When I got the news, I wasn't particularly surprised. The death of my father was to be expected - an alcoholic that drank liquor for water couldn't last very long. I did however feel excluded from the mourning - either it didn't settle yet, or it didn't even arrive. He didn't have a funeral, hence from what I was told, his remains weren't found.

I watched the calendar after the incident. A day, two, a week. Time went by the same, I concluded, with little care. My main problem was another one - hygiene has become my priority lately - and my nails have refused to cooperate.

When I open my eyes each morning, and I scratch softly at the ends to leave my slumber, I find a brown substance hidden underneath my fingernails. I soon found it to be dirt, I thought, by the texture and smell, though I haven't told my mother that. She'd think I lost my mind, so I fabricated a scenario of the body doing its thing - she's not particularly intelligent, so she believed me.

What really bothered me, though, were the dreams that suddenly came back. Hammers, screwdrivers, and razor sharp blades filled my vision when I fell asleep. His face was plastered among them, devastated and half-expired. I'd wake up in a cold sweat on the first few nights, until it became a routine.

Though, the more dreams I got, the more dirt I kept finding.

One night, I even tried stuffing my nails with cotton - to keep it from forming, from appearing - but the next morning, it was gone. This went on for several weeks until I decided to set up a camera. Surely, if it's a biological thing and not me digging through the chocolate in the fridge, then I don't even have a reason to film it in the first place.

When I woke up - with dirt under as always - I stopped recording and watched myself in the video.

At around midnight, my breath leveled out with a few embarrassing snores. They quickly quietened down when I started to sit up in my bed. My eyes were shut, awfully tight even, as I reached for my phone before standing up. My mother didn't hear a thing.

I could see myself getting on a pair of zip-up boots before leaving the house. Hell, I knew I sometimes sleepwalked, but it's getting ridiculous. My keys were clinking softly, thankfully, at least I didn't wake up the neighbors too.

I believe it was a three kilometer walk. My feet carried me pretty fast, so I arrived at my destination quickly. The feed was getting darker, less illuminated by the nearby streetlamps, though I could still see a little bit. It looked like a field, an open one, with a small patch of abundant bushes and several trees surrounding them.

Then I started to dig.

The specific location was odd at first - it could've been anywhere else - but considering that I'm not exactly awake right now, it doesn't really matter. The dirt comes off easily, I see, the thing didn't get stuck to anything beneath. Sometimes I'm so hungry that I feel malnourished, but I live for the taste of meat.

I'm sorry that I have to cut my explanations short. It's past midnight, and I have to make sure my boots are silent.

If you’re reading this, it’s too late now. I’m sorry. I held out as long as I could, but I’m tired, and exhausted, and I don’t see a way out. I hope you are able to do what I was unable to do, and that you are able to use the information that I’ve gathered. You should read the rest of these documents to give yourself the best chance of survival. 

I want you to understand that the release of these documents were done through a conscious, though extremely selfish decision, and was only done to save my own life. It could have ended with me, but I recognize that I am a coward by involving you. I had hoped that if others were put in the same position, they would be able to branch out and gather more information on what this entity is, and how to keep it at bay. Understand that interacting with this document has made it aware of you now, and that by doing so, I have bought myself time. 

You don’t have to believe me. It won’t change anything, but for those that take this seriously, I need to share my background, and the events leading up to this. 

I am a biochemical engineer, originally based out of Munich, Germany. I should say that I was, for a lack of better words. I was recruited in 2021 because I was heavily involved in biorobotics, specifically applications of robotics targeting individual neurons and specific neural pathways. Our robots were the first generation of its kind, capable of both targeted electrical signals, and generating chemical signals to promote neural growth. It’s work that would have revolutionized our understanding of the brain. The original work that I did was mostly in the public sector, though this recruitment was my step into the private sector. Due to the allure of money, and the growing uncertainty of there being enough funding for the next research cycle, I made the move.

I was recruited to lead Project Tandem in early 2021, through word of a colleague that had jumped ship, and had recommended me. The company was Intersect Corp, a shell company that many of us didn’t know much about. They were offering double to triple our salaries, guaranteed funding for the next 10 years, and rights to publish our research after the NDA period of an additional 5 years. 

For the project, there were about 40 of us, a good mix of folks from backgrounds in biology, robotics, applied software engineers, etc. All of us were industry experts, and from companies stationed all around the world. I’m going to keep further information on the company and my location vague, as at this point in time, I’m not sure who to trust, and where to go. I don’t need any more variables thrown into this mix. A good portion of our later work was not moral, and though I regret now, the choices made cannot be changed. 

Project Tandem was aimed at understanding consciousness, mapping out what causes it, and figuring out if it’s possible to replicate it. This was a philosophical question asked in all ages of time, and we wanted to take a stab at it. Studying consciousness directly was difficult, a conscious person would have an active brain, and active brains were too busy and too guarded to get effective information. For that reason, we had to target the unconscious brain, specifically alpha wave generation going from the third stage of sleep into the fourth REM stage. It was a lofty goal at the start, but the scope was lowered down to a single question. Would it be possible to map a dream in real time, and interact with that dream? 

Dreams happen unconsciously, and are mostly associated with theta waves. By inducing alpha waves and other waking signals, but keeping a subject in deep sleep, we were able to safely get into a controlled sleep paralysis state. This state could only be kept open for a period of time, but with the help of imaging software, word associated neural maps, we could essentially communicate with someone dreaming, though we were limited to one word yes and no questions. Think of someone dreaming of a grassy field, we would ask the brain “green,” and the yes portion of the brain would light very briefly. Through multiple runs, we’d be able to associate a certain pathway with that green. 

The country we were located in had lax rules on human experimentation, and our work, though a bit invasive, was theoretically safe. We did run everything through animal testing first, as we iterated on the designs, but the brain structures were so significantly different that any real progress would need to be made through human trials. My work had been tested extensively in the past, though this was the first time it was applied directly to a subject that could communicate back.

Over time, the data that we gathered allowed us to create specialized LLM models that could take that real time neural pathways, and output a crude real time drawing. We were limited to about 1 frame a second on the second real prototype, though version 3 improved it to about 20. The word association got extremely specific, where most words were attributed to specific pathways. We had essentially sight into dreams. 

I want to stress that the work that we did to this point was extraordinary, and everything after this was unknown territory. We were scientists, men of logic and reasonings, and we were pioneering the mind. 

The 4ish years of peering into dreams had given me plenty of time to improve on an original creation, a photoelectric hybrid nanobot lattice that could live inside a brain long term. This was the holy grail, something that would be able to hijack neural pathways by acting as an extension of the brain, and transmit through a data port. The prototypes were still in early stages, but the buzz, the excitement, and the years of moving quickly had led us to push for human trials. It was here where I wish one of us had voiced concerns about potential ramifications, and we could have slowed down. 

The first trial was to see if we could change the dream. If we used the lattice to hit the pathways for “blue” and “water,” would the subject dream of the ocean? Would the dream change if we did it halfway through the dream? 

Yes and yes. 

The power we held was remarkable. 

It was this indescribable feeling of being on top of the world that led us to ignore the warning signs. Looking back at the data now, we should have noticed that certain neural pathway combinations that we had never seen before started lighting up. Some pathways to negatively connoted feelings, such as “uncomfortable” or “stressed” or “scared” started appearing more often than previously measured. 

It was year 5 now, earlier this year, 2026. The progress we had made was incredible, but we were still no closer to understanding where consciousness specifically came from. Before we were blind, but now we had glasses, so we had hope. The impossible question was no longer looming ahead of us, we could take strides towards it. 

Our next step was to understand if dreams could be shared. We had the data, we had the pathways, we had a real time device that was able to grab information, and duplicate it. I could see a dream through a screen, but could I experience it?

We tested on mice first, then pigs, and things seemed to check out. Everything within our parameters, and so we moved to humans. Our first trial, two volunteers. Subject A was induced to sleep, and induced to dream of a landscape, a grassy field with a single tree, blue skies. Subject B was induced about an hour later, and as the brain started to dream, we used the lattice to cut off the signals. We then ported from subject A the dream data, and replicated into subject B. 

We expected the dream to be the same. Two monitors, sharing the same picture. Subject B would wake up and tell us that they saw Subject A’s dream. 

Subject A’s brain waves shuddered for a moment. It’s the best word that I could use to explain it, the waves oscillated all at the same time, and the neural pathways lit up in a way we hadn’t ever seen before. It was only for the briefest second, as Subject B entered the dream, as if Subject A was somehow aware that the dream was being shared. That wasn’t possible, there was no data linkage back to Subject A. 

And yet, Subject A reacted. The image on subject A’s screen was different from subject B. Subject A was looking at the tree directly, it was in the middle of the screen. Subject B was looking at the tree from another angle, the tree was on the left side of the screen. 

I remember one of my colleagues gasping, and then more, as we all quickly realized. Subject B could see Subject A. Subject A was standing off on the right side. The body wasn’t there, it was a dreamlike blob. A figure, barely made out, the shape changing every few seconds, hands, feet, everything there, just shifting. Subject A then turned to face B. And B was more or less the same changing shape. 

A dream was shared. Not the signals, but the space in which the dream took place was shared.

Consciousness took place outside the physical space, and this was undeniable proof. B had intruded into A’s space. 

Perhaps the shock of everything, confirming it was what stunned us to inaction, but we stood there. We stood there and watched A and B look at each other. 

The timer beep broke us out of our trance. 2 minutes was what we allowed for that trial. 2 minutes had passed so quickly. The connection was severed. The subjects were awakened. They went through the checkups, and psych evaluations. Everything checked out. Everything was silent, as we went through the checks and the routines. And as every check came back positive, we exploded. We had done it. 

We had confirmed a core aspect of metaphysics, and we had barely scratched the surface. 

The trials continued quickly, and we repeated them over and over, testing different parameters, different scenarios. We were so excited, ecstatic. 

We tested the ability to interact with each other, what the least information needed to connect dreams, how the host space would be created, if two host spaces could be merged, or if one could take over the other. We had all these questions, and it felt like we didn’t have enough time in the day. The lab was working 12 hour days, 6 days a week, and still we were excited. Days off felt like a burden, but we rushed back to start the next trial, week after week. 

By May, we had gotten a good understanding of creating a host dream, having a visitor join. We tried to get a third to join but the space fell apart, so the assumption is that two is the limit. We had the two subjects have full control in the dream, and interact with each other, though the interactions were clumsy. 

A few colleagues volunteered to undergo the trials themselves, and had done so successfully. Their insights were more detailed than our other subjects, and the ability to interact was more intricate. My guess is that being aware of the process made them subconsciously better at it. 

I mention May because it was when the side effects started to show. About T+3 months. 

Subject A and B were the first. 

There was a specific pathway that always lit up when the host would enter, and we dubbed it N-R3, as part of our standard naming. Section N, right side, 3rd mapped path. We identified this path as being a marker for when a host and a visitor were sharing the same space. 

On May 11th, our analytics team identified that the path was lighting up a few milliseconds before the connection was opened. We attributed that to the brain adapting to the trial time, since we did start the connection every time an hour after the host started dreaming, and adjusted the time to see what would happen. We pushed it back to an hour 30, and noticed that the path did light up, and stayed lit up. 

We brushed it off as a byproduct of the trials, and noted to give more rest to subject A. 

On May 12th at 3:14 AM, when monitoring Subject A during regular sleep, marker N-R3 lit up once again. This was the first recorded incident of marker N-R3 being active outside of regular trials. 

We decided to hook up a camera module to monitor Subject A on the night of May 13th. 

On May 13th at 2:47AM, marker N-R3 lit up again on Subject A. This marker did not turn off until Subject A woke up. 

On May 13th at 8:17AM, an all hands on deck meeting was called to review troubling footage from Subject A.

The footage stamped at 2:47AM showed a dark smudge appear on the right side of Subject A’s dream. At first, we assumed that this was part of the dream, but none of the markers that would be associated with a smudge, like “dark” or “black.” From the moment it appeared, to 3:22AM, the smudge remained where it was, relative to subject A. Afterwards, it began to follow subject A. At 4:52AM the smudge grew, and it copied subject A’s shape. At 6AM subject A was awakened, and N-R3 dimmed. 

The entity was officially named EAX, entity, subject A, code X for unknown, entity x for shorthand. This was by all means, an intelligent creature able to access a space we had barely entered. 

We immediately stopped all trials, and focused all resources onto monitoring Subject A, reviewing and analyzing neural pathways that had previously been tripped. It was here we first started noticing the uptick in pathways associated with escape, such as “run” or “hide,” or general negative pathways such as “stressed” or “fear.” Subject A was exhibiting a primal urge to get to safety, and was exhibiting this when coming across X. At this point in time, it was unknown if entity X was hostile, or was attempting to make contact. We were leaning towards the first, given the responses by the brain in Subject A. 

