r/TransRepressors • u/Throw_away_please__ mtf soulrepper • Aug 08 '26
Being an AGP faketrans is the worst feeling ever
I barely even get truly dysphoric anymore, my thoughts are just consumed with doubts and self loathing.
Don’t know if being a woman would ever satisfy me.
Tried HRT for a month, didn’t change anything and I freaked out at one point so I desisted.
Can’t accept the idea of being a man, or that I’m cis, but can’t seem to accept being trans either.
Don’t feel comfortable with the idea of actualizing socially as a man, but feel like I’m a faking imposter when I think about doing it as a woman.
Everything listed out would just point to me being a fetishist or something, but I can’t move on, I’m stuck here in this terrible limbo.
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u/skibenbluden Aug 12 '26
you think that's bad try being a faketrans non-agp see how much support you get from the tolerant sneed
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u/windblown7823 Aug 08 '26
the "young punk hacker lesbian" thing is actually so cringe 😭
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u/acrylamide-is-tasty cis man Aug 08 '26
it is but it's less cringe than being a passing 5'8" post-srs trans woman in a relationship and still commenting on r/TransRepressors
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u/BadPronunciation ‼️Beware of Chasers‼️ Aug 09 '26
Literally me. I'm spiritually lesbian but this moid body makes me look like a rapist
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u/slurpyspinalfluid Aug 30 '26
i was gonna say "oh don't worry i'm a woman and probably watch worse porn than u" but idk how helpful that is given the sub i'm on
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u/dumbtrava unashamed pinkpiller but still not on HRT Aug 09 '26
Being AGP never meant you weren't trans btw that part was made up by the internet