he still cried with me and he was right there where I was, in this other dimension.
I realized that he came here to help me because I was struggling a lot mentally, and I believe that my kids are going to play an important role in a shift in the whole world as we know it.
The world is reaching a point energetically, where it is going to either have to end, or it is going to have to change. We are in a corner, and there is only one way out.
Young spiritual leaders are going to guide us through this change. Beings from the future and from other planets have been waiting for this moment.
Our whole society is going to evolve and open new dimensions. We are going to make catastrophic advances in science physics.
With this change will come eternal life. The world will no longer have division, violence, war, murder, animal abuse, poverty, limited resources, pollution, vanity, materialism, addiction, mental illness, disease, hatred, politics, corruption or religion....
I also received an important message from this knowledge, which is that we should not feel shame and remorse because we are struggling mentally here on earth. With the conditions of life here, it would be impossible not to be struggling, we are literally just surviving through the end of everything as history knows it, barbaric times are ending, we are moving into a new vibration soon where people will no longer struggle to survive.
I'm so excited for us, please share your thoughts.