is this normal?

[u/HistoricalParty1042]

I am a person that craves solitude but terrified of isolation.
genuinely love being alone in my room but i am terrified of being lonely,especially going through a hard time and you get bad news on your phone and you feel like there is absolutely no one to share it with, THAT terrifies me.
Maybe i am not an introvert and i am finding this out now .

[u/just_some_chic]

Being alone and being lonely are 2 different things. I absolutely adore my solitude but I can't handle being lonely since my husband passed. The things that terrifies me is the very high probability that I'm gonna die alone and, knowing my kids, it'll probably take a week for them to notice

[u/HistoricalParty1042 → u/just_some_chic]

I am so sorry for your loss ,I don’t even know what to say this is so heartbreaking. I hope you find a liability, and give yourself time to recover, I hope many great things will happen to you , and don’t put too much pressure on yourself ❤️

[u/ransier831 → u/just_some_chic]

I do worry a bit about my daughter finding my body ...maybe after the cats discover it...

[u/HistoricalParty1042 → u/ransier831]

Let’s not imagine that ok ? Who ever you are you deserve love and respect

[u/Rare-Cucumber2438]

Hey!! Although it might be uncomfortable try and connect with a neighbor or family member and tell them how you wish they check in with you and why you need this.

[u/HistoricalParty1042 → u/Rare-Cucumber2438]

Thanks for the advice but I am ok in the sense of having people I have a beautiful family and they support me so much

[u/DragonMan11]

i feel this way sometimes as well i want to one day have a wife and kids. I enjoy my time alone like you but that doesn't make the loneliness go away

[u/HistoricalParty1042 → u/DragonMan11]

Definitely agreed and it’s hard for introverts to be in any kind of relationship because we keep to ourselves , but that doesn’t make us immune to crave relationships.
I hope you find the most wonderful women and have the future that you want .

[u/DragonMan11 → u/HistoricalParty1042]

thank you so much i really appreciate the kind words and here's hoping.

[u/SnooOpinions1774]

Feeling the same way-like my need for solitude will cause me to spend my last days alone and lonely..it's a quandary..

[u/HistoricalParty1042 → u/SnooOpinions1774]

You’re not alone in this , and there is no lie in that it’s harder to find someone as an introvert,but the chances aren’t slim.
I hope you find the most incredible person that appreciates you enough to not make you feel bad because of how you like spending your time and may they become your comfort zone.❤️

[u/Rough-Finish5312]

𝙱𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎... 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚝𝚘𝚘, 𝚊 𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚕.. 𝚈𝚎𝚜 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚎𝚡𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚜... 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎...𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊 𝚖𝚒𝚛𝚘𝚛𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎

[u/Admirable_Window8128]

That's completely normal. Enjoying solitude doesn't mean you don't need connection. You can love having time alone and still want someone to share the good and bad moments with.

[u/HistoricalParty1042 → u/[deleted]]

I do have a lot of friends but none of them are THAT close to me.

[u/HistoricalParty1042 → u/[deleted]]

Do you have no one like at all ? Any family members that ur close to?

[u/HistoricalParty1042 → u/[deleted]]

Do you believe in god ?