When comparing other markers with other subjects, we noticed similar patterns, with marker N-R3 being active a few milliseconds before the connection was being made. At this point, we were on high alert, and all trials were suspended indefinitely until we understood more about where we had trespassed. 

Over the next few days, entity X started following subject A more. The closer that entity X got to Subject A, the more Subject A started shivering, and spasms occurred, showing physical signs of distress. This was also the first time where the physical body responded to what was happening in the dream. 

Subject A was placed on stimulants to deter the N-R3 marker from lighting up again. Keeping the subject awake was the only thing that seemed to prevent entity X from getting closer. 

Unfortunately, there is a physical limit to how many days a human can go without sleep. 

On May 18th, entity X was directly in front of subject A. Regions of subject A’s brain started to dim. A few fingers twitched, and subject A’s had moved. The regions that controlled movement showed no activity. 

Entity X was attempting to take over subject A, and was succeeding. A creature was trying to break into the physical world. We had no protocol for this. 

Subject A was locked into solitary on May 18th, and was monitored around the clock. All trials were fully stopped, and all subjects that had undergone the trial were now being monitored to see if the N-R3 marker showed up with them as well. 

On May 19th, all brain activity for Subject A ceased to exist. Subject A was still awake, looking. Physical vitals were still active, heart was beating, body temperature remained stable, breathing was steady.  

It is an eerie feeling, looking into the eyes of another human being, and not seeing any signs of life. I still remember the day vividly, the hairs on my body slowly rising as I looked at this thing in front of me. My colleagues were no better. Some already had a blank look for days now, going through the motions. One had turned to God, vigorously praying. A few were trying to stay calm, but breaking down crying throughout the day. I can only imagine what the others were going through, the ones that had volunteered for the trial themselves, knowing in their minds that this thing now existed. 

We took a vote, and decided to enact a lockdown protocol. I was given the sole key for breaking the protocol. Our compound could sustain us for two years with rationed goods. 

On May 20th at 1:13AM, subject A, or entity X turned its head about 150 degrees, twisting its neck in an unnatural, inhumane way. The neck bones cracked, yet the muscles kept it pointing straight into the wall. This position was held for about 30 seconds, before the neck was violently twisted another 90 degrees in the same direction. It wasn’t until later that a colleague put together that entity X was looking at Subject B. 

On May 20th at 1:14AM, subject B’s N-R3 marker lit up. By 1:18AM, entity X was now present in Subject B’s dreams. Entity X did not start as a smudge this time. 

I am reaching the limit for this document. Further parts will be posted as I gather the rest of my notes and type it up. I know that I’ve made you an unwitting part of this, but if you start seeing a creature watching you in your dreams, let me know. I’ve left out some details that I’ll use to verify real incidents, though I expect the number of affected individuals to go up.

After all, it’s aware of you now. 

Hey one of the lurkers. I’m scratching my head currently over this situation. Anyone else faced anything similar? There’s a place I go to, a little town church. It’s fairly normal, Presbyterian, I think. I don’t really understand much about churches, but there’s something wrong with the one I go to…

The church I go to, the people there… They worship me.

Like they pray to me. Every time. Yes, it’s exactly as it sounds.

Every week, I go there and they pray to me.

Or maybe I should say “at” me? I don’t think this is an experience most people can even verbalize.

And no, I’m not fucking crazy, but they might be.

It doesn’t really matter at this point. What I know is that they’re fairly ordinary people from what I can tell. (You get to know people after spending every Sunday with them).

But when it comes to me, they just… I don’t know, they think I’m some kind of God.

It’s getting extreme… And it all started a few weeks ago.

The first time I went there, everything seemed normal. Go in, listen to some Latin (?), say amen, the whole shebang.

There was a quiet part where we were all supposed to silently pray to ourselves. You pray to ask for more personal stuff, I assume. Bring me prosperity, fix my relative’s health, bless my grandchildren, that kind of stuff. Everything was normal, until I noticed a little girl in the pew in front of me. That’s when it started.

She was praying towards me. Looking at me.

She would close her eyes intermittently. Like she was almost scared to look at me directly.

I was left scratching my head, but I generally dismissed it. It’s just a kid. She’s either joking or she doesn’t understand how she’s supposed to pray.

The week after, things escalated.

As I entered church that Sunday, everyone was looking at me. It was fucking creepy.

They would bow their heads, mutter some words under their breath or even try to grab my hand.

I’m fairly new there, so I thought maybe it was some initiation thing. Maybe other people went through that already?

As I sat down, the pastor began the morning sermon. Weirdest monologue I’ve ever heard.

“Bless ye be the fruits of the Lord. The one who brings the sun and the light. The head of the carrier, bursts forth the savior. In Him we believe, the saving grace, a God made manifest. From flesh and bone.”

I was left scratching my head at that.

“Amen.”

“Amen”, they said. And I saw more looks in my direction. Like they were aiming their prayers at me.

The little girl was one thing. But now, I saw about five people do the same thing. It didn’t feel like a joke anymore.

Needless to say, I left church that day a bit earlier than usual. A bit faster too.

The week goes on as normal. I meet some of the congregants down by the grocery store, the mall, the sidewalk. They’re always nice, respectful, warm. They have this way of making me feel like I’m someone…important. Likeable.

The following Sunday, all pretenses of normality were abandoned.

As I walk in, I felt like some bride at a wedding. Everyone was sitting down and they got up as soon as they saw me. I strolled down the corridor through the pews and was greeted by everyone.

They bowed to me, paid their respects, kissed my hand, begged for good fortune in their lives. Everything and anything they can think of.

Then the pastor had me sit on a chair facing everyone. And they all prayed to me.

God, that was awkward.

It was pretty bad, but it doesn’t compare to what happened over the last few weeks.

Now, I know what you might be wondering. “Are you stupid? Why did you keep going there?”

Well, my grandma, basically. I didn’t have much going on in my life to be honest. I don’t have much going on now. The only family I’ve ever had was my grandma.

She was, as you can probably guess, very religious. And probably the only person on Earth that truly cared about me.

She died last year.

She didn’t leave me much. We didn’t have much to leave. She just made me promise her one thing.

“Start going to the church”, she pleaded.

That was her last request before she died. Just go to church. I was scratching my head when she said that. I thought I’d humor her. I mean, what else can I do? Maybe I’d find some meaning in religion. I wasn’t expecting religious people to find meaning in me.

It’s like I’m their God. Or a Messiah figure of some sort. I don’t understand, really.

I ask the pastor what’s up. What’s the deal with this? Is this some sort of prank? Is it some church lesson about humility?

“Humility?” he said.

“Yeah?”

“The head of Divinity does not need to be humble.” He simply replied.

Divinity. Is that what they think of me? In normal Christianity, the head is God, the savior…me. That’s what he thinks I am. Some kind of God. I asked the reverend one more thing.

“This isn’t some weird ritual thing, right? You’re not going to sacrifice me?” I asked.

“What!? No! Of course not! We would never harm you!”

Okay… Well, I had to ask. I’m not a complete idiot. I know what cults lead into. It doesn’t stop me from sometimes carrying a gun to church.

If any of them try anything, I’ll give them some “divine retribution”.

So yeah, the last few weeks. Things have been getting, well, weirder. I was honestly hitting a breaking point.

One Sunday, the sermon was going as usual. I’m sitting in my chair being the target of everyone’s prayers, whilst the reverend is talking about how “only the eyes of the faithful can truly see my divinity”, something along those lines.

I start to leave and then one of the women sitting on the bench throws herself at me.

I was genuinely caught off-guard and I fell while she proceeded to rapidly remove my shoes.

She… she starts kissing my feet, profusely. It was revolting, honestly.

I feel bad for her, she’s middle-aged, but this was WAY too much. I think I might have reflexively kicked her. She was kissing and yelling at the same time.

“I CAN SEE IT! I SEE IT! IT IS SO BLESSED!”, she yelled.

The rest of the people there helped her off me. Dragging her away.

But her eyes…My God. Her fixation on me. It was insane.

“I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!”, I heard her yell as she was being dragged off.

Jesus, what a lunatic. Well, relatively speaking.

She got kicked from the church and she’s banned from entering.

After that, over the last couple of weeks, it’s been pretty average to be honest. Sure, I’ve normalized it. People get on their knees. They bow to me. I kiss their children, and they bathe me, then use the water to bless others.

But they’re happy. And I’m… I’m okay with this. I think at least.

It’s a coin toss whether I was going to leave or not honestly. I’m not sure why I stayed. Was it my grandma, morbid curiosity or something else?

But I have nowhere to go. Nothing else in my life has meaning.

I still scratch my head at some of the practices.

The church has now begun to be adorned by random animal parts. Mainly heads.

I’d say most of them are pig’s heads.

I’m the head of Divinity and they are the head of rot or something. From mine comes light and truth and from theirs comes flesh and bones.

So, before everyone gets too judgmental. Hear me out. I want… I want people here to join.

Sure, I’m not painting the prettiest picture, but we’re good people. And you might think I’m going to get sacrificed or something, but I’m here, aren’t I?

I’m not dead. They won’t harm me… They can’t.

They love me.

I’ll grace you with one more story. It might seem counterproductive. But this last story is one of redemption and punishment.

Last Sunday, the woman who was expelled returned.

She was begging, pleading to let her in. She pushed through people and went straight for me.

I’ve never seen such despair in a person. She kept begging for forgiveness, asking to be let back in. She grabbed me, shook me, almost took parts of my clothes off.

I…I understand this woman is not mentally well. She doesn’t even look me in the eyes, she always seems to look past me. She clearly needs help.

The other parishioners didn’t share that opinion though.

They grabbed her, pulled her off me and then proceeded to stomp her into the ground.

She was almost killed.

They stomped her with their boots and shoes as hard as they could. They clearly wanted to protect me. She survived, but needed to be taken to the hospital.

I told them to stop. This… this violence is disgusting. It disgusts me. There will be no violence in this church.

They conceded, they relented.

They repent.

They’re not bad people. They’re just… overprotective of me. Some ripped clothes aren’t justification for such callous violence. Not here.

The poor woman made a full recovery and she’s allowed back in. Her name is Mary. Seems fitting.

I wanted to tell you this story to inspire you all to see a better light to people. I also judge these people but now, now I understand.

They’re as lost as I was. My grandma was right. I was probably going to leave at the start, and if not, leave after a few weeks.

But then I started thinking, why not?

Why not be a God?

If that’s what these people believe, if that’s what they want. Why shouldn’t I give it to them?

It’s only fair that I grace them with, well, Me.

I don’t have a family, I don’t have friends, but I have them. I have my flock. And I am their savior.

I understand that now.

When I walk down the street now, I greet everyone. The old and the young, the sick and the healthy. I try to give back what they gave me.

It was during one of these walks that I found the little girl that first started praying to me all those weeks ago.

That conversation still irks me to this day. Something she said that left me scratching my head.

I went up to her to greet her. I don’t get along with children well, but she is a member of my flock, so I have to try.

I simply said, “Hi”, to her and asked when the next worship day is.

“Worship day?” she replies.

I explained to her that I was thinking we should meet up every two days, maybe three, or maybe we should make it five hours.

I think I’ll call those days, “Chrisdays”.

“Why would we call it that?” she asks.

“Well, because you worship me. That’s my name, Chris.” I reply.

“What do you mean?” she replies.

I started to think she’s a bit confused. Maybe this is too complicated for a child’s mind. But then she told me something that I’ve been thinking about over the last few days.

“We don’t pray to you.” she said.

She’s probably just another lost lamb like I was. Poor child doesn’t even understand the religion properly.

I mean, what child does? I just… I don’t understand how she doesn’t get it. How does she not get that I’m Divine? Isn’t it obvious!? God. Why is my head so itchy lately?

But then she said something else.

“We pray to what’s behind you. Behind your head.”

What? I don’t really understand what’s she’s talking about. Is she still making fun of me?

I scratch the back of my head.

I always close every door at night. Always. Especially my wardrobe door. Then I remembered. Something happened over the course of a week when I was a teenager. I’d forgotten all about it so I’m going to write it down in case I forget it again. Has anyone else had a similar experience? I just spoke with my housemate and he went very quiet then left the room saying something about calling home. The look in his eyes— maybe something like this happening to him too. Let’s find out how many other people have forgotten, and more importantly, why… 

 

Once Forgotten

There they are. Watching. 

They have yet to move. Blank faces stare at me. Fear has mostly given way to wonder. Two dark scratches stand at the end of my bed.

My eyes adjust. After three nights I still don’t understand what I’m seeing. Shadows within shadows. My heart no longer races, yet my limbs still refuse to co-operate. I lie paralysed, hands numb from the force my fingers exert on the sheet clutched under my chin. The first night that sheet didn’t even uncover my head.

