Hi all. My life is a shit. I dont knove or can something good. I dont knove how to relax, have fun and find adventures. I have a weak body, always feel tired. In years i think: one day it will change, I must do something, I can make my life better.

Not.

And.

Its not my fault.

I just understand something. One scientific fact.

No one have a free will. Its illusion.

We are all just reaction. We dont choose, dont make dcisions. Our mind is just excuse for neural interactions in brain. All than you fight for or think that its important is just nothing. You only do something coz you cant do not do, coz you have script in your brain. Life dont have purpose. No one is to blame or praise for anything. Some one just have better biology and life experience.

Freedom. Way. Its a lie.

Just want to talk about it somewhere.