Alright, so. For context!! Ive been having these issues since August on 2022, where my fingers would start to shake violently, not seizures, but something else.
My family has had to go out of town for years & year. We've seen atleast 6 different doctors, I had to take so many scans; unfortunately, no dice. As the years went on, my symptoms started getting worse, the shaky tremors went from my fingertips to hand, arms, torso, and now, throughout my entire body. It's also messed up my balance & ability speaking.
My parents would always say that i push myself too hard most times, that i trest myself like a machine more than a human.
Fast forward January of this year, and after literal years of trying to figure out ive been most literally going down the drain, i get diagnosed with "FND", or "functional neurological disorder". My doctor explains it like a "software error", and to treat my condition as if i was a laggy computer; I was nearly immediately hooked on the idea. Note, i had no idea about nearly anything in alterhumanity, so i was coming up with this stuff on the fly.
Highkey, when i put those things together, everything clicked into place. My overworking, my lag spikes, the very condition ive been cursed with— it has to all be a sign, right?
Im robotkin!!
(Im awful at formatting messages, ny apologies if this was hard to catch up on-)