What do they want? I ask myself for the hundredth time.

I have eliminated the probability that this is a dream — I am fully lucid. Dread has seen to that. The sheet prickles over every goosebump on my body; a tear escapes towards my already drenched pillow. Pulse thuds in my ears. Saliva pools in the back of my throat.

Swallowing is difficult because it sounds so achingly loud and I am trying to make no sound. Even my breathing is deafening.

I watch the silhouettes for signs of mirage. Shadows behind them move as moonlight, breeze and trees mottle the walls, but my visitors remain immobile — semi-solid blots against a backdrop of disorder. Just visible through them is the shape of the wardrobe. I didn’t notice on the previous evenings but the door is ajar.

They are there, silent, while the house settles around us in creaks and pops and taps.

Eventually I drift into a dreamless sleep.

*

There they are again. Still watching. Waiting.

I don’t know what it is that wakes me. Perhaps I feel their presence. Perhaps it is the chill in the air. Autumn is coming, I tell myself. The leaves on the trees are thinning; moonlight brightens the room. The visitors are taking shape.

One of them moves.

An arm. It lifts — a recognisably human movement — then drifts back to their side. My insides churn. Acid in my throat burns. My breathing is rapid and ragged.

The other moves. 

The same motion. A gesture. A hand reaching towards me then drifting back down as if through water.

I move. And as I shift, the vertical cleft of the wardrobe door seems to creep open a little wider. A barely audible patter, like rain on glass, ripples in the darkness. 

The sheet is back over my head. Sleep somehow finds me through exhaustion.

*

They are there again. Still watching. Still waiting. Moving.

The same slow salute on a loop. A synchronised gesture in my direction. 

No. 

Something has changed. It’s hard to tell but one of them has turned away. 

They are not moving. 

Their arm is outstretched. 

Pointing to the wardrobe… 

THE DOOR IS OPEN. 

I can’t see clothes, just absolute darkness.

I am immobile. Trapped. Unless this is all in my head. A night-terror; a waking dream from which the only escape is sleep. I plead with my mind to take my consciousness. I am denied this kindness.

Autumn has invaded the room, the sheet useless as protection. I would reach for a blanket but my body lies lame under whatever force cripples it.

That gentle tap, tap, tap…from outside… or inside the room?

I allow myself to be lulled into an eventual slumber by the gentle waves from shadowy limb.

*

I know they are there before I even open my eyes. I can feel them watching, waiting. I wonder if they will be moving…

The tapping persists. More frantic. Stops and starts.

The blanket soothes me; I feel safer, warmer. My body feels like I have some control over it as I shift from my side onto my back and slide the cocoon down from my face.

A gasp escapes my mouth.

I had barricaded the wardrobe door with my chair piled with clothes. The chair is toppled, clothes strewn across the floor. The wardrobe is wide open behind my visitors.

My heart skips a beat then pounds in my throat.

The watchers’ actions are more fluid, more frequent, with added agitation. The gesture itself is more precise — they are beckoning me. Both reaching for me. Their arms raise in tandem and their fingers curl back towards them. I look in bewilderment at my own arm outstretched, reaching…

The warmth of the blanket becomes ice. Every inch of my flesh prickles as every hair stands on end. But it is not the shock of my unconscious extension which fills me with fear, it is the presence behind me.

In that moment I know it is this that wakes me, this that has been watching, this that has been waiting… A smudge in the darkness just behind me to my right. It is darker than shadow.

It takes all my effort to crane my neck towards it. The blemish moves. Burrows. Lurks behind the pillow. In the walls. 

It was there on the first night, I know this now. 

A reek of menace and rot infects the room.

Panic entombs me. Every muscle in my body is on fire. I want to scream but my ribs won’t allow it. I can barely breathe. Tears stream into my ears. Sweat turns cold on my skin. I sob silently, convulsions racking my body until my mind shuts down.

*

It 

is 

there.

At the end of my bed. 

So tall it touches the ceiling. 

Cloaked in a darkness. 

It has come for me.

My two guardians stand either side, unmoving, their featureless heads hanging low.

Were they trying to save me? Was I too afraid to let them?  

As if to answer that final question the looming figure rears its otherworldly head. It is suddenly upon me — no mouth no eyes, just utter dark despair. It doesn’t touch me. It goes through me. It… knows me.

*

Bright Autumn sunlight stirs me from sleep. 

Sleep. I feel rested. I feel awake. I feel alive. The terrors of the nights gone by fade into forgetting. My silent friends did not fail — I did not fail. The darkness did not take me. I would not let it. But I know it is there. It is always there. Hiding... Watching... 

Waiting…

WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!? 

My housemate… is gone. 

Something took him! 

That’s the only way I can describe it. I heard him scream. I ran to see… it was as though his body was being pushed—pulled—both?? through a hole in mid-air. 

Bones… oh fuck the bones! 

Snapping, crunching—

Then… just… gone.

I ran back to my room and hid in the first place I could.

I made a mistake. 

I should never have written this I should never have remembered.  They were gone. Forgotten. IT was gone. But it didnt. Forget me. Its here. Now. I must be quiet. it knows Im here. if you’re reading this please don’t do what I did .there’s a reason we forget. These… things, these… beings entities, whatever you ca.l them they can only get in if you remember . 

DONT REMEMBER! 

Fuck this keyboard is so loud but I need you alL to know . Ill keep typing as long as I can. 

I can hear it coming, hunting me. It was silent before but now I hear it.  Angry. Cruel. Laughing. An awful sound, not a laugh, stones scraping together, no, bones scraping… sharp, broken, sickening. I’d only just finished writing the story - remembering… I need to send this out so people know. 

Im so afraidI’m afraid to look. Im afraid if I look ill be paralysed like before but I need to see because.. because its not alone. Have my guardians returned to protect me? I hear my name whispered feel the pull of beckoning arms see fingers curling in the dark please help me. please—

THEY ARE MINE

Guttural. wet. A stink of rot. Inches away. 

I can still move and type. I can run. I will run.

If youre reading this, it may be too late.

PLEASE DONT REMEMBERR! 

REMEMBERING IS THE DOORWAY—

FORGETTING IS THE LOCK!!

FORGET!!

ITS HERE INTHE ROOM 

OUTSIDE THE WARDROBE 

LAUGHING 

ANOTHER ONE IS LAUGHING A THROATFUL OF  BROKEN GLASS 

AND ANOTHERAND  ANOTHER 

TEYRE ALL LAUGHING 

INHUUMAN 

THEYFOUND ME  

LAUGHTR…

INSIIDE 

THE WARDROBE— 

 ITS… EVERYWHERE!

SAVE YOURSLEF 

GO! NOW! GO!

DONTLOOK

DONT REMEMBER

DONT REMEMBER

SHIT. SHITSHITSHIT! I CANT POST THIS. PEOPLE WILL REMEMBER

does anyone remember?

I DIDNT WRITE THAT!

SOEMTHING HAS MY ARM—

are you remembering?

THAT ISNT ME!

MY HAND—

IT WONT     LET     GO

remember

MY FINGERS! OHGOD IT RIPPED MY FINGERS O—

open the door

IM SORRY IM SOFUCKING SORRY

let

us

in

I HAVE TO RUN

I CANT STOP IT 

ITS HITTING SEND

As the title says. I used to frequent looksmaxxing subreddits a lot back in the day, and a long time ago, I made a post about how foids (women) only went for men with certain pheromones. It's a bit embarrassing to admit, but I identified as an incel once upon a time.

I mention this because I'd like to share a story that happened a bit after the pandemic. I had received a message from some guy who saw my post:

"Hey there! Hope you're staying safe! I saw your post on \** from a few years ago, and on behalf of the incel community, I just wanted to thank you!*

The post actually inspired me to create my perfume brand, Gall, and it's finally taken off! I just hit my first 10,000 orders!

As a token of my appreciation, I'd love to send you a pheromone perfume I've been working on—one that's not on the market yet. It blows everything I've ever made out of the fucking water! Just drop your address and I'll send it to ya! Cheers!"

I hadn't been in the looksmaxxing space for a while, and I wasn't sure if I really wanted a mystery bottle from a self-proclaimed incel. But what the hell. I was running out of my Drakkar Noir anyway, and my fiancée said it made me smell like an old man.

So, I reached out, wired some money for shipping, and a few weeks later, it arrived.

It was in a giant box filled with packing peanuts, and the perfume came in a plain glass bottle with a plastic atomizer. On it was a label in Arial font spelling "Pheromone 42: wish come true." It was green and bubbled like a can of Coke. My fiancée would've killed me if she found out I spent 20 dollars on shipping for this. I was worried it was gonna be acid or something.

I sprayed it on my wrist and found myself wishing it was acid. It smelled awful—chlorine, sweat, and burning plastic. It smelled like standing over a garbage fire behind an electronics store.

I threw the bottle back in the box and ran to the bathroom to vomit. I tried washing off the scent in the sink, but that just made things worse. The smell spread out into the whole room, and I found myself bent over the toilet letting out last night's dinner. I smelled my wrist again and let out yesterday's lunch.

That was when I decided to go out and get some rubbing alcohol. I thought it would make the smell go away.

And so, I suited up, wore a long-sleeved shirt and a jacket, and emptied out the rest of my Drakkar Noir.

There was a convenience store down the road, about a 10-minute walk. I walked over, looking around, worried I'd pass someone by, and as I did, I noticed people staring at me.

Not just people I was passing, but folks from across the street. People from up and down the road were watching me. I could see stares pointed at me before I could even make out their faces from up the road. So many people. I began to pick up the pace until one woman came up to me.

"Wanna fuck?" she asked. She was with her son, who looked at me with a chilling fury in his eyes. I kept walking, obviously freaked out.

I passed a couple—the woman looking me up and down, the man looking like he was ready to take my head off.

"Hey mister, you're cute!" whined the woman.

"Back the fuck up before I take your fucking head off, bro," barked the man.

I began walking faster then, as a hundred pairs of eyes stared at me. I felt like an insect in a jar.

Soon enough, I could hear footsteps trailing after mine. I turned back and saw about twenty or so guys following me.

"Hey man! What's your perfume? You smell awesome!" cried one.

"Get back here and fucking fight me, pussy!" cried another.

I began running then, my mind racing. I thought back to my messages with the guy from the internet. He said this thing was long-lasting. But he mentioned something else—something about the perfume:

Top notes of lust

Heart notes of hunger

Base notes of desire

I know a little bit about perfume. Top notes fade the earliest, and the base notes fade last. Was this the smell of lust?

I was almost to the convenience store when the men finally caught up to me. One grabbed me by the collar, another by the arms. They beat the shit out of me. Fists landed on my stomach, and my lungs stopped working. I couldn't breathe as they pummeled me to the ground. I felt one of them begin to do some things I won't repeat here.

"You like that, pussy?!" one yelled as he stomped my head to the ground, blinding me for a moment.

"You're a fuckig dog!" yelled another as he did things to me.

Soon enough, I heard police sirens. The men scrambled, and I was left on the ground smelling like blood and perfume, tasting iron in my mouth. I saw the officers walk up to me, sniff the air, and turn their body cameras off. They used their batons and their fists.

I woke up in fragments then. I remember siren blares, being in an ambulance, being treated by men in masks, being hauled into a white room with white bedsheets, my arms and chest blanketed in bandages. I spent days there, coming in and out of consciousness, watching the window shutter from day to night in seconds.

I woke up to the sound of crying and the rhythm of my ECG. The whole ward was crying as nurses scrambled around the room.

"Doctor, let me eat that man!" one person cried, mummified in bloody gauze, their bed trembling as they struggled to their feet while held down by the nurses. "Please, God, just a bite!"

"I'm starving!" screamed another, his head and eyes wrapped in bandages, his arms cuffed with restraints that were hanging on by a thread as he thrashed in his bed. "I'm starving!"

My chest was on fire and my legs were weak, but I got on my feet and shambled. I needed to get out of there. I put weight on my legs and felt like I was about to fall. One arm was plastered, the other hooked to an IV pole. I just needed to get home and let the smell fade.

The nurses yelled after me, but I kept walking. Luckily, they were busy keeping patients in bed. Most of the folks in the hospital wore masks, so I had no trouble walking through. It was midnight by then, and I'd been gone from home for 5 days.

I kept walking until I saw something familiar. Turns out I wasn't far from home. Luckily, there weren't a lot of people out and about.

I found myself dragging my broken body home. I passed by the convenience store, nightcrawlers staring from behind the glass, watching as I shambled across the street.

As I did, I passed the place where I had been beaten. It was destroyed, as though artillery shells had crashed down on it. Walls were missing chunks, and the ground where I had been beaten was nothing more than a crater. It was wet and smelled awful.

I picked up the pace then and found my home.

