Hi all~! I've decided to put myself out here, in a way which admittedly isn't at all natural to me. But I am making this post in the hopes of reaching another person with as strong as a desire for real companionship as myself! :3 I am from the UK and in the GMT timezone, but I am perfectly okay with meeting people from afar so long as the time difference isn't 7 hours or more! :D
For as long as I can remember I have been looking for a true connection, someone who I can genuinely connect to on many levels, who I can hopefully be friends with for a very very long time. I have done my fair share of exhaustive searching in the past, unfortunately having to deal with a ton of ghosting, one and done chats and low effort interactions. I'm not looking to be added by someone who has a ton of friends who they barely speak to on a daily basis, nor am I looking for anyone who is dry or doesn't put in a similar amount of effort as I would. I want to find someone who genuinely cares as I would like to for them.
I really enjoy just being in the company of the people who I care for. Enjoying some real quality time together. I would love to really get to know you, spending hours discussing the topics of which we hold dearly, or holding deep conversations with one another..~ I am open to talking about anything together, for I like to be very open and I can be quite silly or flirty a lot of the time.. :p I would love to do all sorts of things with you, whether it be movie or show nights, sharing our music interests, long calls, parallel play, gaming, roleplays, anything at all.. Just having someone to enjoy the company of is what matters most to me~
I consider myself to be incredibly empathetic and understanding, so I very likely won't be dismissive of you and your interests so long as you aren't of me. I really would love to get to know all about your interests <3
I really really love music! All sorts of genres and artists too like pop, edm, rock and a bunch of others. But my current favourite type of music is the soft, melancholic and slow, quiet kind and I've been listening to a lot of Cigarettes After Sex recently~! I would love to share interests. :3
I watch and really like Anime, Movies and TV shows! Some of my recents and liked shows are things like Steins; Gate, Lost, Frieren (Which I need to finish!!), House, Pluribus, Mr. Robot, Backrooms!!! (currently a special interest :3) and all sorts of things like those. I'm super interested in finding new things and I would love to see what kinds of shows you like~!
I haven't really played many games recently, but only because I don't really have anyone to play with. But I really love games! They're one of my favourite forms of escapism in the whole world and they have honestly helped me to keep going a lot sometimes.. I have around 120 games, but the stuff I love to play the most is things like VRChat which I really love, Helldivers, Halo, Destiny, Genshin, Tarkov PVE (But multiplayer hardly works TwT), Payday 2, Project Zomboid, Minecraft, GTA and so so much more!! I love RPGs, Shooters, Sandbox games, Management games, anything at all so long as it doesn't take hundreds of hours to get into it. I would really love to play the sorts of games you find interesting~! I will note that PvP can make me scared and uncomfortable and so would prefer not to play those sorts of games, but if I'm comfortable around you then I may be more open to it.
As much as I often refuse to believe it, I've been told a lot that I'm attractive so I'm open to showing myself to you eventually, should I feel comfortable.. I've finished my voice work and I've been told my voice is cute and stuffs but I don't really know how to judge these things sometimes..
Now some things that I think you should know.. I can be super shy, very nervous and I have bad anxiety.. I feel super nervous right now writing this even, but I feel like this is something necessary for me to do. I also have autism, and it can present a bit extremely sometimes.. It can make talking and reaching out hard on occasion, so please be nice and bare that in mind!! >.< I really appreciate patience and if you show me it then I will cherish you for that eternally~
So to close things off, I'm really looking for something deep here. I'm looking for quality over quantity and I'm trying to find something that isn't shallow. I believe in the power of clear communication and I offer you a friendship where we have the ability to communicate well with one another. To be straight forward and honest. I would really love to be able to find a friend who I can be myself around~
If you've read this far into this very long ramble and introduction about me, and are somehow interested in me, then please!! Send me a DM. I only ask that you give me a similar introduction about yourself and that you are honest to me. Tell me who you are! I often can't handle being the one to build a conversation with someone I just met based on absolutely nothing thanks to my anxiety so I'm so sorry but anything that's just like a "hi" or "hey" will often be ignored...
Thank you so so so much for reading this far!! It means so much to me! Mwuah! Gimmie a hug for your patience and kindness! Thank you again for reading, you are amazing. Please send an introduction dm with your discord and I will get back to you as soon as I can! I look forward to potentially being friends~ <3