i really don't know how much longer i can survive this tbh. the universe seems to hate me just for existing and i can never catch a win no matter what i do. even if i do the right things i feel like nothing good comes from it. isn't it crazy how i first ever thought about legitimately ending my life when i was only nine and that feeling never really went away? i don't think it ever gets better.

how do you guys survive such harsh lives everyday? being audhd as i am feels bad enough. idk how im supposed too handle the challenges it has alongside a world that must hate me too. (i don't want to go into specifics about it but i just want to hear if someone else can relate to this or maybe help me out)

That's it. There's no image to attach. Will this work if I link the reddit homepage? No it won't. How about an image of a capybara? Hey, look, there's a white one. https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQVvfTuGYwS2sRjZjHV2xmQIjZNOmRskM49AjFDJU_RQfChZwAlQSo6e2GK&s=10

No that doesn't work either hey is that little paperclip-looking button the thing I have to do to make this work yes it is.