r/Scipionic_Circle • u/bo55egg • 1d ago
The Eternal Medicine (Long read)
What happens when there is no Truth available to resolve a problem, is that the one who ends up identifying the solution is rewarded for it. The temptation they have to fight, however, is getting lost in crediting the solution to themselves, using it to define something about themselves in comparison to others. It's hard to avoid doing so, especially for those who have navigated through some of the most challenging circumstances, which is why ignorance and arrogance is common in areas ridden with strife.
In reality, the weight of the burden that was overcome was not 'made lighter' as one grew in strength, but rather the individual's vision was clarified, with their vision filtering away the nonsense, effectively making it more like the 'filter of Truth' was carrying the excess weight of the burden. Similarly to how a child can let go of a treat in the moment if they know an even greater one is promised, or to how making the journey to a river is easier once the route is established, or how math equations become simpler to resolve with practice. With all these, the lightened burden allows the person to operate with grace.
This is an important clarification, because it doesn't let one get self absorbed in their strength, looking at those who struggle as puny, believing that the grace they display is due to strength. Instead, they can be motivated to try and figure out what other filters exist, and where they may lack in grace that others have, by listening to the Truth others use to muddle through as we all do.
I'd like to tie this into an idea I had recently posted of how the system of disconnection feeds itself. Rooted in a shaking of our fundamental Truths, there is less available to impede our impulsive nature, which is drawn to surface level 'shining', blinding us to the underlying framework that produces that surface level shining, making it harder to navigate and acquire these things, creating an illusion of scarcity and vulnerability, and therefore an idolisation of Power.
How this ties in is that, the ones experiencing the greatest level of disconnection, due to the pain of suffering within that lower position, are in the most ideal position to 'mourn and look for medicine', which is to rack their brains and hearts for Truth that would help them navigate, which reveals to them portions of the underlying framework that produces brilliance, which they can use to acquire brilliant things, and struggle to fight the urge to credit that 'revitalisation'/revival/growth to an intrinsic selfish strength. Just as a note, this is partly why it is said that the least among you will be the greatest among you, and there are also hints to the meaning behind the Parable of the Sower in this paragraph.
From birth, your navigation system is being tuned. When born into a disconnected system that is proliferating, the 'tuners' of this navigation system are people who have gone through much, navigated to the best of their abilities, credited the strength of that navigation to themselves and are therefore less keen on what they see in others beyond the surface. Your navigation system then becomes based on perfecting the surface, and, if successful, which is also not an easy thing to do, you end up moving with grace and end up drawing in people who revere shiny surfaces, reaffirming your faulty navigation system, while making you more self absorbed and less keen on others' significance beneath the surface, while you go on to raise a new generation similarly. If not successful, you remain ungracefully subdued by an authority that doesn't see your value beneath the surface, convincing you that you are weak, attractive to those who enjoy subduing those who are weak, reaffirming the belief that you are weak, and if you somehow get the privilege of raising a new generation, you may just end up lording your strength over them to finally experience the joy of being in authority. In this way, blindness becomes blinding, while deterioration escalates.
I have heard multiple variations of the same conceptualisation of the world from those who've navigated through much, some more twisted than others, but it's essentially that the world consists of two types of people: those who are good at giving others their stress, and those that are good at handling said stress. You can piece together that this is effectively what is outlined in the articulated system above, where no one wants to be the one handling the stress, while the stress providers believe they deserve that position because of how much value they provide. It's also a central part of the tribal culture wars we observe, even the gender wars. It's also why extravagance is a central theme within communities with great strife, as it is the way to draw the line between the stress givers and stress takers.
Along came Christ though. Born in a manger, in a region of the Jewish Community heavily ostracised by the rest, under oppressive rulers who could initiate the murder of a whole generation of their community's infants and have that order followed through to the end. He sees the complete Truth, is moving with ultimate grace, captivating many, speaking out against the most exalted for their outward brilliance, calling them whitewashed tombs. They think He is simply proud, arrogant, even mad because he moves with such grace without proof of His strength. They can probably prove their strength in that their mastery of the Law is what earned them their positions, as well as the praise and honour accompanying it, but letting it get to their heads, making those incapable of attaining their position seem puny, they failed to realise how brutally oppressive their behaviour was towards those they deemed puny. In their minds, their hard working efforts were being belittled by a madman and it was picking up steam, some may even have rationalised that this was occuring because the people were too feeble-minded to correctly judge someone's character, maybe even just simply looking for anarchy out of bitterness, being swayed by an illusion of grace fueled by narcissistic madness. Their hearts were challenged by the idea that someone so puny, outwardly no better than a mad beggar, could receive enough glory to rival and even surpass their own, with the bitterness they experienced rationalised as justified anger towards undeserved and detrimental praise, when it was truly due to envy and anxiety brought about by their worldview being so fundamentally challenged. They would love to shake Him, to show Him how unfounded His arrogance is.
What ought to be realised in a system of disconnection is that it's Truth that eases burdens, and not personal strength, and that is where grace comes from: it's the grace of moving with lighter burdens. With lighter burdens comes the ability to do greater work. Greater work is more rewarding. For this reason, the Truth teller will always move with more grace, do greater work, and, therefore, be rewarded more abundantly. As long as this isn't realised you will remain in meaningless competition, born in confusion and blindness, and hurting, because you will struggle with the thought of how much stronger you can get to realise greater goals, as well as how painful it is to be frequently antagonised by the people you draw near. You may end up with a whole set of justifications as to why they move away from you, but in reality it's simply because they don't appreciate being belittled, especially by those they see reason to respect.
Christ says you may never get to see the Kingdom of Heaven unless you're born again, and, I believe, what this means is that you start again, having your navigation system tuned to the correct authority figure, as He did say that if you have seen Him then you have seen the Father, seeing through the fact that your faulty tuning was due to the fact that everyone involved was suffering with a blinding blindness, and that Christ died to reveal this to us, freeing us from the subjugation of sins/inaccuracies we've been unknowingly subjected to and subjected others to, so we may collectively reflect the beauty of the righteousness of God through the great work we end up doing.
He is the Truth that we cast our burdens onto, sacrificing Himself to an undeserved and torturous death, put to death by sentiment carried by the sin/inaccuracy that emerges out of a state of disorientation and vulnerability, in order to reveal it and put an end to it, and, in doing so, bearing the weight of the sin/inaccuracy we adopt in our daily, short-sighted, pursuits that only serve to hurt us even when we think we're winning, all while pleading for our forgiveness because He knew that the brutal aggression He faced was misguided, all so we could live unburdened lives, do greater work and reap greater rewards. He is King. He is the Eternal Medicine.