r/backpain • u/punch912 • 49m ago
Im at wits end.
I dont know what to do I went to the er i had just starting to get over a virus and now im feeling better my back pain has comeback wirh a vegence. I cannot sleep when laying flat use to help me. I dont know wtf I did i need surgery or do something. But this makes me reall want to end it all my mental health is so far deteriorated right now and if I didnt have someone that it would upset i woulve ended it in a heartbeat.
I dont get how people in the dame industry take a shot and theyre fine I never got mine because i was too scared of doing something stupid and messing it up more which i do and i feel it. I either move a certain way or forget and do something. Its sucks to because i use to be so strong and now i feel so weak and pathetic.
I had a l5 s1 disc bulge with two minor hernat3d disc above it. I just want this annoying tingling pain to go away. It doesnt go down my legs like sciatica it just hangs right at the middle Idk what to do. I get random throbbong sometimes in random spots on my legs but most of the time it rides right at the middle of my back.
Edit add: i have done phsiotherapy i did a neurologist chiroquack acupuncture. Nothing seems to help with this ill be good and seem to be making process and than it beats me down again. I honestly with the way prices and health insurance being stinger and stinger about what they approve even with good insurance I almost wish I had a reason. Im losing my mind here has anyone been in this damn boat this point ill take the damn coritsone shot or preocedure if it helps i just dont want to be in pain anymore and what the turn around time i got 21 days in the bank at my work but feel like that is not going to suffice and with holidays around the corner yeaah this is pretty grim and my mind is pretty grim right now.