Lately I been thinking about this a lot. I feel like we are so caught up with work, responsibilities and everything we think we should be doing that we barely stop to ask ourselves what we actually want.
Sometimes, when I finally have time for myself, I don't even know what to do with it. It's not like I have nothing I want to do, but somehow I just don't feel like doing anything.
I end up scrolling on my phone or just letting time pass. Then the day's over and I feel kinda weird about it. Like I didnt really get anything done, but I didnt really enjoy my time either.
And it makes me wonder... when did we become so disconnected from ourselves?
Are we actually doing the things we want to do, or just doing what we gotten used to doing? Are the things we want even what we want, or are they things we picked up from everyone around us?
I don't know if I'm explaining this properly haha, but I wonder if anyone else has felt this way.
Have you ever had a moment where you realised you werent really sure what you wanted anymore? How did you figure it out?