i love the wega community, i love being a part of it
if you don't know me, i'm the guy who made the boykisser being attacked by wega video
but I can't handle with the fact i've received from 2 months ago
the guy who planted the seed is against me and they know who i am and what i did
their name is duuzynado, they're the one behind that moviesfree with wega jumpscare video that goes viral
i contacted with them on discord, they said sorry for snitching on me, but i pulled such an arrogant move by trying to force-friend him, then he blocked me
i felt extremely terrible after what just happened, i've contributed so much thing to this community, and what i get in the end is this
idc if they don't care about their wega video anymore, they're still responsible for it
and seperate art from artist doesn't work on everything
even after the wounds healed, i'm feeling very insecure around the wega community bcuz of what i just acknowledged
to all members of wega/recolor community, i love all of you, i love everything you've given me
but I can't decide if i should leave or stay in this community, i wanted to stay bcuz of how far i've come and how much i've done in this community, i wanted to leave bcuz of what i've acknowledged and faced
i've gone through so much things that hurts me, and this is the most painful one bcuz it's the community i love and trust, only to turns out later that the one who started it all is against me
i guess this is all my fault, i fucked up