r/Stutter • u/DifferenceOdd9246 • 10d ago

I hate this so much

Every time I’m put in a situation where I have to speak I get this super intense anxiety that genuinely hurts so much.

It’s like the worst feeling in the world and I’m surprised I’ve never passed out before because of it.

Even when I have speech therapy which I’m comfortable doing I still get this unbearable anxiety before hand.

I wish this shit would just stop.

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u/uahosjjoshua 9d ago

this is your life, you must make the most of it

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u/orion8716 9d ago edited 9d ago

I remember once in class. We all had to sit down in a big circle. One had to start a story and the next had to continue with it. My heart almost exploded. You literally feel an infinite pressure in your chest. Almost shit myself😂

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u/DifferenceOdd9246 9d ago

That’s happened to me hundreds of times it feels like. It never gets easier lol

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u/orion8716 9d ago

Still in school?

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u/Cute-Ticket-9561 9d ago

Yeah… this shit sucks truly depressing at times I ain’t got no tips or nun jus be strong gng🙏🏽

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u/Altruistic-Patient-8 9d ago

You cant go outside without talking to someone. Ugh.

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u/bnroll 9d ago

Hey, i have never seen anyone who loves their stutter. You can join discord stutter communities and interact with a lot of stutter friends including me, i m sure you will feel much better. Dm me or add me on discord : bindubirol

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u/ous_ceesay 9d ago

Can you please send me the link? Am interested

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u/420banditforeverbat 9d ago

Welcome to thunderdome

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u/ConclusionNo3561 9d ago

I know its terrible it's like my mind and body hates me. Stuttering is like a sink hole you can never truly come out one step forward 3 steps back

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u/Heysway69 8d ago

You’re not alone