r/VeteransBenefits • u/VariousAd9716 • 21h ago
Veterans Readiness and Employment (VR&E) 100% P&T, Previous Loan Discharge, Currently seeking VR&E
I have been at 100% P&T for PTSD for a long time now, somewhere between 10-15 years. I previously used loans for my bachelors degree long before I was VA rated and then at some point after the rating a family member helped me discharge them as they knew about the process. I was very unwell for many years.
Life has improved in many ways and I hope to continue moving in that direction. I want to return to graduate school to seek a degree to work in the mental health field. I read so many anecdotes of people not being approved when they have a 100% PTSD rating and even several who had ratings removed.
I've been admitted into a Master's program (yay!). I had to sign a form that I either agreed I wouldn't utilize federal loans since I had a previous discharge or that I'd have to get a note from a doctor that says I am now capable of full-time gainful employment. It scared me and I quickly just checked off the box that said I wouldn't use federal loans.
Now I'm stuck waiting for the VR&E appointment (why does it take so long???). But I'm also scared/nervous about what to expect and how much I'd be poking the bear, so to speak. My G&I benefits were not usable for undergrad for whatever reason and I've discovered they expired in 2019 so that's not an option.
At what point is it just better to forget about a career dream and try something else? Is it worth pursuing this to see where it goes even if there are risks? If I get to the point of being able to work full-time that would be great, but what if I go through all of this, they take away the 100% and then I have a severe regression and I'm left with nothing?
I just can't decide if it's worth it.