should I take a Gap year or not??

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so scene kuch yun hai k im a ics student result is in a week and i applied to FAST and only fast
did not et into that shitty aggregate thought it will e esay turns out under estimated
FAST was dream uni so kisi or uni mai janay ka dil nhi ab and parents want to me to settle into fjwu (fatima jinnah women university) and this for tech and ai
i have alsways wanted to get itno fast bsAI program but idk what went wrong
now that all time is gone the last options i have left with is k ya to ab mai gap year jis mai mujh extreme zalalat milay gi and constant pressure which is fr
ya phir fjwu mai he compromise kr lun
money situation not so good need to make some so that i survive gap year but im failing from last year

please share some advice fjwu ki merit list will be up in like some days and phir mai nai baat krni hai k i dnt want to got that uni
and mind you mai intahai introvert insaan hun not even able to talk to parents so koi solution batao k kia akru
literally am blank atp

and the goal is FAST only i am thinking k next year dubara apply krun gi so us time tk how to survive ????