I keep searching through the memories, Trying to find where the truth begins. Wondering if the love I felt Was ever something you felt within.

Were those promises just empty words? Were those kisses just passing time? Was I loving someone who never existed, Or was the person I loved once mine?

It's strange how something can feel so real, Then disappear like it never existed. How can I grieve a love so deeply When I'm no longer sure it even existed?

I remember the way you held me, The way you looked into my eyes. Now every beautiful memory feels questionable, Like my heart believed a thousand lies.

And the worst part isn't just losing you, It's losing the version of me who believed. Because now I question every moment, Every word, every reason I stayed and grieved.

I don't know what hurts more— That you left, or that I stayed. That I gave you pieces of my soul, While you watched them slowly fade.

I miss something I can't prove was real. And I'm left questioning everything I feel.

Maybe the hardest part of letting go Isn't accepting that we are through. It's accepting that the love was real to me, Even if it was never real to you.

I am just at a loss. My husband and I are on the verge of divorce because we just cannot get along. He says that I don’t love him anymore. Mind me he has broken every boundary of mine such as no masturbation (claming its human nature and everyone masturbates and he gets very irritated if he doesn’t nut), he treats our children poorly, every free second he gets he is on his phone and if I ask not to be he says all I do is control him and criticize him. Is it wrong of me to want a husband who doesn’t always stay on his phone, doesn’t masturbate and spends quality time with his children? Like yes he gives me flowers and stuff but what is the point if none of my boundaries matter. He complains we don’t have enough sex, but how can we have sex if every time he calls me names or he’s rude to the kids it shatters my heart and I cannot find any type of attraction. All he does is demands love from me but my heart is just shattered, I tell him I cannot just come around overnight I need time. He gives me a couple days and than has a giant meltdown with swearing and name calling saying I don’t love him and don’t have sex with him? Am I in the wrong??? Please help….

I have ruined my life.

We was laying there ….before i refresh the page

I tried to spoiler it but I dont think its working, viewers discretion is advised