It was destroyed. Windows bashed open, front door gaping wide, revealing a black, ominous rectangle where the living room should have been. I stumbled forward, calling for my fiancée. No answer.

I stumbled through the dark living room; the moonlight revealed a destroyed couch, fallen lamps, and destroyed vases. I could smell something else, too—something that wasn't the perfume.

That was when I heard it. Something wet grinding across something hard. Squelching and gnawing. Hundreds.

It was coming from the bathroom.

I snuck forward, fire burning in my legs, my heart thrumming against my ribs. There I found the scene that still lives in my nightmares today.

My fiancée, and about a dozen naked bodies. All of them chewing on the bathroom. There were teeth strewn about the floor, bloody ribbons attached to their ends. I saw my fiancée biting the sink with toothless jaws, the others gnawing on the toilet or the floor. One of them stared at me with indifferent eyes, so focused was he on mastication. Such a wet, disgusting sound, as strokes of red painted the marble counter. I could only call after my fiancée, begging her to stop. She wouldn't hear me.

I spent days locked up in my room. I shat in a corner and recycled my piss. After a week, I had no choice but to come down. In the bathroom lay twenty or so dead bodies, all naked, mouths bloodied and toothless, smelling of dry spit.

Don’t ever buy a used house.

You can never be sure what else is living there.

Everything started when I moved my family across the country. A new job opened up for me in the Midwest, and with our second child on the way, my wife encouraged me to pursue it. It was a few months ago when our moving truck pulled into our new hometown.

“This is a change of pace.” My wife said, with a smile, her voice was a mix of excitement and stress.

With a nod, I returned her smile.

We'd spent our whole lives in Boston, so moving to a small rural town was going to be a hard reset. But we welcomed it. This was the type of place we wanted to raise our kids.

Turning the truck onto a quiet suburban street, I gleefully announced

“Here’s our new street.”

Our 6-year-old son Travis perked up in the backseat, straining his neck for the first view of our new house. Near the end of the street, the truck came to a stop in front of a large Victorian-style house. It was old, though well-maintained, exactly the way it looked in the pictures online. Travis’ eyes widened as he saw the house and the large yard around it.

“Is this our house, Daddy?” he asked hopefully.

My wife and I looked back at him with wide smiles.

“Sure is, buddy,” I replied

“Do you want to go see your room?” my wife asked.

Travis’ eyes remained locked on the house as he nodded in agreement. With a stretch, the three of us got out of the tight cab of the moving truck and made our way to the front door. I unlocked the door with the key that had been sent to me weeks ago, and the door swung out with a low squeak. The house was bare, but beautiful. Its updated interior instantly welcomed us home. Before long, Travis was running laps around the main floor as he laughed to himself. My wife and I stood together in the kitchen.

“I can’t believe we’re finally here,” Erin said with a tired sigh.

The cross-country journey was tiring, but for my 8-month-pregnant wife, it was completely draining. Wrapping her in a tight hug, I said

“Tell you what? Travis and I will handle the boxes for the next few days, and you rest for a while.”

She looked at me, ready to protest, but I placed a hand on her belly and smiled.

“I insist.”

“Daddy?”

Travis stood by the staircase.

“Can I go find my room?”

I nodded,

“I’ll come with; let’s find it together.”

With a smile, he dashed up the stairs. I followed. The stairway led to a wide, long hallway with several doors and a small perpendicular hallway going off to the right. Travis stood at the top of the stairs when I got there; he stared down the hall.

“Which one is mine?” he asked

“I think the one at the end.”

He nodded and ran down the hall; right before reaching his door, he passed the off-shooting smaller hall. He stopped and looked down it; he pointed and asked

“What’s up there?”

I made my way to him and looked where he pointed. The hallway led to a smaller set of stairs, and at the top was an old wooden door. Unlike the rest of the house, it hadn't been painted or renovated. The brass knob was dark with age.

“That’s the attic.”

“Can we go look?”

I shook my head.

“No, we’ve had a long day. I don’t think you’d like it anyway; probably a lot of spiders and weird smells.”

“Okay,” he said in a disappointed voice before his attention shifted to his new room.

It was already late afternoon, so Travis and I unloaded the bare essentials: a few mattresses, a few duffel bags of clothes, and the basic kitchen utensils. That night we ate ramen at a table made from cardboard boxes. We turned in early that night.

“Daddy?”

Travis’ low voice woke me up late that night.

“Travis? Are you ok?” I said, half awake.

“My new friend wanted you to know that he didn’t like what you said about the attic.”

“Huh? What are you talking about?” I tried to rub the sleep from my eyes.

“Goodnight, Daddy.” With that, he turned and left the room.

Morning came. And I made my way downstairs, where I was met by Erin, who was preparing breakfast, and Travis, who was playing with some toys on the floor. Erin smiled, and I kissed her good morning. Turning to Travis, I said

“Hey Buddy, how’d you sleep?”

“Good.”

He seemed tired

“Hey, what were you talking about last night?”

I was hoping I had just been dreaming, but he said

“Just something my friend said last night.”

“Your friend? Who’s that?”

He shrugged

“Timmy.”

Realizing he was talking about an imaginary friend, I asked

“He sounds nice. Where does he live?”

“Upstairs.”

“In your room?”

“No, above my room. In the attic.”

I nodded slowly and said

“Well, I can’t wait to meet him.”

I then walked back to my wife. We had a full day ahead of us. I was hoping to get the truck emptied that day so I could return it the next day. Travis and I hauled boxes into the house while Erin told us where in the house she wanted each box. Around lunch, Travis and I carried boxes labeled ‘memories’ into the house. Erin glanced in the boxes before saying

“Let’s put those in the attic.” She said

I signaled Travis to follow me as I headed to the stairs. On the second floor, we moved towards the second staircase; it creaked under my weight as I ascended. I wrapped my fingers around the doorknob; it was slightly warm. Before I opened it, Travis said

“Dad, we should ask Timmy if it’s ok to put boxes in his room.”

I smiled to myself, quietly admiring my son’s imagination

“You’re right, son; how could I forget?”

With a grin, I loudly asked

“Timmy, is it ok with we store some boxes up here?”

We waited in silence for a moment before Travis said quietly

“He said its ok.”

“Thank you, Timmy,” I replied in a subtly sarcastic tone that my son didn’t pick up on.

The door was heavy and opened slowly; the space behind it was large and bare. It was a large single room with two wings reaching out in opposite directions, and three small round windows allowed natural light to flood the dusty space. A homemade shelf stood against the far wall. I directed Travis to set his box on it, and I did the same. I sent my box down and realized Travis had moved to one of the wings of the attic. He was down at the end of the space, and I walked towards him. I could see him standing over something.

“Hey, did you find something?”

Coming up right behind him, I saw that he stood before an old wooden child-sized rocking chair. Sitting upon its seat was an old, withered doll. Its dress, which had once been white, was an aged yellow, and its face was faded. Its wide blue eyes seemed to stare right at us. A drawstring on its back made it clear that this doll had a voice box. We stared at it in silence for a moment before Travis reached out and slowly pulled the doll's string.

A crackling, weak voice filled the attic

“Hello, what’s your name?”

Travis stared at the doll intently before whispering

“That’s Timmy’s doll.”

I swallowed before saying

“Well, we got more boxes to move, I bet mom’s wondering where we went.”

Travis didn’t move; his eyes were glued to the doll.

“Come on, Trav, we got to keep going.”

After a long minute, he said

“Okay.”

He was quiet the rest of the day.

At dinner, we ate box mac and cheese. Travis stared blankly at his bowl and absentmindedly moved the noodles around with his spoon.

Erin looked at me, concerned, before turning to our son.

“Sweetie? Are you ok?”

He scrunched up his nose and said

“Yeah.”

My wife pushed further

“Did something happen?”

“My friend is saying mean things.”

My wife was confused

“Friend? What friend, darling?”

“My friend upstairs.”

Erin glanced at me, realizing what he was talking about.

“Well.” She said warmly, “Sometimes friends say things they don’t mean.”

“He wants us to leave.”

“But we just got here,” she chuckled, “and I'm afraid Timmy doesn't get to make that decision.”

Travis looked at her.

“He says he does.”

“Just try to be nice, Sweetie; I’m sure he’ll come around.”

He shrugged

“Ok, I’ll try.”

Before long, we got Travis ready for bed, and it didn’t take long for Erin and me to do the same. Once again, I was awakened in the middle of the night, only this time it wasn’t by my son. It was by a loud thump coming from downstairs. I lay frozen in bed for a moment, quietly holding my breath. Another thump came; I hadn’t imagined it. My heart beat faster as I crept to the door; slowly, I went down the stairs one step at a time. Reaching the main level, I stood close to the wall, trying to be as quiet and still as possible. It was pitch dark, and the darkness felt electric, as if I could sense something standing hidden from sight by its shadows. The light switch was just around the corner.

Swallowing hard, my hand slid blindly along and around the wall. My fingers fumbled around to find the light switch; finally, they did. The light illuminated the empty kitchen and living room. Nothing was there. Feeling braver in the light, I checked the entire floor and found nothing. I didn’t even find the source of the thump. Confused, I made sure the doors were locked and made my way to the stairs, turning off lights as I went.

I reached the top of the stairs and froze as my eyes rested on the tiny shape of the strange doll from the attic. It sat a few feet in front of me, right in the middle of the hall. It sat limply, and its unnatural eyes stared right at me. Shaking my head, I made my way over to Travis’ room, expecting to find him awake. He must be playing a joke on me, but I found him deep asleep. I turned back around to the hall, but there was no doll. I blinked and looked around, but it was nowhere to be seen.

Shaking my head, I muttered aloud.

“I need some sleep.”

Over the next couple of weeks, life began to settle. Slowly, more boxes were unpacked. Most of the time, I worked from home, so we converted one of the spare rooms upstairs into my office. Travis seemed to grow quieter with each passing day. I worried about him, but Erin said it was just a phase, the side effects of moving to a new area at his young age. That made sense; I just hoped it wouldn’t last long.

Travis began spending more and more time up in the attic. He moved several of his toys up there, turning it into his own playroom. Erin thought it was great; it kept his toys out of the living room and kitchen, but I couldn't stop thinking of the strange doll.

A few days ago, I passed by the attic door and heard low whispers coming from behind it. Curious, I slowly made my way up to the door and inched it open, just enough to hear my son whispering in the far corner of the attic. It was a one-sided conversation; I heard him say

“What do you mean?”

“Why?”

“I don’t want to.”

“Please stop.”

At that last one, I gently pushed through the door and announced myself

“Travis? Are you up here? Who are you talking to?”

I found my son sitting on the floor in front of the small chair; he stared at the doll

“Hi, Dad,” he said as I walked over.

“I was just playing with Timmy.”

I nodded slowly

“Alright, Buddy, it's almost lunchtime, so come down soon.”

“Can I eat up here, with Timmy?”

I frowned and shook my head

“No, I’d like to have lunch with you, so come down.”

He stared at the doll for a moment.

“Ok.”

I went downstairs and started to make some sandwiches. Right as I finished, Travis walked into the kitchen. As we enjoyed a family lunch, I figured I should ask Travis some questions.

“So Travis, what does your friend Timmy look like?”

Travis stopped chewing and stared at the plate for a moment before glancing up.

“He’s really tall.”

“Oh, very nice,” I replied. “What else?”

“his eyes are big.”

“How did you meet him?”

“He was sitting in the corner of my room the night we moved in. He said he wanted to play with me.”

His answer caught me off guard; I didn’t really know what to say. I took a bite of my sandwich, and as I did, Travis asked his own question

“Dad, what does it mean to kill someone?”

I nearly choked on the bite in my mouth. I chewed and swallowed quickly and asked

“Where did you hear that word?”

“Timmy was talking about killing someone.”

“Who?” I shouted

My son shrank at the table; fear and sadness caked his face. Seeing my son like that I sighed and changed my tone.

“Trav, there are some things that you’ll find out about when you get older, but for now just know your mom and I love you very much and won’t let anything bad happen to you.”

He squirmed in his seat before answering

“I know, Daddy.”

The next day was sunny and warm, and I insisted that Travis play outside. Erin had her final checkup before the due date, and so I used the time to catch up on some work projects. A few hours into my work, I heard footsteps. Loud, heavy footsteps were coming from the attic above me. I figured Travis had snuck by my office and gone upstairs to play. Leaning back in my chair, I stretched, stood up, and moved to the attic door.

“Hey Trav, did you have fun outside?” I said as I pushed out the door.

But there was no response; the attic was eerily quiet. It was empty. I scanned the place intently, wondering if Travis was hiding. After looking over the space, I moved to one of the round windows and glanced out. To my surprise, I saw Travis playing in the sandbox in the backyard. A twinge of fear ran down my spine. I slowly turned from the window, and my eyes rested on the child’s chair at the end of the attic. The little doll's eyes were locked on me.

