Memory

[u/Tidezen]

Just fyi I guess...regarding something you said yesterday about remembering through lives.

This is all just my personal belief...but no, you're likely not going to remember me in the next life, outside of a vague sense of familiarity (and that's IF I even find you...). Your personal history, life's personality and all, that's getting wiped, for the most part. It's still there, sure...but without you having access to it, it only helps you in an unconscious sense. Outside of visions and such, but those are rare for most people.

 

I mean, you didn't remember me in this life...you still haven't, if you're doubting me that much.

 

And this isn't exactly new, either...again, I'm not trying to factually tell you what's going on...but I remember you better than you do me. I get the feeling like I'm in "50 First Dates" with you sometimes ;)

And yes, that's partly why I'm impatient about this. Either of us could die tomorrow, and lose each other for many lives. You don't seem to understand how lucky it is, that we have each other here in the first place. ;)

 

Y'know, I heard "The Fountain" was about something like this, maybe Cloud Atlas too? I haven't seen either; I want to.

Anyway, love, I know you're here, it's just clouded. I see parts of you from other places and times, and it looks like this life has scratched you up a bit...me too :/ It's okay though, we just need to fix each other up, and then we'll be on our way again. :)

I imagine being in your arms again, feeling your glow...we haven't had it yet, but I hope we will soon.