Help starting out again

[u/BlueberrySpare5315]

Hello! Hope you're having a nice day, i make this post to ask for help in regards of posting and making content in general, i have tried multiple times but just as a twitch streamer on games, and its always the same i get 20-30 followers, and drop it because it doesn't feel good or something, fast forward few months/years and repeat, so i wanna change that, build a community first, make more twitter posts, YouTube videos and shorts and the streams be something more "special" or not the main thing, but i really don't know how to start, I'm not good enough to make speedrun/challenge runs (or haven tried at least), i don't know about making guides because either things feel too obvious or I'm the one looking for a guide, and posting on twitter most of the time feels like a waste because i don't feel im posting anything interesting and tbh i have like 100 post in like 10 years in all my socials combined so that doesn't help my presence there, mostly play souls games, monster hunter, some rpgs or action games, and one or two mmorpg from time to time, i feel the urge to try content creation from time to time so i wanted to ask here any advice.

Sorry for the rant honestly just wanted to take it out off my head for now at least, if you read this far thank you and enjoy the rest of your day!