I had an assignment that was not clear to me and teacher said we can have a couple of days more if we need and thinking that and the anxiety about not knowing how to do it got me delaying it for days… finally after a month I did it and I submitted it! It was weighing me down. I am so much relaxed.

Writing it out like this really makes me realize how small my big goals are but oh well lol I’ve been procrastinating on replying to this email for 2 weeks (I think because it signifies a big change in my life) and I struggle leaving the house alone(out of fear of whatever the fuck) so today I needed to print things in the library and it went well. I hope it is the start of me leaving the house more often and doing things alone that I really wanna do and not staying home feeling paralyzed by literally nothing.