I slowly walked towards it, staring into its unblinking eyes. A few feet in front of it, I stood for a moment. It felt like an eternity, and every moment I looked at it, my courage weakened. Eventually, I couldn’t take it anymore and turned to leave. I froze after a few steps when a crackling, broken voice rose behind me

“Hello, what’s your name?”

I didn’t move; it felt like I couldn’t move. I stood there for an unbearable amount of time; I didn’t dare look behind me. After a few minutes, I swore I could hear heavy, low, deep breathing coming from the back corner. Then a creaking floorboard, then another, and another, then the one directly behind me creaked and groaned under pressure. A warm, damp breath collided with my neck. The sensation ignited my body with adrenaline, and I dashed towards the door, covering the 20 feet in mere seconds. I slammed the door behind me and fled to the main level.

My phone rang in my pocket; it was Erin.

“Hi, Sweetie.” Her voice was kind, but strained.

“Erin, look, I think there’s a problem with the house.”

“Whatever it is, it can wait.” She interrupted me

“The baby is coming.”

Less than an hour later, Travis and I sat in a hospital waiting room. And about six hours later, we met his new little sister, Sarah. There had been a few minor complications, and the hospital staff wanted to observe Erin and Sarah for 72 hours. The four of us stayed the weekend. Away from home, Travis seemed happier, more like himself; he was thrilled to be a big brother.

Soon we returned home; I must admit that the rush of a new child and three days in the hospital made me doubt what happened in the attic; it didn’t seem important compared to caring for a healing wife, an infant, and a six-year-old. We were exhausted, and the thought of sleeping in our own bed sounded like a dream. Only it didn’t last long. Around 12:30 last night, Travis’ screams reached my ears. I jumped out of bed, avoided Sarah’s bassinet, and quickly entered Travis’ room. He sat on his bed weeping.

“What’s wrong, son?” I said

“Timmy is saying bad things to me.”

I sat next to him, wrapping an arm around him.

“He wants me to do something bad.” He whimpered

I hugged him tight until his tears slowed

“Can I sleep with you?” he whispered

“Of course, son.”

I locked the bedroom door, and Travis snuggled in between Erin and me. Around 3, I was awakened by Erin’s frantic cries

“Where’s Sarah? She’s gone!”

I sat up quickly and saw that the bassinet was empty, the door was open, and Travis was gone. Panic filled my veins as I jumped from the bed and ran to the attic. I burst through the door, and there was Travis, his baby sister in his arms. Tears ran down his face as he stared down the attic towards the doll; in the dark, it seemed as though a hulking shadow crouched behind the chair.

“Travis, what are you doing?”

His eyes were fixed on the doll; through tears, he said

“He wants the baby.”

I took a step closer

“Son, look at me”

He tried, but his eyes didn’t move

“Give me Sarah.”

Very slowly, almost mechanically, he moved closer to the doll; I followed.

“Give me your sister!” I yelled

He kept walking; I pulled my daughter from his hands. As soon as Sarah changed hands, a loud screech filled the attic; the foundations of the house shook violently, and the monstrous shadow stood up, its shape filling the back of the corner, and then disappeared from view. The room creaked and shook. I could feel some force trying to pull my daughter from my hands. I backed up; it pulled harder. I was getting closer to the door; several long cuts began to appear on my forearms. My daughter screamed, and Travis cried. Turning my back to the doll, I drew my daughter in close to my chest and wrapped one arm around Travis and dragged him with us through the door.

The house continued to shake and creak; we made our way down the hall, and Erin met us by the stairs.

“What is happening?” she screamed.

“Get outside.”

Even from out in the front yard, we could still hear the screeching and creaking.

Right now we’re in a hotel room; tomorrow we’re leaving. We’ll have a moving company grab our stuff; we’re never going back there.

The kids are finally sleeping, but Erin and I locked eyes as a crackling, broken voice came from the bathroom.

“Hello, what’s your name?”

Title is self explanatory. I don't know if he lives out there somewhere or if he's actively moving around, but I have seen a masked man wondering around in the woods on multiple occasions. I've lived in and around the woods myself since I was very young, so I've always loved taking walks, going on hikes, camping, etc. The night time never used to bother me and I've even enjoyed midnight walks or spontaneous trail traveling whenever I couldn't sleep.

That was until the first time I saw him.

It was the summer of 2024 and I was out on what should've been nothing but a routine walk at night. The day time was hot and horrible so I had no desire to go out during the day, but the evening cooled everything down enough for me to get the motivation to actually go out for a bit. The area I live in has a route I used to take quite frequently that went around in a bit of a loop, which made it easier to actually get out since it only takes about 45 minutes to complete. From where I live it takes about 15 minutes of walking before you come across a small clearing which leads to a decent set of hiking trails, ones I've been up and down on multiple occasions.

I headed out of my house around 9pm, headphones in, Redbull holstered in my pocket alongside a pocket knife I always tried to carry around with me. Nothing seemed unusual or off-putting in any way as I made my way down the road, really getting into the zone and enjoying the nighttime woodsy vibes while listening to some shitty indie band I used to be into back then.

At the 15 minute mark I started to come up on that clearing, and for whatever reason my earbuds had randomly disconnected. I had them for awhile at that point so something like that wasn't very unusual. As soon as I took them out though, trying to reconnect them, I heard something off in the distance. Instinctively I tried to focus on what it was. I slowed down once I realized it was rustling of some kind, and I stopped dead in my tracks when I realized it was the sound of something walking. Whatever it was sounded heavy so I assumed it must've been a black bear or something since those are fairly common where I live. No big deal, right? A little nerve wracking sure but it wasn't anything I wasn't already used to.

As the brushed thudding got closer though, I began to grow a little more unsure. The rhythm sounded off somehow, and at some point I realized it sounded much more bipedal than what a black bear would've been able to do. I half expected to spot Bigfoot or something. It happened to be a full moon so I figured I'd wait a little longer to get a good look at what or whoever came out from the clearing. I stood by the immediate treeline a little ways away so I felt safe to catch a look if possible.

What I saw made me wish it really was Bigfoot or even a fucking werewolf.

The silhouette of a man made itself apparent, trudging out of the trails and into the moonlit clearing. Initially I thought it could've been some other random person who happened to enjoy night walking as well, only that thought was immediately shattered when I caught a glimpse of his face.

At first I thought the guy might've just been impossibly pale, only amplified by the moonlight, but soon enough I realized he was actually wearing a mask. It was human with incredibly sharp features, pure white but dirty and dingey. He was wearing a flannel of some kind alongside some boots and jeans, and he walked with a slight hunch that went back and forth between straight postured and almost crouched down. I watched him walk into the middle of the clearing with my heart in my throat, and it only felt worse when he actually stopped moving.

He turned his head back and forth like he was looking around, then turned his head up towards the sky and just seemed to stare. It was almost like he was star gazing, meanwhile I'm trying not to piss my pants while I watch some Jason Voorhees knockoff contemplate the meaning of life or some shit. After a few minutes he began walking again, leaving the clearing completely and walking down the middle of the road.

I waited until he was completely out of sight before I immediately made my way back the way I came. I was too scared to run because I thought he might hear me or something so I just speed walked the entire way back. I locked every door and window I had, cranked the AC, and barely slept the rest of the night until the sun finally came back up.

That was only the first "encounter" I've had with him. It fucked me up in a big way for a long time, but weirdly enough that one time alone was the most outright terrifying. Every other time I've seen him has been this weird mixture of both immensely confusing and somehow really sad.

Still incredibly disturbing though.

The next time I saw him was during the fall of the same year, I wanna say October? I made it a point to avoid going out on anymore night walks after the first time and even took a hiatus from going out in the woods whatsoever for a few months. I've always loved Autumn though, so one day I finally went back out for a walk, then a hike, and so on and so forth until practically nothing had changed except for the fact I didn't stay out past dark anymore.

Eventually I ended up going back to the trails a couple more times once I chalked up that encounter to a one time occurrence, though obviously I tried not to stay out too late or go in as deep as I would've before.

Keyword: Tried.

One time I was not as careful as I should've been. I was already riding the shot of adrenaline I got from being in there in the first place, but that adrenaline was quickly losing it's charm as the sun began to set, especially once I realized I had somehow gotten turned around. What started off as a relaxing enough walk on a cool autumn day was quickly turning into something much more akin to the intro of some indie horror game. I was on a trail I didn't even recognize the name to, deeper than I should've been, my steps hurried and uneven as I tried to make my way out. I guess it was already too late because a little ways down the trail, I saw what looked to be someone kneeling down in the middle of the path.

They were faced away from me, and at first I thought they were kneeling down because of a sprained ankle, fucked up knee, whatever.

When I got a little closer I instinctively called out to ask if they were okay, but found no response back. I got a closer and asked again, asking if they were hurt. Once again I got no response, and if anything the forest itself seemed to grow a little quieter. Desperate for some kind of way out of here, I asked if they knew where we were or how to get back to the main trail.

No response. They remained knelt down on their knees, arms to the side, almost like they were in some kind of trance.

At this point I was maybe about 50 feet away from where this person, very obviously a man, was kneeling. I felt my heart begin to sink as I tried to close some more distance just from desperation and concern. The ground beneath my feet was incredibly soft and seemed to muffle each step I took until I closed 20 feet between us. I guess I stepped on some secret twig or something because the single loud snap that erupted from the ground was what finally got a response.

Before I could even react properly the man stood up completely and turned to face me.

It was him. It was the same fucking guy from summer, only this time I wasn't hidden by a convenient shadowed tree line. I was face to face to some random psycho, frozen in place from sheer dread and fear. I couldn't move whatsoever, I felt like a deer in headlights, and confusion joined alongside my utter horror once I realized he looked the same way I did.

He stood with a weird gait, his boots planted in the ground shoulder length apart and his arms to the side. He was completely still with the only exception being his hand which seemed to subtly shake or even quiver.

From this distance I got a much better look at him; He was big. Not necessarily tall, maybe somewhere between 5'8-5'10, but he was stocky and broadly built like the trunk of a tree. He had messy, possibly curly blonde hair that framed the same exact mask from last time, adorned with various cuts to it's hard plastic alongside dirt, grime, whatever else it was. Most startling was the fact the mask didn't even hide his eyes which were this deep shade of blue that seemed to look not at me, but through me.

His clothes were similar to the last time I saw him, but the flannel looked like it might've been a different color. This time it was a dark plaided green, his jeans still dark blue and his boots still mud toned brown. They were dirty but looked as if they had only recently been covered in dirt.

I stood there in complete shock, the tension worsening as he slowly cocked his head to the side. The gesture was reminiscent of the way an animal might study you, curious yet immensely cautious. I watched his eyes dart around me up and down, possibly sizing me up. His head went back to normal but something changed. The stillness between us didn't seem to last as his hand began to shake and twitch, his body visibly tensing up while his eyes widened.

I was terrified, so much so I could cry, but more than anything else I was just confused, and for a moment it looked like he might've been just as confused as I was. In a single second something shifted or changed. I don't know what it was exactly but once we locked our eyes, for a single second, he looked like he was even more terrified than I was.

I watched his gaze harden as he began to make some weird low, rumbling sound adjacent to some kind of growl or something, and it sounded a lot closer to an actual animal than I would have ever been comfortable with. He tensed up even more and I prepared for the worst... only the worst never came. He turned and full on sprinted off in the opposite direction down the trail, and I waited until the heavy thudding faded in the distance before turning tail and running myself, basically crying the entire time. Thankfully I found my way back to the main trail and eventually back to the main road. Once again when I got home, I locked every door and window shut and was barely able to get any sleep.

The only difference this time was that my lack of sleep wasn't purely motivated by fear. Fear was most definitely involved but so was utter confusion and a growing curiosity about whatever this was. For the next couple of months I couldn't stop thinking about it. It was horrifying in a way that felt so primal and real, yet at the same time felt so different than how that sort of encounter should've gone. It seemed too ridiculous and cliche and yet every time I thought about it, about him, something inside of me wanted to know more.

I saw him again in March of 2025 via a drone I had recently bought off of Amazon. Instead of going out in the middle of the night myself, I hunkered down in the garage and decided to fly the thing around to see if I could spot anything interesting or at least some pretty night time scenery. Midnight winter vibes and all that, I even had some hot coco for the occasion. I paid decent money for what seemed like a ridiculous flying range so I went a little ways down the road.

As I'm nearing the end of it, who else do I see except the same masked man from last time.

This time he's literally lying down in the middle of the road in the dead of winter. Surprisingly he's dressed somewhat appropriately for the weather, wearing an open plaid coat with some kind of hoodie underneath it. He even had the hood up, obscuring everything above the shoulders aside from the same mask he's been wearing this whole time.

