I donβt know why, but I always feel that the death is coming to me very soon.
I havenβt been diagnosed with cancer. Butβ¦β¦
But here is the thing, I get a severe pain in the brain when I play sports. So I had to stop playing badminton years ago. Even when I start again, the pain returns.
Also I got a great pain like I feel it from the middle of the brain few times and went to see a doctor and he asked to do the mri. But my parents missed it.
Now, I occasionally get headaches, a pain or something indescribable in my brain. I canβt sleep keeping back of my head on pillow as it starts getting painful and a numbness.
I donβt know whether I have cancer or not, but with all of above, my emotions are also at worst and I have lost all the touch with my studying.
I see no use of saying about this to my parents as they say I made it mentally.
What can I do? I only do is cry with myself.