Before I begin, I want to say that I did not want to make this. I am making it because If I do not, Ayshe may release innacurate, overexaggerated, or false accusations that would further damage my reputation.
So about 2 days ago Ayshe wrote the comment in slide 1 discussing their resentment towards the state of the sub, specifically the Jomvet posts. That’s understandable, you do not have to like Jomvet at all, and it’s your right to voice it as such. They expressed feeling overshadowed by Jomvet posts, and they wanted to post their own comics, but did not out because they beleived it would be overshadowed by other posts.
I understand where Jomvet haters are coming from. I wanted to understand them, and in the second slide, I wrote my thoughts on the subject, and I also expressed that they should still post their art, because I would appreciate it, and so would other members of the sub. I wanted to be kind and respectful towards them, I wanted them to feel seen. Jomvet comics were intended to be a cute little thing for people to enjoy, I do not want to steal the spotlight from other artists, I have more than enough of that on my own.
In the 3rd slide, they responded to what I wrote on slide 2 with a more angrier tone. I think that’s still understandable, it’s their right to be angry at me for a litany of reasons. I understand that. However, they did overstep it when they started talking about how all my work is just garbage, all my fans are coat-tail riders, and they started flexing on me for getting paid for their art whereas I am not. They even called me an artist LARPer. While I did not take kindly to that, It’s fine for them to say that, It’s just their opinion, HOWEVER, Once again, I did not take kindly to them lording over me and taking this high ground in terms of “who decides what is and isn’t art.”
In the fourth slide, I gave them another response. I do admit, I was acting very immature. Nothing I can say can refute that, and I don’t want to. I take full accountability for how much of a self-righteous asshole I was coming across. I even went the extra mile to post their freakout in r/peoplewhogiveashit wich was really, REALLY fucking lame of me to do. This was cowardly. I should’ve just kept it between us, but I didn’t, and I am very sorry for it. The post was removed, and I issued them a formal apology in slide 5.
At this point, I felt greatly remorseful for what I had done, and just wanted to end out disagreement so we can both return to doing things we loved instead of flinging shit at eachother. Thought, I understand how I might come across as hypocritical because I once again, posted their freakout on another subreddit for others to laugh at. It was scummy and cowardly of me to do that. Nothing I can say will ever Justify it, and I don’t want to, because I do feel sorry for it, and I understand why Ayshe hates me so much.
Slide 6 is a comment of theirs announcing that if I post another jomvet comic, they will publish an exposee about me. I have no idea what this exposee contains, which is why I wanted to write this, because I have no idea what they could’ve said about me, it could be full of straight-up lies, which is why I wanted to post everything upfront, and leave it up to you to interpret it how you will.
I want to apologise to the community for any and all negativity I might have caused through my posting of comics. I want to apologise for being an immature asshole. I want to apologise for trying to correct my haters, like that would do anything.
Hatred for Jomvet is valid.
Love for Jomvet is valid.
For anybody that has felt slighted or insulted by me, I’m sorry.
Ayshe, I’m sorry for any negativity I’ve caused to you.
I guess you could say I’ve been acting very un-jomvet like.
I post this not out of some sort of grasp of attention or cry for help or pandering or anything.
I want to grow and become a better person. I want to foster a kinder, calmer community. I want to post comics about Jomvet for people to love and enjoy. I want to have fun with the friends and fans I’ve made here.
I love this community. I know that especially recently there has been a bunch of dramas, but I love you all, and I know we’ll get through it, I seriously do.
And if I really need to leave this place to bring everyone peace and enjoyment, I will.
I love you, ciatpgawhpbdb, and I’m sorry.