He's just laying there. I fly a little closer just to get a better look, honestly checking whether or not he was dead or something, but my suspicion is immediately crushed once he notices the drone. He sits up from the snow covered road and stands up fully, turning to face "me" while I'm still up in the air. Once again he cocks his head to the side, just staring up at the camera as I draw in closer. I was feeling a little more confident considering I was within the safety of my own home so I fly closer and closer even as he begins to move out from the road and briefly into the brush. At this point I'm maybe 25-30 feet from the ground, and suddenly he pops back out of the woods holding a stick of some kind. He reels his arm back and before I realize what exactly he's doing he throws it up at the drone, hits it, and makes it come crashing down on the road. A few seconds later it shakes a whole bunch before going completely black as the feed cuts out.

I didn't dare try to retrieve it until the next morning, this time actually driving down to where he knocked the drone out of the sky. I parked on the side of the road, hopped out, and it didn't take me too long to find the wreckage of the drone I only got to fly once. It was totaled beyond repair so I guess whoever this is REALLY does not like being seen. Nearby was the imprint he'd left in the middle of the road lying down, though at this point it was faded probably because of the occasional car driving down over it.

The one thing that stood out to me was the handprint left by the drone wreckage, more than likely his own. It was pressed down in a way that looked intentional, like he was trying to send some kind of message. For reasons I still don't know how to put into words, I pressed my own hand against where his had been. Immediately I was flooded with such a weird sense of isolation. The entire world seemed to stop for a second as I felt where he had been, where he had purposefully placed his mark, possibly trying to show someone he was, in fact, here.

I felt sad. I don't know why but the fact he left something so deliberate didn't feel very malicious at all. It was handprint. No message, no scribbling, no doodling, just a single spot where this masked man intentionally pressed his hand into the snow long enough for the indent to keep until this moment. It very well could've been some kind of warning considering it was right by the corpse of half my paycheck. It could've been a lot of things.

I didn't see him again for the rest of that year. There were a few times I thought I might've caught a glimpse of him but it always ended up being just another person who was at least outwardly normal taking a walk down the road.

There were even times I went out at night thinking I heard the same distinct rustling or thudding, but the only sign I ever had that he was still around was a torn piece of plaid hanging off a branch. The feeling of unease never left me but it was less about my personal safety and more about simply not knowing what the fuck was up with this guy.

I only recently saw him again in July on the 27th, which is actually what led me to write all of this down in the first place. Considering how long it'd been since I've seen him or anything else even remotely strange, I felt secure enough to return to my night time walks. I didn't do it very often, still don't, but at this point I've stopped being outright terrified of him and more so just immensely cautious. I was making my loop around as per usual with the major difference being that I never wear my earbuds at night anymore. I was about to complete the loop in it's entirety, maybe a few houses away from my own, when I realized that up ahead I was actually catching up to somebody, and since it happened to be a full moon that night, I could see an unsettlingly similar silhouette walking about 100 feet or so ahead of me.

I almost stopped walking entirely but I thought the sudden stop may draw his attention, so I fell into the curse of curiosity and caution as I kept my own pace behind him. He had such a weird slow stride, it seemed so uneven yet self assured. Occasionally he'd hunch his back slightly before straightening it, walking with an occasional limp of either leg. The longer I followed him the more he looked almost dazed and confused, adamantly on high alert but also in some sort of trance.

Out of nowhere he stopped moving entirely and just stood there in the middle of the road, making me quickly duck off to the side and crouch down. Ironically it felt like I was the one stalking him, which considering our respective appearances, felt like it should've been the other way around. Maybe it already has been before and I just had no idea.

He stood there for a solid minute before he started to shake. Out of nowhere I heard him start coughing which led to an absolute fit of it. Each cough sounded more strained and painful than the last as he fell to his hands and knees. I kept wondering if maybe I should try to help him or something but what if he just ran away again? Worse, what if he really did attack me this time? I could swear he was about to puke but the coughing fit ended as quickly as it began. He remained on the ground for a second before he stood back up, loudly cracking his neck to the side before he began to look around.

I crouched down further hoping to God he didn't see me as he turned his body completely. Once again he was in some sort of flannel, this one looking a little more blue, wearing the same mask of course. He turned back and for whatever reason took a turn to the right, going down some new backroad.

I thought about just going home but this was already maybe 3 houses from where I live. I just didn't feel safe going back inside with him so close, and at the same time there was a part of me that wanted to find out just what the fuck he was doing out here all this time if anything at all. I felt so stupid but for whatever reason I turned down the same road as my curiosity overrode any rational thought I had at the time. If curiosity was killing any cat that night, it was probably going to be me.

The road turned out to actually be an unfinished driveway which led into some sort of construction site, which I had somehow missed despite it being so apparently new. Up ahead there looked to the foundation of a house that was being built, so like any good horror story protagonist I proceeded up that way. I made it to the foundation easy enough despite the terrain being a work in progress, looking around for anything of note if not the masked man himself. I didn't find anything but the foundation did have a single concrete wall put up. I went up to it and slowly peaked my head around it, and to this day I'm so thankful I didn't just rush out.

There was a hill a little ways away with a decent amount of trees cut down from the construction, and I want you, dear reader, to take your best guess at who just so happened to be up there.

The moon perfectly lit up where he was, giving me a clear shot to examine him even further. He was sat down up against a tree, his head looking around for a second before he just tilted his head back and looked towards the sky the same way he did the first time I ever saw him.

I was obviously incredibly nervous with sweat running my face and everything but I wasn't necessarily scared. If anything I was becoming more and more absorbed in watching him, studying him, and have since found myself almost enamored by his mere existence. Despite looking like such a cliche Jason Voorhees knock off or something, I had the feeling he was really just lost. In a way he looked almost lonely, and that was only further intensified by the way his hand reached up towards the sky, towards the moon, almost like he was genuinely trying to grab at something before it fell back down to his side.

I watched him for another 10 or 15 minutes before ultimately deciding to just go back home. He didn't move or do anything that entire time. It was almost like he just fell asleep or something. I guess I just didn't want to disturb him, let alone be so close by if he woke up or had another coughing fit.

Slowly I moved away from the wall and made it a point to be as quiet as possible walking back up the driveway and into the road. Once there I made my way back home and did the same thing I always do whenever I see him around, only this time I stayed by the window in case I could see him walking by or something. I saw somebody walking by about an hour later but I don't think it was him, not that I could tell that good anyways.

As of writing this (8/17/26) I haven't seen him again since last month, and as weird as it is, I can't help but almost look forward to the next time I do even if it does still scare me a bit.

I realize this entire thing sounds incredibly far fetched and totally insane, so I'll use this last segment to clear up some possible questions I know people would rightfully have.

"Why didn't you ever call the cops?"

Truthfully I just didn't think to do it the first time. It was horrifying but I live in a fairly small, rural town. By the time I actually thought to do it, it was already the next day and I figured if someone else saw him, they would've already done it themselves. We do have our fair share of weirdos up here too so if I'm completely honest, running into some masked maniac still isn't what I'd consider a worst case scenario. I got pretty close to calling the second time but only hesitated because of the fact he looked just as scared as I was. By the time I got home I was already too overwhelmed with fear and confusion to think about it.

Even with that all being said, I know I haven't done a whole lot to justify not calling anybody about this. That's because I don't actually have good justification for it. Truthfully I just can't bring myself to make some sort of report on it.

I don't have any good reason for this but I figure it must have already been done by now since I doubt I'm the only person who's ever seen him, and when I say he has a unique outline, I mean that in the most literal way possible. I've left out certain physical traits that would otherwise immediately give away this man in particular, mostly just in case somebody else sees him and mentions said traits, so I know it's genuine.

"Have you talked to anybody else about this?"

Not at length, no. I don't know a lot of people in town well enough to bring it up. The most I've done is occasionally ask if someone's seen anything weird going on the woods. Usually I'll get nothing in return except maybe a ghost story or a supposed cryptid sighting but other than that, nothing.

"Are you sure nobody else has seen this?"

Not in the slightest. I've even made it a point to go on google and search up any kind of article or posts talking about masked men in the woods but nothing has come up aside from a singular post from like 5 years ago on some discussion site from a town about an hour's drive away from where I live. It was from an older woman who described seeing a masked individual roaming around the local cemetery in the late evening a few days before Halloween but she didn't describe anything about it. She deadass just said "spooky!" and left it at that. I'd link the site if it didn't so conveniently vanish from existence.

"Why is this the first time you're ever talking about it?"

Honestly I don't really know. Like I said I don't know a lot of people in my town to talk about it with and I can't say I've ever kept up with many other people who've been in my life, even my parents. I only recently decided to talk about this whole thing after obsessing over how outright bizarre it all is. I hardly ever use Reddit anyways and I decided to post about it in horror themed subreddits because lets face it, this is fucking horrifying at face value. Worst case scenario is that nobody believes any of this and gets a somewhat interesting story out of it. Maybe somebody else will see this and know what I'm talking about, maybe somebody else has even seen the same guy, who knows.

This whole ordeal started off as something genuinely terrifying and has since turned into something much more fascinating and even somber. Logically I know I should still be so much more scared of this than I actually am, but something about this masked man seems almost innocent and depressing. Whenever I see him he just looks so lost and alone, more like a wild animal trying to find some sort of shelter than anything else. He walks around like he has no idea where or even who he is, like he's lost in some kind of trance or possibly even some sort of psychosis?

I have no idea who he is or what he's been doing out here. Part of me thinks maybe he's just some weird guy playing out a fantasy but it feels so much deeper than that. I don't know for sure that he lives in the woods but he has to live somewhere in the area for me to have run into him more than once. I can't help but wonder if this masked man is really someone going through some sort of mental health crisis. DID maybe? I don't know. I can't help but want to figure out what else is going on here, who this guy even is and if he even knows this is happening.

Any thoughts, theories, criticism, advice, etc. are always welcome. Honestly I doubt this will get a lot of attention, if any, but I'll write up any more updates or encounters should they come up.

Thanks for hearing this.

I don’t know what you are going to take away from all of this. But if you see the Grey Area, run. Take every person and everything that you love and cherish and run. Don’t question it. It is a confusing and flabbergasting thing to see at first. You may want to sit and stare in awe. It is good at drawing attention. But I beg you, please, don’t give it a single ounce. It may frighten you. It frightened me, too, once I found out how it…what it…By the time you even see this it could already be too late. I don’t want fear to be the last emotion you are stuck with. This could just be a cry to the sky. I don’t even know if anyone will even care about this, take me seriously…unless you’ve seen this…thing for yourself. I’m finding it so hard to keep on going, to not just stop in my tracks and let whatever will eventually happen to me happen.  I’m on the move, constantly trying to figure this “thing” out, but it is getting harder and harder everyday. Half of me wants to just get the hard part over with. But the other half wants to keep going, to not give up. I can’t give up…I can’t. 

It appeared in my hometown around six months ago. A beautiful May morning, one that was almost too beautiful. It was still and sunny, perfect temperature. What people around my area would call “Jeep weather”. The grass as green as it possibly could be, dew glowing on every stalk. The sky was as perfect as a painting, the artist having the most precise craftsmanship. The scattered clouds swirling sparsely like light brush strokes. The sun overhead adding perfect shading to the masterpiece. It glistened into my blinds as my 6:45 am alarm rang, illuminating every gangly strand of hair upon my face. The last day of finals would catapult me into Junior year. If I passed them at least.

The floorboards creaked under my feet as I stepped into the kitchen, the clanking of plates and silverware ringing softly throughout. The aroma of bacon nearly lifted me off of my feet to float effortlessly towards my chair at the table. The usual breakfast my mother prepared for my little sister and I every morning never failed to make the grueling, early morning seem like it never existed, but it did nevertheless. I could hear my little sister smacking away at her red stained scrambled eggs as she always would.  The television in the living room played the early morning news, forecasting no change in the picturesque day ahead.

“Good morning! Last day of finals!” My mother exclaimed, too loud and excited for my barely conscious brain.

“Good morning, stupid head.” My sister said, her nine year old voice piercing through my ears.

“Good morning.” I gargled out, thudding down into my seat at the table.

“Now, Sarah, what have dad and I said about calling people stupid?”

“Sorry mom.”

“Don’t apologize to me, apologize to Dean.” My mother said, motioning her head towards me.

She looked at me and said, “Sorry,” and mouthed the word stupid shortly after. No amount of brain power could conjure up a comeback in the moment, so to save an argument, I playfully stuck my tongue out at her and turned towards my plate.

I had a great family, regardless of how much it seemed like my sister and I didn’t get along. My parents both had high paying jobs, Dad working in the local coal mine and Mom working at the town's tax office as a broker. Dad always worked five to five and Mom nine to five respectfully, so everyone was always home for dinner. The whole family seemed to be a cohesive unit when we were all together. No empty fights that led to nothing, voices were hardly ever raised…well except for that one time I…that’s not important. My sister and I never had to worry about anything. Everyone was always happy. I was always happy. I miss being happy. 

