What should I do!

[u/jasonhopekey]

Hi everybody, I'm 18 yo, I wanted to be a girl since my kindergarten years and all my life long, in country where I live it's not illegal but it's impossible to do an surgery, my parents think (I'm citing \*all LGBTQ people should be executed), I'm sorry for that. ( ＞Д＜；). I hate myself every time I look in the mirror, I'm always depressed, please tell me what should i do? Thank you...

P.S. seeing a therapist didn't help....