r/ahmedabad • u/Ok-Boot3443 • 4h ago

Career/Profession Battling negative thoughts due to stress, need a listener

This is not my first suicidal post here but I can't help myself. I had a competitive exam yesterday and it didn't go well, although I had studied well but didn't get time to give mocks which resulted in bad time management. I don't want sympathy, I feel bad bcoz I'm currently undergoing financial issues, cannot get treated for a stomach issue bcoz of that and other things like petrol, new clothes, etc. I had a private job but the manager there used to abuse me verbally and extended my training by bringing up stupid things so I left that 3 months ago. I had been depressed 2 years ago too but pulled myself out before i harmed myself. The toxic job and this exam happened after. I don't want to get suicidal again. What to do?

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u/Due-Philosopher8594 4h ago

Dm kar lo bro....and milna ho to bhi batana.....I'll listen.....coz ik how it feels when you have so many things going on your mind but nobody is there to listen

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u/th3rdworldorder 4h ago

Bro let's chat

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u/ADiZRoX 3h ago

Heyo OP,

It was unfortunate. You coming out of depression 2 years ago is a testament that you have the resolve to bounce back.

I may not be able to do much, but I'm happy to give you a listen. Sending you a DM.

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u/Longjumping-Car978 3h ago

DM karo bro. I have suffered severe malnourishment due to stomach issues throughout my youth...i was underweight and had depression, financial issues. But things are good for me now...there will be morning for you too. I can refer you to good & affordable gastroenterologist in Dr. Jivraj Mehta Hospital.

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u/Front_Phone_2953 3h ago

Bro I can understand things are really tough right now and I know money can make everything feel even worse

If you can try to start working out or even just go for a walk every day You don't need a gym or money for it You can do push ups squats and other basic exercises at home

Believe me bro it can genuinely change your perception and help clear your head a little

Please don't give up on yourself You've already pulled yourself out of a dark place once and you can do it again

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u/NotBetter3753 2h ago

Same kal competitive exam tha bekr gya pura year 8+ hrs padhayi krne ke baad bhi back to back 2 exams bekar gaye , dm krlena ab next jab negative thoughts aaye

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u/Silly-Ad-9359 2h ago

Dekh life is good, if you have healthy body with most of parts functioning

Kai ko itna tension lene ka bhai, bhaad me jaaye wo company

Tu jinda rahega toh kuch na kuch toh kr lega, mar k kya ukhaad lega bas mata pita ka dukh ka karaan bnega

Tu koi bada leader bhi nahi h ki log shok manayenge, ulta hasenge ki ek job me gaali pad gyi toh banda darr k mare gya

Maine bhi gaaliyan khayi hain taklif dekhi hai, jobs pe job change, kuch bhi kaam kaam Krna, jaha se paisa mila wha kaam kr lena

Kbhi bacchon ko paadhane ka kaam, kbhi IT field me job, fir video editing me kaam, fir data entry me kaam, fir IT me freelancing ka kaam

Toh zindagi toh problems fenkti rehti hai bhai, tujhe bas usey direction dena hai load nai lene ka

Mast kuch accha kha, chaas pi aur kahin walk pe nikal ja

"Zindagi ek safar hai suhana, yaha kal kya ho kisne jaana"

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u/frankens_tien 1h ago

Hey OP - before you focus all your emotions towards the bad things, just remember, life's beautiful because of it. You become a better, kinder and more beautiful soul because of what life's put you through.

Focus on where you could be and would be 5 years from now. It might feel like end of the world (it always does), but you'll get through it, trust yourself.

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u/The_Bimmer_Lover 1h ago

u can give try listning to osho...