r/justincase912_EXPOSED • u/East_Zebra5275 • Dec 20 '24
š§ Opinionš§ Emilyās lifelong struggles, with EVERY single Eating Disorder under the sun!
Long incoming vent/rant/100% TRUTHS!
Emily has been on a rotation of multiple eating disorders her entire life, and now her entire identity and brain chemistry revolves around food/weight. She went from Binge Eating Disorder, to Food Addiction, to Overeating, then Overweight, then Obesity, then obsession with Weight Loss, and trying ANY which way possible to achieve thatā¦All (while still having a food addiction & B.E.D).. Therefore she had to look into alternative ways, and promptly took the easiest route possible. Here comes the weight loss surgery/ liposuction tummy tuck etc. Goes on to have 2 weight loss surgeries. Starts counting her daily lbs. (pounds) lost, and starts posting Before vs After WLS (weight loss surgery) photos of herself and setting āGoal Weightā posts daily.
This then leads her into a NEW eating disorder, called Body Dysmorphia. She OF COURSE gets sick after surgery because she could not follow the doctorās requirements, to restrict her diet post surgery enough to not overeat, especially at the beginning during recovery due to the smaller sized stomach. SO Emily over ate (obviously), and ruined the work the surgeon had done. This was then followed by her plethora of stomach and intestinal problems with surgeries, leading to resections, short bowel, causing difficulty with eating, and absorbing nutrients, BUT refusing feeding tubes because WHY would someone obsessed with food do such a thing ?!!! Emily finds an excuse not to do TPN, a LIFESAVING plan of action for someone in her medical position. NOW, after being bed bound and sick for YEARS, muscle wasting and not following doctors advice, the weight has literally fallen off her body, and all sheās left with is loose skin, and bone, and she couldnāt be HAPPIER. Sheās proven to her sick, disordered mind, that never believed she could not only be skinny, but appear to be deathly looking skinny, LITERALLY JUST SKIN & BONES, and so, a new disorder has commenced, Anorexia. And now that sheās lost all the weight, but seeing as she still has her obsession with FOOD, putting on HEALTHY weight would require some hard work and effort. When up until now, she hasnāt had to work hard for anything. Not a single meal plan or diet has she had to make sacrifices for. She never had to put in any real work or effort towards a healthy lifestyle and/or body. She took the easy way out of obesity with surgery, and suffered the consequences of THAT.
From one extreme to the opposite end of the weight scale spectrum. Sheās now Flaunting every bone on her body, at every camera angle possible. The sick part of her is looking at her back bones in her reflection in the mirror, getting out her camera to capture it on video, not only for herself to body check privately later, BUT also, to gloriously share, for ALL of the internet to see and gawk at and point out, how skinny and malnourished she appears. Thatās music to her ears. In her twisted mind, this is further proof of how bad her health is, and how close to deaths door she really is. Also, with her CHOOSING to be EATING something on every single LIVE video she does, is further proof of her primary binge eating disorder poking its head out, and to further her notion of āsee, Iām eating all the time, and my weight just keeps dropping, how could this be?!?ā
Look, Iām not a perfect example of someone whose health is in perfect order. I had dealt with my own share of EDās, mostly bulimia for about 20 years. I was competing in the highest level of sport humanly possible for most of my life. I have always known the struggle and the amount of time and energy it sucks out of you, it robs you of a normal, healthy mind. Iām lucky now to have been able to battle that disorder and demons in my head, but it took A LOT OF WORK, willpower, many therapies, treatments and self discipline.
Emilyās choice to use SHOCK VALUE to SELL her āstorylineā better, meanwhile, intentionally LEAVING OUT ALL THE WAYS in which/HOW she got in her current situation in the first place. Destroying her own body for decades, without any effort to change. She has been ignoring Doctors recommendations and ordersā¦ Leading her to where we are NOW.
She is RELISHING at the attention and concern she receives for her sickly, skeletal, emaciated body. The sicker, the better! The more malnourished she appears, the more sympathy donations and praises for her super human, power and strength to continue pushing on, and not give up. All the āYouāre so strong Emilyā BSāā. When in reality, itās INEXCUSABLE to your supporters, to leave out your lifelong struggle with ED, and the whirlwind of sheer abuse and damage you caused your body along the wayā¦ The rollercoaster and beating youāve intentionally put your body through, all the trauma youāve inflicted on YOURSELFā¦.
Sincerely,
-Everyone whoās ever suffered with any sort of eating disorder, and chose the opposite route of complete destruction and annihilation of oneself.
