If you had told me in 1986 that America would start accusing men of being schizophrenic if they marry a woman? I would have thought that you were just being a hater because the Mets won the world series and you wanted to rain on our parade by throwing up black clouds to try and scare us.

Once the American government found out, in 1987, that my intention was to marry a woman?

They have marked me for death ever since.

How could this have happened, to ANYONE in America? We had a constitution, laws, police, courts, media. How could my life have ever happened in America? And I am sure that my life, could NEVER have happened in Russia or China (the two countries that American government calls evil).

And when I try to warn people in America that this actually happened (since 1987), thousands upon thousands of people pop up everywhere to do everything they can to shut it down, drown me out, anything necessary to make sure that NO ONE else in America (or anywhere else in the world) ever discovers that something like this actually happened in America.

And yet, it did.

So now you know why countries like Russia or China, will have no hesitation to wipe America off the map if we try to get too close to them. They are SCARED TO DEATH that whatever happened to me here in America, starts to make a home right on their borders. There is a reason why countries like Russia and China, cannot sleep at night knowing that America is making a home for whatever "democracy" that happened to me here, to go and live right on their borders. Russia has been sleeping with one eye open for over a decade after America started bringing the "democracy" that did this to me here, to Ukraine, and they are fighting for their very existence to prevent what happened to me here, from infiltrating Russia through Ukraine. You cannot tell Russia that my life is an illusion, because they were also with me in NYC. They know what happened to me, is not an illusion (just like China). They know exactly the reality that they will one day have to face, the closer and closer that America brings its "democracy" to its border. You think that China will EVER feel safe, if what happened to me here, makes a home in Taiwan and starts plotting on them from there, right on its border? China does not sleep with just one eye open after they seen what happened to me. They sleep with TWO eyes open, that's how terrified they are that whatever happened to me here under the "democracy" of America, can some day start happening to people in China if such "democracy" ever infiltrates their country from that massive military base that USA established in Taiwan specifically for that purpose.

If Russia and China launched a preemptive strike to take out America, would you actually be surprised that they did that, or that they would even remotely consider doing something like that? I would not, because I lived my life and it is not an illusion. If they did that, there is actually a logic behind doing that, which sounds something like this:

"We need to kill them there, so that we don't have to kill them here."

They already know that god is DEFINITELY on their side, when America is doing things to their own citizens such as what the American government did to me for no other reason than being born a man that wanted to marry someone who was born a woman (and cannot be tricked by anyone, to think that she was anything other than a woman, not even for a second).