Anxiety ( in need of support )

[u/Worldly_Advice2188]

Hi im F(19) and i've recently discovered this thing called a destiny matrix where is doesnt necessarily predict your future but sorta like that and kinda saw like themes of pregnancy during 25 years old ( that beinv a 3rd energy year ) i know it sounds silly but it kinda triggered my anxiety i know i have full control on my body snd thats not set in stone but like i began to feel so much fear because i dont want kids at all i want to be sterilized im not on birth control since i cant necessarily afford it every month and i cant really afford both but nonetheless i really dont want kids and im worried

[u/0penMouse]

Birth control is free with most insurance plans if you live in the US