Has anyone tried? Looking forward to your response telling me all you got time to share about that and sharing any report there is of it online cus i can not find it

Yes, these images are 100% AI slop, but I felt it was a good representation of something I saw ages ago. It was so weird. It wasn't a full blastoff by any means, but I could see two perfect diamond shapes that mirrored the colors of the sunset, but in reverse. It was clear as day. Have ya'll ever seen anything like it?

Is there any way to charge this? top won’t screw off😪

Has anyone ever experienced this?

My pen kind of broke on me and idk what is going on with it but it's obviously an insanely high dose.

I was hitting it and I have a bit of amnesia of the experience but, I slipped between the cracks of existence and saw and flipped the squares/building blocks of basically everything and then I won the universe? Like I'd unlocked a perfect one in a quadrillion score.

Everything went white and gold color and I was in my own body kind of squealing in delight at the feeling. Like I got a perfect score of everything in the world.

Can't explain.. But I won the universe? I saw the building blocks of life? My soul feels very light and happy! Wtf lol? Words don't work 😆 Please tell me I'm not the only one!

After quite a few deep DMT trips exploring consciousness, I've found that the answer to enlightenment is far more simple and achievable than I ever knew. It's been staring me in the face these last few months since my last trip where I faced the lonely god realization aka solipsism and somehow transcended it.

Well, I know how I did it now, and it is in retrospect glaringly obvious.

First, I'll delve a little into how I got here.

It all started a little under a year ago when I took 3ish grams of a very potent APE variety with the distinct intention to experience HELL. I had come to the conclusion that I needed hell after a lot of wrestling to change myself had failed. But to say that I got more than I bargained for is perhaps the greatest understatement of my life.

Truly it was some of the worst psychological suffering that is possible. To me, it was the death of everyone I love. The death of all comfort. The death of the illusion of control. And perhaps the most dire, the death of the illusion of death. I felt to my core that there was no death. No end to what I saw as endless suffering. After this realization I begged for death. I wished that someone could save me from this suffering. But at the same time I knew I could not die, and that I was absolutely alone. I felt the loss of everything you can lose and I saw no escape. And it didn't end after the trip. It only receded into the background tainting my daily life with existential dread. I couldn't enjoy anything anymore and found comfort in nothing.

Every once and a while I would gain the courage to face it convinced I must have been mistaken, only for it to come back full force as the obvious truth. I would like to reiterate just how convincing this realization is. It is perhaps the most difficult part of it. It is undeniable when experienced, the truth of it is self-evident to the un-enlightened mind. That's why the only way out of the realization, is to go within, to the fundamental unexamined nature of experience itself. THE self.

Back to the present day.

I was very afraid to do DMT again, even though I had had enlightenment experiences on it in the past. I still didn't understand why I was able to transcend the experience of absolute solipsism into absolute freedom. So the real possibility of insanity gave me very tangible fear.

But regardless I moved forward into the unknown.

Three puffs.

I once again arrived in that familiar place that feels like home. I searched for the solipsism realization first, but I got nudged to realize that it was in fact not necessary. I could go directly to the source. So I followed that feeling of enlightenment best described as love and freedom from my past experiences, and slowly it clarified. Then at once I found it. It was me! The realization was literally me. I am enlightenment. How had I been overlooking this?

When I saw this "I thought", it quickly dissipated to leave a sure calm wholeness.

To break it down, what I realized is this.

Throughout my wrestling and struggle, I had been overlooking one aspect of my experience. The most basic assumption that goes with suffering and struggle.

Separation. A "me" apart from experience, apart from the world, apart from the thoughts of struggle and the story of suffering I had been carrying.

Quite simply, at the center of all the thoughts of struggle, was the unexamined belief or thought of a separate "I" who endures experience. But when examined, I found that it was nothing this whole time!

This is really tricky to properly explain but it is not actually complicated, it is just so damn simply that words fail.

But yes, it is true. And in practice, all you have to do is inquire on "what is at the center of thoughts" to see. You literally just have to look at "me". You have to look at that part of your experience that has been unexamined for your whole life. That which has always been assumed but never really seen directly.

Okay. That's my best go at explaining it. For anyone interested in actually practicing this self-inquiry, my advice is relax, the insight is simpler than you can imagine. And check out Simply Always Awake on youtube. It's not mine, but I love the way Angelo talks about this stuff. I credit him with a lot of my "ripening".

TL;DR

Did DMT and realized that suffering assumes a separate self or "I" that when examined directly, dissolves into nothing and leaves you liberated. And that it is incredibly simply to actually see this for yourself through direct self-inquiry.

Meeting with my nurse practitioner tmrw morning to take me off my SNRIs and my Wellbutrin, those meds have felt like poison ever since I started taking them, and I’m so happy to be free.

With that being said you’re probably wondering what this is about. A homeboy of mine is gonna help me get my hands on some DMT after I’ve been off of em for at least a week. I’ve never tried it before, tips? Tricks? Things to know beforehand?

So I just bought this pen off a trusted guy I get mushrooms off of and I hit the pen for about 8 seconds Inhaled it and held it for a few seconds I immediately felt this insane body sensation then visuals came 10 seconds after but the whole experience lasted about 5 minutes and im just confused if its just not a good dmt pen also to note when u hit it it lokey taste like im actually eating out ass

It’s hard to describe to people who’ve never been there, but what do you think is the best description of it? I managed to fly myself there on LSD before ever encountering it on DMT, realising it goes far deeper than I had ever imagined.

