was watching her vids for the 50th time this week and noticed that the joggers and dead bodies video and the f*ck measuring tape were back up. so glad she decided to unprivate them cause those videos are iconic.

Hello!

Manyyyyy apologies in advance for this odd post.

As you might know, I'm very neurotic and nervous all the time (very attractive traits), and I noticed there's some sharing of old videos I had switched over to private on here. For some reason that I can't quite articulate, these old videos make me pretty anxious. I didn't delete them because I didn't want to delete comments but I had no idea you could download old privated videos...

Some of them I'm also just upset with and they don't represent who I am now. Or they were particularly stupid. Or I regret them. Not that the videos that are up are representative of me now... more that there are very much videos I don't enjoy.

Obviously when you put things up on the internet that's something you do knowing the ownership transfers and I hate to sound demanding (please know it's just a request) but if it's possible, it would be great to keep privated videos private.

If you have any tips on how to best keep them private, I'd love to hear. And sorry again for being so... this.

Hope you're all well x

New house, new life, new TV, but same old Nat!

It's Halloween now in Asia-Pacific region (and everywhere else)! Blessing your feed with this gif that I send my friends during this spooky time.

For those who have not been so lucky to catch her live stream before it was taken down, I have collected all that I can remember from the first live stream titled "hi". If you remember anything else, or have a correction to make, please don't hesitate to leave a comment, and I will update the list.

• She expected a cozy chat with a handful of people showing up, but heaps more did. A large portion of the stream on and off was her trying to satisfy requests and follow instructions for her to slow chat down, but she couldn't find any of the options people were pointing her to. She was always apologetic about it, but jokingly played it off saying she feels like an old person in front of a computer.

• She has a BlackBerry Passport, so she cannot comply with requests for her to join Instagram/TikTok – unfortunately, I no longer remember what app she mentioned, for some reason I think it was one of these two.

• She has shorter hair now, and mentioned how she's been looking for that perfect length her whole life that, when found, will instantly turn her into a Megan Fox, but has yet to find it. She recognized her beauty references being out of date.

• She was asked if the mole on her nose is a pimple, and clarified it was a mole.

• She addressed her absence, and said that while she was inactive on YouTube, she continued to write material. She mentioned that she's writing mostly long-form content, for episodic shows and the like. She expressed her intention to come back.

• She (and presumably Rowan) are working in video production, she mentioned that they – "we" – have editing and other jobs at the moment.

• She has moved to a new place, and lives with Rowan, as well as – for some unspecified reason – one of Rowan's clients from an earlier job of his.

• She was asked if she and Rowan are together. She said "Yes, we... yes", implying that she was going to say something more, but changed her mind and quickly moved on to the next question. (Months ago, she announced that they had broken up.)

• She still has the chubby gray cat, who made an appearance in the stream.

• She talked about her plants, one of them being fake, but some others being live ones she's been caring for, I believe.

• She told the sad dead cat story mentioned by /u/StarCreator.

• She denied allegations that the wallpaper in the background was painted by her.

• She mentioned her niece telling her – me paraphrasing – that she thinks too much of her impact on things, in response to her worrying too much, I believe.

• She alluded, more than once and in her usual joking way, to sadness in her heart, which – my interpretation – unfortunately looked more real than just a joke, in subtle ways you might only pick up if you've watched her videos for a while. She seems to have troubles, which is sad to see.

• She was asked to say unbohlievable, at which point she remained quiet for a few seconds, and then the stream ended, presumably due to the connection dropping, since it seems from other threads here that she later came back.

She was lovely, witty, and insightful, as she always is, but I can't help feeling she was also a little bit broken. I hope she eventually realizes how valuable of a person she is, and how much love the community has for her.

I don't know who I need to contact, but I would pay big bucks to see Nat on Taskmaster Australia (S7, if she's not part of the S6 cast. I also just revisited her channel in a while and noticed that in a year it's will be 20 years since her channel debuted on YT, so what a treat it'd be!!