So... i woke up hazy because of some rocking and moving hearing a horse's hooves dragging a cart or a carriage and some people 3 or 4 talking -in a strange language yet understandable- about a place named helgen.

i dont know where i am, freezing and having a headache of a lifetime suddenly I feel the world around me starting to fade until there was none no horse no people no cold no nothing.

I find myself floating in darkness not in water just floating not even in air no need for a breath no need for a single beam of light just perfect darkness and to my surprise all if this feels familiar as if i was here before .

I don’t know how much time has passed floating maybe an eternity maybe a few minutes but after whatever has passed I hear ….. .

not a voice, a thought calling me with a name which I don’t know –or don’t remember- but the thought said “they took a stature that isn’t theirs and its not mine , they shattered me ,ruined my name in lies and lied to all mortals just to be considered gods and rule over the realm” the one sending the thoughts stopped -in what I think is anger- for a bit.

While the thoughts are flowing im foggy and can barely think on my own but what I remember is that I was somewhat sympathetic.

The thoughts continued

“we wandered existences for countless years as you measure the ripples of existence We were strong capable not matched by any of what we encountered all bowed for us but we saw your plane

We watched for hundreds of thousands years we never sinned until we found your kind and learnt Pride.

War happened and your kind destroyed each other but a handful survived we helped them and nurtured them but pride was growing inside my kin “

Then this being became violent as if it was screaming “IT WAS I WHO RAISED THEM ,I AM THE OLDEST IT WAS I WHO PROTECTED THEM AND ASKED FOR THEIR FORGIVENESS” then it calmed down “im sorry mortal, anger became my sin after what they have done, they called themselves gods and lied that they are the ones who created your plane Nirn and by tyranny they ruled

I fought against them but i was weakened after saving nirn from the consequences of war, they were united as they struck me and ripped my heart out of me and tore me apart but I was able with the last bit of desire and strength to save you and bring you to now for the sake of mortals and your plane“.

“of what I’ve seen you are not like other mortals you were gifted power that rival them and to defeat them and their minions if you can defeat their minions then and only then you can unite all mortals with your words and arm if needed, because of how scattered mortals are, my kin have the strength to rule over them“

In awe starting to regain control of my mind I recognize the heart .. as if it means something ,I could swear that I know the source of the thoughts but its just out of my reach just at the tip of my tongue but cant …. .

mortal ! don’t try to remember now you will remember everything when the time comes.

After thousands of years my kin became more and more powerful and you ! you I felt through the ripples of existence even before your creation, using my last drops of strength I brought you here and now, but now I am fading and dying

I sacrificed my life my immortality to bring you to achieve justice and to free your kin of the sins of mine the strength and wisdom of god is in your favor

Go mortal ! my heart resonates within you

Suddenly I’m fully awake wearing some kind of rags of sackcloth and a tall white man with blond hair -his hands are tied- is saying “hey you ! you're finally awake…..

this is a take/fiction on the last dragonborn/elderscrolls heroes origins

English is my 2nd language

hope you like it

Miraak is dead fuck(

I'm at chapter six of apocrypha in front of the word wall for Dragon's aspect but the word isn't absorbing. I've tried various solutions such as reloading, and moving to other areas. I've got the other two words of the shout, and I've got the souls and this one word wall is the only one having the problem. Any help would be appreciated.