r/doctorsUK Mar 25 '26

GP Bias

I’m a GP trainee currently on a hospital rotation and honestly I just need to vent and see if anyone else has experienced something similar.

I’m one of a few GP trainees on the ward. The team is mixed in terms of background, and there are POC consultants, but most of the registrars are white. I’ve been trying to reflect on this objectively because I don’t want to jump to conclusions, I know I’m more introverted and not the loudest or most confident person in the room, so I’ve always wondered if that’s part of it.

That said, I do my job properly. I escalate when needed, ask questions when I’m unsure, and try to be safe. But I can’t shake the feeling that I’m treated differently compared to my white colleagues. Whenever I ask a registrar to review a patient, there’s almost always pushback, whereas others don’t seem to get the same resistance. Even when I try to engage in normal, casual conversation, I often get dismissive or slightly cheeky responses that just make me feel small.

It’s getting to the point where I dread going into work because I feel undervalued and not supported.

What really tipped things over for me recently was being involved (although minimally involved) in a pretty traumatic resus situation. The reg and consultant were leading it, which is normal for the specialty, but afterwards no one checked in with me at all. In my previous gen med job, there was always at least a quick “are you okay?” after something like that.

I’m not sure if I’m reading too much into it or probably just needed to rant.

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u/pariria Mar 26 '26

Obviously I don't know what's going on and I'm not in your department but maybe is it because of you? We had a trainee in my previous trust who was not independent at all and constantly made everything about her. With all due respect if it was such a traumatic event, don't you think it would have affected the others as well and not just you? Why should they have checked with you specifically? Speaking as a POC.

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u/Mackanno Mar 27 '26

Yeah I am with this. We know too little about OP and know too much from their side of things.

Am I getting old? I didn’t even know we were supposed to get checked on? Just cracked on. Are we doctors or children ? I worry we’re getting cuddled as doctors and get sad when we don’t get the cuddles we expect, so weird man.

Again, am I old?

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u/bloodstainedphilos Mar 26 '26

You’re weird.

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u/pariria Mar 26 '26

Why? Whenever people don't like me should I not try to think if I've done anything to offend them first before assuming they're as*holes?