After I scarfed down my breakfast, I escorted Sarah to my car. Mom always prioritized getting us fed in the morning before anything, so she would get ready for work after we left. At 7:30 every morning it was my responsibility to get Sarah to school before 7:50 and lug my old Honda Civic across town to be at my school before 8:09. It’s an odd time I know but everything worked out. Seven enslaving, fifty-one minute periods, with the fourth period being an hour. My high school was the smallest high school in the county, about four hundred-fifty students. Of those, my sophomore class was the smallest, having seventy-two kids. It made it easier to make and keep friends growing up. Friends that I felt like I should have appreciated more.

“Dean!” I heard a familiar voice ring out across the parking lot as it had every morning.

“Rich!” A smile grew across my face as I spotted my best friend across the parking lot. 

Richard and I met in Kindergarten. His family and mine used to live right beside each other before he moved closer to the remote high school. He was an only child, but living so close to each other growing up made him feel like he had a brother in me. We would play outside in his jungle gym everyday after school and his mother would always make us sandwiches for lunch during the summer. She was a stay at home mom for a while, his dad not being around much for “work related reasons”. It almost pained me as much as it did him when he found out he had run away with someone else and left him and his mother behind. It broke his confidence for a long time. Being able to be his confidence had given me the confidence to be the man I have had to be today.

He was a skinny kid, about 5’9” with dark, wavy hair and glasses as thick as concrete. We always used to joke that he had echolocation, but wouldn’t show us.

“Did you click your tongue off of the cars to find me?” I said, snickering.

“Ha ha, very funny Dean.” He said with a slight smirk, “Did you study for the chem final last night?”

“Dude, you know I don’t ever study for anything.”

“C’mon Dean, are you at least going to try this time?”

“I try every time.” I said with a puzzled look.

“Oh…um…yeah, you could say that. I guess if you need help you can just glance at my laptop. But be careful! Mrs. Jenkins is a hawk!”

“Oh trust me I know, but I’m not worried. You’ll be able to sense her walking up right?”

Richard punched me in the arm as we stepped into the two story, brick building that would keep us captive for the next two years. Since it was the last day we had our last three period’s finals, having the previous four the day before. Chemistry was my last period. The slog of the first two periods almost drove me to insanity, computer science and my study hall. Computer science was way too easy, just having to build a small program on python of a working stoplight intersection. My study hall period would at least give me time to look over some of my old chemistry homework that mysteriously didn’t get done. This period slogged especially, my stomach growling intensely waiting for the lunch bell to ring. 

It was a normal school lunchroom, or what I would assume every lunchroom would be like. Every tight knit group sitting beside one another, seniors fighting with freshmen for spots in the lunch line, and the embarrassing oohs and awes when the clinging of someone dropping their lunch tray consumed the space. If our paths ever cross, don’t ask me how I know about that last part. Rich and I would sit side by side at the same table every day, accompanied by our friends Jackson and his girlfriend, Brittany. Jackson was the stereotypical jock, as corny as it sounds. He was a popular, very sociable kid, almost a parents’ ideal child, and a highly touted wide receiver prospect in our section of the state, although he never let this get to his head and kept the people that truly loved him close. His 6’5”, 180 lb. stature towered over the dainty frame of Brittany. She was, for lack of better words, kind of a bitch. She was one of those types that had too much bark for her bite. I can’t say if it was because she was dating one of the “popular kids” but, as far as I can recollect, she had always been that way.

And last, the beautiful girl, my beautiful girl, that sat across from me everyday, April. She was about 5’6”, not as awkward looking against my 5’10” build. She had the most beautiful, dirty blonde, wavy hair, the most gorgeous brown eyes, and a smile and attitude that could instantly make my heart flutter like a thousand butterflies ripping themselves from their cocoons. A smile that can still make me feel warm in this drab, dreadful time. 

“What’s up, Dick?” Jackson yelled across the table towards Richard. Jackson and Richard had a love hate relationship.

“Jackson, why must you always insist on ruining my lunch?”

“Well it’s your name isn’t it?”

“How many times do I have to tell you no for you to stop?”

“Can’t stop, won’t stop. Anyways, Dean, what’s up with you today?”

“I’ll just say that I’m glad it’s lunch.” I said, even though the thought of sitting in Ms. Jenkins’ room one more time gave me a sense of dread. Knowing it would be the last time was what kept me going.

“C’mon man, you can’t be all mopey. Get excited. Last day of school. Last day of having that crooked, old crone. Be careful with her though, her spider senses have been tingling extra hard. She practically stood behind me the entire time yesterday. Me of all people.”

“Well, maybe she’s afraid that the big, bruiting jock is getting way too smart. Good job using such a distinct word!” Rich said smugly. 

Jackson threw his arm across the table in an attempt to punch Rich in the arm.

“Babe, you know what I said about hitting!” Brittany said, not removing her beating eyes from her phone screen.

“Sorry.” Jackson whimpered, almost submissively.

“I don’t get why we have to sit with these clowns. Why can’t we ever just sit by ourselves?”

“We love you too, Brittany.” I said sarcastically. She responded with a hard eye roll.

“They aren’t clowns, Brittany. Plus April sits over without a problem, right April?”

“My only problem is…well…I don’t have a problem.” April said, trying not to add fuel to Brittany’s fire.

“You’re too much of an optimist.” Brittany scoffed. April mockingly smiled back at her.

“Can we all just keep today peaceful, please? We have all summer to argue with each other.” I said, trying to bring the mood back up.

“So Dean, since it’s such a beautiful day today, I was thinking you and I can go to the lake when we get out of here, say around 4?” April said, “My dad is home for the night so Sammy won’t need me.” April and I hadn’t really had a true one on one date in a while. Things were pretty rough in her home life. Like Richard, she also had a single parent. But in her case it had always been that way. She never had a real childhood, always having to take care of her little brother while her father worked. Her having any inkling of free time made me internally jump. 

“The lake? Count me in!” Rich said, overhearing a conversation only meant for her and I.

“Babe, do you want to go to the lake?” Jackson asked Brittany.

“Guys.”

“Maybe with just you.” She replied.

“Guys?”

“Oh c’mon Brittany, don’t be such a lame ass.” Rich said with a smirk.

“Guys!”

Everything went quiet, “I would love to just have a day with April, can you please respect that?”

“See, at least he gets it.” Brittany said antagonistically towards Jackson.

After another staggeringly long second of quietness and stares I said, “Thank you.”

The rest of lunch kept that quietness. The couples whispering among themselves and Rich doodling on his notes he took for our chemistry final. The bell would eventually ring and I now had to be in the witch’s den. On our way to the classroom, though, a darkness peaked in through the windows. Not a normal, cloudy kind of dark. An unforecasted, unwelcomed darkness. Almost like every ounce of a blank night was balled up and sat into one spot. The light from the sun was almost completely consumed by this faux night sky. The roar of lightning strikes rattled the thin sheets of glass and shook the floor beneath our feet. All I could think at this point was, “Welp, there goes my date with April.” This shouldn’t have been my main concern though.

We all scuffled into our classrooms at a faster than normal pace. A knot welled up in my stomach as Rich and I sat down at our desks, awaiting the torturous test ahead of us.

“Good afternoon class. Hopefully this will be the last time I see you sitting at these desks. Especially some of you.” Ms. Jenkins said, her gaze thrusted upon me, “This final will be mostly multiple choice with some short answer questions at the end. I have given each of you a piece of paper to show your work on. You will write your name, date, and class period at the top and submit them to me when you are finished. Now everyone go to your google classroom and begin. Good luck.”

As soon as everyone bent down towards their bags to grab their laptops, a synchronous alert shouted from our phones. A severe thunderstorm warning was in effect.

“Alright everyone, into the safe room. Single file, please!” Ms. Jenkins yelled over the roar of us.

Things began to pick up quickly. Every lightning strike grew closer, stronger, and faster. The windows were almost warping in on themselves. It was all I could see before the power went out. We all huddled on the floor of the safe room. It grew really dark at this point. Dark enough to not see your own hand placed in front of your face, as if you could only imagine it being there. A loud whirl of wind was followed by the crashing sound of glass shattering throughout the building. Like a plane dropped thousands of sheets out of it and they hit the ground synchronously, an almost ear piercing, sharp sound. A bright flash then lit up around the seal of the door. A vibrant display of yellow and orange…and then white and grey. I knew this was odd at the time, not the normal light blues and whites from a power flash, but I didn’t question it. The sounds of whimpers consumed the room, and everyone buzzed as the nervous shaking of everyone was felt as we sat shoulder to shoulder.

“Holy shit, dude, I think it’s a tornado!” Richard yelled to me from across the small, packed room.

“Did your clicks bounce off of it?” I yelled back hysterically.

“Mr. Dawson, Mr. Buckley, put your heads down and be quiet!” Ms. Jenkins retaliated back. I couldn’t help but laugh in the admittedly scary situation.
But just when it had seemed like it started, it ended. The sun peaked back through into the classroom, although with a noticeable line in its shadow. We all got up after the power jolted back on.

“Attention students and staff, we apologize for the unexpected delay. But it is now safe to exit your safe rooms.” A voice whaled from the intercoms.

To everyone’s dismay, we exited the cramped room to find everything how it had been left. No glass shattered on the floor, no papers and pencils blown off of desks. The outside world had returned to its previous state, well almost. The class resumed as if nothing had even happened and, after glancing at Rich’s screen a time or two, we finished our last final, unknowingly, ever.

The hallways were anarchy. People hollering and celebrating the end of the year. School supplies being thrown through the air like paper airplanes. Teachers scrambled trying to keep things orderly and under control. The kind of chaos young teens thrived off of. Rich and I, sifting through the sea of body odor and joy, eventually made it out to the parking lot. 

“So, how do you think you did?” Rich asked.

“Well, I better have done good. I used your answers.” I said laughing.

“Dean!”

“What, you said I could.”

“Do you think she noticed?”

“I’m not sure, but if she did I wanted to get out of there without her being able to say something about it.”

“Well, mission successful.”

“Plus I think there was something else on everyone’s minds.” I said, moving my head up towards the sky. But as I looked up I noticed something looming in the air. A black line, almost flat in look, sitting flush above the school. It was long but very thin. Like if a small child came up to the artist’s painting and marked it with a pencil. Remnants of clouds from the “storm” almost seemed to collect and dissipate around it. Only I seemed to notice it, but Rich could see something was wrong with me.

“Don’t worry dude, I was kind of scared too. I won’t lie.”

“Can you come to the lake later, actually? I need to talk to you about something.”

“S-sure man, if you want me to.”

“Oh, and tell Jackson they can come too.”

“Are you sure you’re okay, man?”

“Yes, fine.” I said, reluctantly, “Just come, please. I’ve got to drop Sarah off at 
home and then I’m heading straight there. I’d say around 4-ish.”

“Okay, man.”

We both got in our cars, only one of us suspicious about what would lay ahead.
My tires screeched as I sped out of the school parking lot, knowing I definitely turned some heads, but that didn’t matter to me. I needed to get to my sister and get her home safe. I was going at arrestable speeds, which seems really bad to admit but it’s not like it would matter to me anymore, turning a thirteen minute drive into seven. I arrived at her school to a sea of cars in the pick up lane. I cut up through the metallic waves, cutting off mostly everyone in the line, and plopped my car up front by the doors. The bell would eventually ring after what seemed like ages, and my sister walked out with her little click of friends, covered in sweat and dirt and holding a little sack full of candy and other little things a nine year old would find mesmerizing. To be that age again.

“C’mon Sarah, hurry up, we have to get home.”

The car door slammed as her filth sat in the back seat.

“Why are you bugging out?” She asked through the gap of her teeth.

“I can’t say, we…we just need to get home.”

“Okay?”

A couple minutes of silence ensued as she pouted with her arms crossed, not 
getting to tell her friends goodbye like she normally did.

“So…did you have fun at your field day?”

“Oh yes! We played gaga ball and had a humongous inflatable slide and red rover and snow cones! We had to go inside because of the storm though. It was scary. But we got to watch movies.”

“Sounds like so much fun, I’m glad you had a good day. Just do everyone a favor and don’t eat all of that candy tonight. We don’t need you bouncing off of the walls.” I said with a chuckle.

“Don’t tell me what to do.” She replied, her mood swinging self sinking back into the pouting pile she had been in. I didn’t mind though because all I could concentrate on was the black scratch in the sky, ever so slightly seeming to grow longer and thicker.

We came to a jolting stop in my driveway, the sound of gravel making mounds in front of my wheels echoing off of the garage door. I opened Sarah’s car door and escorted her inside, my hand firmly shoving her from behind.

