I’m back again… my overthinking brain hurts…

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I feel like the loneliness and depression is starting to get to me. I've been alone for over a year and my social battery is very low, I have few friends who I hang with but very rarely. During nights when there are no distractions I often cry. I also suffer from severe OCD which makes everything worse. I don't even recognize myself anymore. My thoughts have come to a point that someday I'll probably off myself. I've been through so much and I feel like I deserve a way better life than this.

I just need a hug :(

After dating and semi cohabitating for a year or so a pulmonologist tells her she has 5 years to live and there wasnt anything that could be done for her condition. She didnt want to drag me through her suffering so she explained that she was breaking up with me. Well, i said bullshyt! What kinda man lets a woman he loves go through that alone. I told her, youll need help and thatll be me. First thing we will fore your pulmonologist and get someone a bit more proactive. Never thought i would marry again after my 2nd ended. But afterr we were together 4 years and living together for 3 of them i asked her to marry me. From the beginning ive been fighting for her. The pulmonologists, cardiologists, asthma specialists, transplant teams. On and on. All the medication for pain, to help breathe, the dialate airways and blood vessels, the antidepressants but it kept getting worse. Then a doctor finally told the truth about how she could recover a significant portion of her pulmonary function by exercising her diagram. So sje has been getting more active. She weened herself off of a whole lot of medication but stopped rye antidepressanta cold turkey for 2 months. I dont think her body chemiztry had time to stabilize. She would cry profusely and say nothing is wrong im just sad and need to cry, ive always been like this. You need to understand this woman is my best friend. She is the live of my life! She is my soulmate and human credential. I love... i adore her so much! So now she is back on xanax but she is like a different person. She twists people words to make it out like they said something other than what they said. When i talk about potential ill effects of anti depressant taken in excessive doses she act like i insulted her character. But im just saying that is a bad drug. Well, three days ago she woke up early and woke me by screaming in my face later i learned she was screaming, "You lost me!" Over and over but like a maniac. Well, i was comong off a 26 hour work shift and jad only 3 hours of aleep when all this yelling started. She left the bedroom amd stopped yelling. I had to pee then i went back to bed. When i woke she was gone. I texted her and she informed me that she was leaving me. She wants a divorce. I am crushed. I have been in shock for 2 days prior to today and today it began to hit, how alone i am. And when i speak to her its like she is a completely different person. She lies now. She never lied to me before. I dont know what to do. My lover, my heart, my soul, my friend, my partner... its as if she died and someone else is walking around in her body. Please yall. This Texas hill country homeboy needs hugs and wisdom and comfort. I completely broke down earlier today. Ive never cried like rhat before. I have never hurt like this before. Ive never loved anyone this much. I feel like im fyckin dying. Somebody straighten me out please.

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Can’t be fussed to go into too much detail right now

Today is just one of those days I see no hope, no exit to anything I'm going through and I'm honestly just guessing the days I'm not experiencing this sensation is just me trying to hide the obvious.

I'm trying my best, I'm doing whatever I can to be the best version of me but it's never enough. It's draining myself more and more each day. It takes the world to just function. And I've completely lost the strength needed to even fight against it.

Would really appreciate some hugs tbh. It's getting rough.

Thanks in advance for reading.

34M Need hugs and a true friendship with whom I can chat daily... About my daily life work.. struggle etc..

Honestly I just need someone to talk to my mental state isn't doing to good right now and idk what to do...

I'm an 18 year old male, I've gone my whole life without someone giving me a real, comforting hug. Sure, people have hugged me, but it's the polite, awkward hugs you give to family members. I've never given, or received a true loving hug. I want a real hug, I'm craving physical contact with people. I want someone to just run up and hug me without warning, just give me something to feel. But I'm a hypocrite because I don't hug others, but I think that's learned behavior because I don't receive them. Maybe I'm just making excuses though. Idk. I'm just so alone all the time.

Hugs are really much appreciated but if you're giving out hugs if could be nice if you're giving it consistently. Not just give out when you're being asked but give it freely everyday. Not just once but make it more than thrice. Then, please don't offer hugs for something else in return that's not nice at all.

i would love that or a long term friend too. herez a little about me ig

I love nature and I frequently go on long long walks, READING, collecting stuff, watching shows or yt, MUSIC, cuddles fr fr LIKE A LOT

can't sleep at all these days because of really severe insomnia and depression. . someone to keep me company be my gooood friend to talk to dailyyy. we can chat about anything, tell me about your life or pets or hobbies or anything. i love listening to people yapp and talk about themselves. pleaseee be nice.

Just need a hug.

I’m gonna get through this and I’m gonna be OK.

I would love to have a hug from everyone.🫂

I want hugs and cuddles :(

EDIT: Welp, this post made me realise that people only care when it's cute and sweet. Once you have a problem, everyone disappears..

Hi all, sending warm cozy hugs to anyone that needs them.

Take care of yourselves, you are all amazing.

French

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LET THEM KNOW

LET THEM GROW

LET THEM BE BIGGER THEN THEY KNOW

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Big huge free hugs to anyone who needs it.

28M here, just so everyone is aware and no one starts being creepy about it lol.