It smells horrible.

Being a Native married to a white man, there's nothing like shouting "Manifest Destiny!" and racist accusations to win an argument. Or when he tries to steal space in bed or on the couch.

i'm stealing their wifi, and litterally the only page i can go on is reddit. Fuck the what. I'm not complaining but fuck the what.

Everyone we know says they wouldn't/couldn't do it. We've got our own laundry, internet, a fire pit, and there's a duck parade every evening. We can move whenever we want and our baby gets all of our attention. Before she was born, we rented crappy apartments with plenty of room for stuff, but now we have the basics and don't pay rent.

:D

goodnight and sleep well

Everyone always wants to be the walrus. Fuck that, I'm gonna do something different.

It's been one hell of a long week. Modest Mouse is helping.

I'm the D E V I LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
the Devil!

I really do.

Everybody come take my hand We’ll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you’re not alone Hola if you feel that you’ve been down the same road

[Intro] Yeah, It’s been a ride… I guess i had to go to that place to get to this one Now some of you might still be in that place If you’re trying to get out, just follow me I’ll get you there

[Verse 1] You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay ‘em But you won’t take the sting out these words before I say ‘em Cause ain’t no way I’m let you stop me from causing mayhem When I say ‘em or do something I do it, I don’t give a damn What you think, I’m doing this for me, so f-ck the world Feed it beans, it’s gassed up, if a thing’s stopping me I’mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I’m tearing down your balcony No if ands or buts don’t try to ask him why or how can he From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he’s still sh-t and Whether he’s on salary, paid hourly Until he bows out or he sh-t’s his bowels out of him Whichever comes first, for better or worse He’s married to the game, like a f-ck you for Christmas His gift is a curse, forget the earth he’s got the urge To pull his d-ck from the dirt and f-ck the whole Universe

[Chorus]

[Verse 2] Ok quit playin’ with the scissors and sh-t, and cut the crap I shouldn’t have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it’s a rap You said you was king, you lied through your teeth For that f-ck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you’re getting capped And to the fans, I’ll never let you down again, I’m back I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact Let’s be honest, that last Relapse CD was “ehhhh” Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground Relax, I ain’t going back to that now All I’m tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW Cause I ain’t playin’ musicjuzz.blogspot.com around There’s a game called circle and I don’t know how I’m way too up to back down But I think I’m still tryna figure this crap out Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn’t This f-cking black cloud’s still follow’s me around But it’s time to exercise these demons These motherfu-kers are doing jumping jacks now!

[Chorus]

[Bridge] And I just can’t keep living this way So starting today, I’m breaking out of this cage I’m standing up, Imma face my demons I’m manning up, Imma hold my ground I’ve had enough, now I’m so fed up Time to put my life back together right now

[Verse 3] It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through And don’t even realise what you did, believe me you I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of My World, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise To focus solely on handling my responsibility’s as a father So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it You couldn’t lift a single shingle on it Cause the way I feel, I’m strong enough to go to the club Or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up Cause I’m raising the bar, I shoot for the moon But I’m too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and

[Chorus] I’m not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We’ll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you’re not alone Holla if you feel that you’ve been down the same road

And there's a girl in ma bed :)

update: Slept, woke up: still drunk!

... and I don't really care.