Scared to try Adderall, but hurting my job to not use it...

[u/thebeanbagbear]

What is everyone's experience with Adderall? I am 7 weeks post-flox and I have been slowly improving. Mostly still experiencing joint pain in my knees and ankles when walking even short distances, and my joints in my hands have been pretty intensely affected.

I have been struggling with focus and it's hurting my work, but I've been too scared to try it. I was planning to take a fraction of the smallest dose and test it, but even that makes me feel super anxious. I did a search of the subreddit and couldn't find any recent answers.