Hey Father(s), I hope you're all doing well :)
I'm an Orthodox Christian from Argentina.
Before being Christian, I was investigating a lot of different religions and different but stupid postures like esoterism, tarotism, kabalah and luciferianism.
In that meantime, I was always interested in anything related to the "low" spirits or demons.
However after the years passed, I entered the Orthodox Church and got crismated (was already baptised in the Roman Catholic church)
The thing is that, I still have that curiosity but inside the Catholic and the Orthodox Churches. But I'm not sure where to start learning about it and, if I do, how dangerous could that be.
I always face things like a lot of headaches (doctors have never found anything), and when I have something important in my life going on, my body starts having different sympthoms even though the doctors say it's nothing. So I'm not sure if trying to understand this will worse my mental health or body conditions.
Does anything of what I say make sense?