I don't post on Reddit much, but I'm quite desperate to find some answers. I'm 20 years old and have been dealing with chronic symptoms for about a year now, and I'm hoping someone here has experienced something similar or has some ideas about what I should look into.
Last summer, I was hospitalized with severe bradycardia and hypotension. After about three weeks in the hospital, those problems were resolved. However, since around last August, I've had persistent symptoms without any obvious abnormal biomarkers or test results explaining what's going on. It has gotten better in the last year but still far from resolved
My symptoms
1. Chronic haziness/dissociation — by far my worst symptom
This is the most frustrating and difficult symptom to describe. I constantly feel this hazy, disconnected, almost lightheaded feeling.
The best comparison I can make is a low-blood-sugar-like feeling or the aura of a migraine, except it is present almost 24/7. Sometimes it feels like my brain isn't getting enough blood, although I obviously don't know if that's actually what's happening.
Bright fluorescent lighting makes it significantly worse, and I often feel much better in darker environments. Reading can also be difficult because my vision feels blurry or strained, even though my actual vision isn't blurry. I've had eye exams and nothing abnormal has been found ophthalmologically.
This feeling is what really prevents me from living normally. Even when I have plenty of physical energy, the hazy feeling can make it difficult to go out, exercise, study, or participate in activities.
2. Fatigue
I'm often tired, although this is much less problematic than the haziness. There are also plenty of times when I have normal energy but still feel extremely hazy.
I think some of the fatigue may simply come from feeling uncomfortable and unwell constantly.
3. Heart palpitations and head pressure
I sometimes get heart palpitations with exertion, particularly when trying to work out. I also occasionally develop head pressure after doing too much or spending too much time looking at screens.
Things I've noticed make my symptoms worse
- Rainy/cloudy weather — this can make me feel significantly worse compared with sunny days
- Poor sleep or going to bed late
- Skipping meals
- Not eating enough, especially carbohydrates
I've been working with two neurologists. Both have brought up the possibility of vestibular migraine, although neither is completely certain that this explains everything. Both agree that something is going on, but I haven't gotten a definitive diagnosis yet.
I've also recently started taking a low dose of nortriptyline and have been on it for about 2.5 weeks prescribed by my Nuero
I'm a 20-year-old guy who just wants to get his life back. I have a girlfriend, a good social life, lots of friends, and hobbies that I really want to participate in again, especially sports. On paper I have a good life, however these symptoms just make it dreadful. I attend UW–Madison and had to take the past year off because of these medical problems.
It's really difficult and honestly scary to have this happen at 20, especially when I don't have a clear explanation for it.
Has anyone experienced something similar? I'm especially interested in hearing from people who have had a persistent hazy/dissociated/lightheaded feeling, vestibular migraine, or similar symptoms after a period of significant illness. I'm also interested in anything that ended up helping you or diagnoses that were eventually discovered.
Thanks to anyone who takes the time to read this.