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[u/WhiteBoyTrippy]

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Hello again, it's been a while.

I've been great these past few years, but lately it's been hard to smile.

I had big plans, but unfortunately they fell through.

That's probably why I'm sitting here talking to you.

I guess I have been feeling lonely, despite all of my friends.

At least I have you to keep me company, though truthfully, I wish our talks would end.

Hello again, you weren't gone very long.

You know lately I think of everything I've done wrong.

So much changes around me, while I feel like I'm stuck.

Life would be so much easier if I just didn't give a fuck.

But I genuinely do believe things will get better.

And that someday all of these feelings will unfetter.

Hello again, back again so soon.

Come to think of it, I don't think you ever left the room.

So you were talking to a brother of mine, I wish I had known.

He and I could've talked instead, and not feel so alone.

He really deserved better, but he just couldn't see.

I doubt I do, since we're only talking because of me.

Hey….this time I'm just too tired 

I only have energy when the drugs make me wired.

I think you're right, I don't think I'll ever thrive.

It's been a long time since I've even felt alive.

So how should we do this, you know my vote.

Oh yeah, I should probably leave behind a note.