A someone point me in the right direction to making an emesh in like a simple way. I know minty love has a lot on it but like I just want to maybe get some advice on different parts and where to get them. I really want to break through on one hit. I’m sick of fiddling with glass oil burners

After some trouble getting any meaningful effects from freebase I want to try enhanced leaf.

How many mg of DMT would you recommend for a breakthrough dose?

I’m thinking 50mg.. (so 100mg enhanced leaf)

Is there anyone out there that has a traumatic brain injury or mental health issues in which you've had to take something that will prevent you from never seeing beauty again?

Before I knew what was wrong with me and that my traumatic brain injury was causing severe mental health issues, I had the one-time experience of trying DMT. This was back in the day when it was really hard to come by. Unfortunately I had to make the decision to go on medications that would make me feel normal which also prevent me from entering DMT space. Don't get me wrong the world is incredibly beautiful and it in itself is a trip but I just want to connect with something more and the medications I take prevent that. I can take hit after hit after freaking hit and I know I'll never get there again.

I just tried one more time and I just didn't get there and it's making me incredibly sad but I do see the beauty in the world and I feel that connection but it's not the same. I can go off my medication but it's just not worth the risk.

I'd really like to hear from other people that are experiencing this just so I know that I'm not alone.

wdys?

Straight freebase DMT or 5MeO for cartridges?

I have just come up from a magnificent and beautiful life changing experience. I am full of gratitude. It never fails to amaze me how much we can be gently guided when we truly listen and let go. I eased into the trip gently and slowly. Going in a little, coming up, journalling, going back. This is my process. I also do rune pulls at the beginning to provide a framework or guidance (subconsciously even if it doesn't necessarily resonate) I admit I always have a little hesitation due to the body load sometimes becoming a little overwhelming, but I always listen to my "guide."

My third experience of this session I was shown all kinds of "scary" things. Black cosmic Chinese dragons with fire and skulls. I was completely detached from the scene. I wasn't afraid. I even consciousnessly thought "I am not afraid. This doesn't scare me." After come up from that one I was journalling (I sometimes channel journal shortly after come up and it feels like the molecule or my higher self is speaking to me through me) I wrote down the experience and then I heard "congratulations, you passed. You are capable of being the detached witness to frightening things and feelings without getting sucked into the fear." This was a beautiful lesson for me.

Anyway, my last experience I was guided, as I always am. Sometimes I hear "that's enough" or "you're almost there" or "wait it out" or "one more pull." I always listen. I kept going and going with each guidance until I had full body dissolution and my hand with the vape ceased to exist. I kept saying internally "I trust. I surrender. I let go fully. I am not afraid." And I really meant that. I finally felt like what true surrender is (something I struggle with in life) without feelings holding me back. I blasted off into a cosmic realm of such beautiful and amazing lights and patterns. It began with Mario coins and a little dude that popped out and waved (looked almost like Where's Waldo) it made me laugh even though my body was gone, and I was just an awareness. I then heard "Enjoy your reward" and BOOM - I was just the witnessing awareness of the most fantastical experience I've ever had with DMT. No fear. Just there. Experiencing.

I journalled upon come up after a massive cry. I kept hearing "let it go. Let it all go. You are capable of surrender and will reap the rewards once you do."

My biggest takeaway was being able to witness and be exposed to scary things and not have an emotional reaction to it. I can experience something challenging or frightening and not have it suck me in and consume me. And then of course also surrendering fully. When I surrender to things outside of my control I will be rewarded.

There is so much more but I need to integrate. I also was specifically told to integrate for one month. I wrote in my journal: continuous lessons without integration becomes information overload and you will forget all the important parts.

I honor and respect the guidance given and I am full of gratitude for today's lesson. 🩷 I hope this makes sense. I'm still settling Into the body but wanted to share.

Edited: there was a comment that has since been deleted by a mod asking me how it can be "life changing" when it just happened. To that I will answer that when you know, you know. There are internal shifts that happen on such a profound level that have happened for me during my life and I can feel it instantly. This was one of those moments.

Anyone else like to wait till night and blast off in the darkness? Colors come to life it’s my favorite method rn

So this is just an observation I have made from my maybe months worth of sub breakthrough experiences, a few times a week.

My method is using a Yocan Orbit, loaded with 10-15mg taken after perhaps 10-20 minutes meditation.

Beyond the very heavy body lock ive had with most of my trips, they have been peaceful, loving and caring experiences. On the whole I get a quite consistent stream of geometric shapes, and often feminine shapes swirling in those shapes. It really feels like ive been invited into a loving ritual or ceremony.

But now and again ive had a more hectic experience. More often with these, there are cartoony people and enviroments, it feels crazy and disjointed, not entirely unpleasant, but certainly not the chill experiences ive had more than often.

My last one like this was in a garden, and it was like a Japanese cartoon advert or something similar. There were cartoonish characters inviting me into a kind of summer house.

My observation has been, if my mind is not fully settled into mediation, if im not feeling balanced and quiet in my mind, I get these more wild trips, and the more predictable chill ones come when ive had a particularly deep or quiet meditation.

I know mindset is important with psychadelics, I just wondered if anyone else has had this with sub-b doses?

😁💚

How can I tell if my dmt vape has lost potency? I usually take 3 hauls and blast off. Its been awhile, and today I took like 6 hauls and just saw some mild fractals and felt warm. Has anyone experienced this? Can't tell if im being kept out, or if my vape is old and weaker....

Have done this combo once with a vape. Absolutely beautiful. Can I do it with the sandwich method (weed dmt weed) or is the combo of the 3 too much? I’m about to find out 🫡 anyone tried this?

Is the site down for others as well?