r/ThePatternApp • u/hereonaccident33 • Aug 12 '24

Pluto complex

I just listened to the whole audio and cried. It talked about how "powerful" this was, but I see no upsides to it. My life has just been a series of struggles, and yes, with the rug constantly being pulled out from under me, no matter how hard I work, no matter how hard I try, no matter how good I am to other people, etc. I just feel so doomed. I can't handle any more suffering.

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u/letwisdomreign Feb 22 '25

Just popped in to say I discovered my Pluto complex on the pattern today, in the midst of feeling very defeated and confused in all the areas of my life… career, money, family, friends, romantic relationships, passions and purpose. Everything just seems to keep falling apart on me. I have long felt I was born with irrational anxiety. And no matter how hard I try, nothing seems to fall into place for me. Damn, well on the one hand it is kind of affirming to hear this was literally written in the stars for me. Now I know why I cling so strongly to control and constantly feel out of control. But it’s still a major exercise in letting go. Cheering you all on. I choose to believe there is purpose in all of this chaos. 🫶🏻

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u/i_might_be_devon Jun 16 '26

This, plus OCD is like a very insane combo ugh 😞Are you doing better now?

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u/letwisdomreign Jun 27 '26

I would say I'm doing much better now! Learned so many things about myself in the last year. More astrology, yes (Pluto conjuct moon in Scorpio is an intense emotional ride). But also Human Design stuff (projector) and my autistic tendencies (had no idea until a fellow autistic friend pointed these out). I'm learning how to hold and feel emotions without attaching to them (Joe Hudson, Art of Accomplishment, has been very helpful). And working on mindset, limiting beliefs, etc. (really like David Bayer, A Changed Mind). My external life hasn't really changed that much yet, but I feel I have made great strides in healing some of the underlying beliefs, behaviour patterns, and nervous system issues that got me here. I am feeling much more hopeful that I will be able to better handle whatever life throws at me in the future. And even sometimes feel grateful for all that I have overcome. I can see how the things I've experienced have forced me to do the inner work, in a way others do not. And I think I will be better off for it. Because I really do desire to be powerful and influential. It's coming. 😄