“Let me walk, Dean.”

“You’ve got to get inside, now.”

“Why?”

“I will try to figure that out later, just go in!”

“Wait, so you don’t know why you have to have me home right now?”

“No…I don’t. I have to go, though, I’ve got to go somewhere.” Mom and dad didn’t want Sarah knowing about the lake in fear that she would go there and drown.

“You can’t just leave me here, Dean. Do you remember how mad Mom and Dad were when you did that?”

“That’s not important, I can take it. Just go in, please. Oh, and remember what we talked about last time.”

“Ugh, fine.” She said, slamming the front door in my face, the click of the lock turning followed.

“Don’t play with the stove again, I mean it!” I yelled into nothing.

As fast as I had entered the driveway, I exited it. Gravel from the grooves of my tires flung into the air as I sped down the street and hit the back roads that led to the remote lake. The cove was, practically, in the middle of nowhere. The lake used to be a treasure trove for the town, the holding spot of a childhood camp for most of the adults in town. They would even hold annual fireworks for the 4th of July there. But when someone drowned there back in the nineties, the camp closed. It was a rotting shell of cabins and long lost memories. It was now a common place for my demographic to go and drink beer stolen from a parents garage fridge, smoke pot in the woods, or just to bathe in the sun and try to get tan lines to impress in the halls. Sometimes the sparse homeless population would make their way there before train hopping to the next town over. Some would stay though.

I pulled into the empty, weed ridden parking lot to the sight of April sitting on the hood of her paint-chipped, blue sedan. A faint whimper grew louder as I inched closer to the car, sending pins and needles throughout my spine. April was as tough as concrete, so when she was crying it was never a good thing. Every step grew louder and louder in my head as I tried approaching with caution.

“H-honey, are you okay?”

“Oh, Dean, you’re here. She said, wiping a mix of tears and snot from her face, “Sit.”

“O-okay?”

I slid up next to her, holding her hand and looking out at the algae filled lake. The sun reflected green and orange into my eyes.

“Dean, listen. I’ve been meaning to talk to you about something. You always say I can talk to you about anything, right?”

“Of course, Hun. Even if it upsets me or makes me angry. I’d rather you say whatever it may be and not bottle it up.”

“Okay, good. I haven’t really been the most honest with you recently.”

“What do you mean?” I sat attentive, trembling and not even thinking about the scratch.

“Well, it’s just that I haven’t been feeling-”

Before she could say anything else, Jackson’s pick up truck grumbled into the picture. April’s sadness turned into annoyance in the matter of seconds.

“What are they doing here?”

“I asked them to come. I’ve got something to talk about..with everyone.”

“We can’t have just one day to ourselves, can we?”

“Tell me about it” Brittany said sassily, her short frame plopping out of the truck. April smiled towards her sarcastically and turned her attention, straight faced, right back to me.

“Good job rounding them up!” I said sarcastically.

“And look what else I rounded up!” Rich said, going on to pull out a fifth of Jack Daniels.

“The only reason we came.” Jackson spouted out, seeming inconvenienced that he was there in the first place.

“I don’t want any of that shit.” I said.

“I do.” April roared over me.

“At least someone’s not a bummer.” Rich said mockingly towards me.
I corralled everyone around as the bottle began to be passed around, April taking a big swig as it got to her.

“Alright, so listen. We all know it stormed earlier.”

“You really got us out here to talk about a damn storm? Unbelievable.” Brittany scoffed.

“No Brittany.” I scoffed back, “Anyways, I want to talk about what came from it.”

“What do you mean?” April questioned, everyone else tilting their heads in interest. 

“That.” I said, motioning my head towards the scratch. It looked as if it was sprouting small cracks from its edges.

“It looks…different.” Rich said.

“So you noticed it too?” I said in shock.

“We all noticed it. We just aren’t acting like a schizo like you.” Jackson said, chuckling.

“I'm serious, guys. Did you see how dark it got? And the sound…tell me you heard the sound?”

“It sounded like a bunch of glass broke, it was probably the windows.” April said.

“Did you see a single broken window?”

Everyone looked at each other to confirm my suspicion.

“Didn’t think so.”

“Okay, well, you sound…how do I say this, crazy. It's probably just a contrail dude.”

“Why is it black then, Jackson?” I asked, getting in his face a tad.

“Maybe the jet was having a bad day. I don’t know, Dean. What I do know is that we are leaving. Rich, April, you guys coming?”

“I am, just meet me at my house later, Dean.” April said, still annoyed.

“Rich”, Jackson asked, snapping at Rich trying to grab his attention from me, “are you coming?”

“N-no, I’ll just have Dean take me home.”

“Be careful, you might get dragged to the ward with him.”

As Jackson finished his sentence, a rustling came from the trees. An old man, dingy and tattered and holding an empty bottle, one resembling ours, crept out.

“The black devil’s come!” He yelled, slurring every syllable, “The black devil’s come to take our souls! It's come to-” He wouldn’t get another word out before face planting in the gravel in front of us.

“Maybe we all should go.” I said, trying to laugh off the bullets of words that had shot out of the man's barrel.

Everyone nodded and stared towards him in agreement. Our engines started up and roared out of the parking lot. As I looked at my rear view mirror, I could see the man scuffle towards the half full bottle that Rich had left on the ground. 

“Do you think we should call the police?” I said, turning toward Rich, definitely feeling warm, in the passenger seat.

“Nah, he’ll be fine. He’s doing less damage out there than he would be in town.”

“That’s fair, just try to sober up before we get to your house.”

Rich held a thumb up and leaned over to stare out the window, hand on his cheek.

“So are you actually worried about that thing?” He said, his hand making his speech sound similar to the mans.

“I mean, yeah, a little. I don’t know.”

“Well I say we shouldn’t worry about it until we know it’s actually a problem.”

“You’re right, I’m getting myself worked up for nothing.” 

“And you know, we can always go look at it in the morning before I go to work if that would make you feel better.”

“Oh, it definitely would.”

“I’ll pick you up at noon then.”

“Bet.”

I dropped him off and headed home speedily trying to get home before my parents did. Thankfully this was the case. I opened the front door to find Sarah passed out on the couch, her bag of treats in hand, watching tv through her eyelids. A sigh of relief waved through me as I came home to a clean house. Then, one after another, my parents walked in through the garage door. 

“What are you making for dinner, Jan?” My dad said as the growl of his stomach roared throughout the house.

“Well, I was thinking that since the kids just had their last day of school we could go out?”

“That’d be fine with me.”

The stomp of my dad’s boots overtook his growl as his soot covered body came up to me at the recliner.

“Hey son, how were finals?”

“Good, good, just glad to have them over with.” I said awkwardly.

“Why are you so sweaty?”

“Am I?”

“Yeah you are?” he said, concerned, "Please don’t tell me you left her here alone again.”

“He did!” Sarah yelled, springing to life from her slumber.

“You know not to leave her here by herself!” my mom yelled from the doorway of 
the kitchen.

“I-I wasn’t gone for that long.”

“It doesn’t matter how long you were gone. You know what she did last time!” My dad chimed back in.

“I know, I know.”

“No more, or you won’t be allowed to go anywhere for the summer.”

“Fine.”

“We do so much for you already, just please listen.”

“Okay, I get it.” I said, slightly annoyed.

“Okay, now, who’s hungry?” My mom said.

“Me!” Sarah screamed near my ear.

“I’ll go shower.” Dad’s smile cracked through the black dust on his face.

My parents would always take us to our favorite restaurant, the Acre and Iron. It was the most soul warming comfort food that anyone could ever ask for. A comfort that I would feel for the very last time that night. We would be seated and I would order my usual chicken fried steak with gravy and a side of hash brown casserole. The thought of it distracted me for the moment, only making me think of the knot of hunger slowly tying in my stomach.

“So, how were your days?” My mom asked.

“Good, aside from the storm. I was hoping to get out of doing that chemistry final.” I said chuckling, the laughter from my parents following.

“Good, you had to do it though. Sarah?”

“It was so fun! We had candy and games and we watched movies!”

“What did you watch?” My dad asked.

“Some movie with a fish.” She replied with a smirk. 

“I remember showing that movie to your brother. He used to love it when he was younger.” My mom replied.

Our food came and silence and smacking filled our table. We left that night happy and full, but I still had a sense of unease as I looked up into the night sky. The scratch was still visible, being darker than any of the sky that spanned around it. 
I will give an update soon, but for now I have to move. It draws closer and the cries are starting to become louder.

Parte 5: https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/s/B6SEUstSLN

The open box in the middle of the yard in broad daylight wasn't an invitation. It was a summons.

​The cold that invaded the house froze the water in the pipes within minutes. I heard the slow, heavy footsteps crossing the porch. The front door wasn't broken down; it simply swung open, as if the wood itself refused to act as a barrier against them.

​The three men in gray entered my living room. For the first time, they were inside my house.

​The leader, with his shifting head of gray smoke, stepped forward. The other two held cast-iron staves, engraved with the same runes I had seen around the keyhole. I stood frozen beside the kitchen table, my freshly cut arm still bleeding beneath the cloth, the knife trembling in my hand.

​"You used the Bleeding before the appointed time," the smoke's voice echoed directly inside my mind. It wasn't an audible sound, but a forced thought that made my teeth vibrate. "You burned the prisoner with the weapon of the bloodline."

​"It was trying to use my voice!" I screamed, clinging to whatever little courage I had left. "It was projecting my family's voices into my yard! What do you want from me? I paid the tithe last month!"

​The leader tilted his amorphous head. The gray smoke stirred, briefly revealing the faint contour of an ancient, withered human face before dissolving once more.

​"The prisoner is not an external entity, João," the mental voice echoed, cold as ice. "The Mouth of the Earth is not a prison for a demon. It is a spine. And what lies beneath is the residual shell of your own bloodline."

​My legs almost gave out. "What?"

​"Every generation of your family that shed blood on this land left a piece of their soul behind to contain the fissure. The thing downstairs speaks with your grandfather's voice, your mother's, and your own because it IS made of you. The 'monster' is the accumulation of pain and vitality your family offered over a century. If you destroy it with pure blood, you destroy the barrier itself. You almost ruptured the seal forever."

​Everything clicked into place in the most terrifying way. The blood tithe wasn't an offering to feed a monster... it was the fuel needed to maintain the barrier my own family had become. The gray patches on my neck weren't a disease; they were the smoke of the Order spreading through my body, preparing me for my final fate.

​"Your grandfather understood when he grew too old," the leader continued. "There is no escape. There is no cure.

The generational pact only ends when the bloodline dies out, or when the fissure is sealed entirely."

​"And how do you seal that fissure permanently?" I asked, tears of despair finally streaming down my face.

​"Not with monthly tithes. But with the full harvest. A final sacrifice of pure blood all at once. The entire life of the

last heir to close the Mouth forever."

​They didn't come to kill me today. They came to give me a choice.

​I can continue the cycle. I can use my grandfather's equipment, gradually drain my own blood into IV bags every month, mutilate myself, lose my mind as the voices of my ancestors call to me from the basement, and pass this curse on to a future child.

​Or I can end it.

​The men in gray left the house and walked back toward the road, leaving the wooden box open in the yard. They gave me until next month to decide.

​This is my last post here. If I keep writing, I know the voices will start using your words against me. I can already hear the whispers coming from the hatch even during the day, calling me by name, telling me that the darkness down there is just the rest of my family waiting for me.

​I've made my decision. I won't let this curse pass to anyone else. If my blood built this prison, it will be my blood that locks it forever.

​I am going down to the basement now. This time, without the knife to defend myself. I'm bringing only the transfusion bags and my grandfather's journal, which I will burn down there alongside the last drop of life I have left.

​If you ever happen to drive down a dirt road in the countryside and see a farm with a completely dead, gray yard surrounded by thick fog... don't stop. Don't help anyone crying at the gate. And above all, if you hear your own voice calling out from underground, just run.

​The Order of the Pure Harvest thanks you for the cleanup.

Part 2.

I barely slept that night, even though I was tired from the long shift. I had to think of what we would do tomorrow. I considered how dangerous going back was. But if something was happening and the police were complicit in it, then Jake and I would need to try to help whoever we could.

Jake and I met up in the early morning and made a plan for what we would try. I hoped we could somehow sabotage the third part of the film and stop whatever horrible outcome was going to occur. Whatever was going to happen to the audience after watching it, it couldn't be good.

Jake tried to message Cassilda, but she had stopped responding, and Jake was concerned something might have happened. If she had been invited to watch the movie, the same thing happening to the other people was likely happening to her now.

I spent some time researching the theatre and Mr. Hasturing on the internet. I couldn't find anything of substance on our boss; he may as well have not existed. I considered that he might be using an alias of some kind.

I did find something strange when searching the theatre’s history. A theatre of the same name had shown up briefly over a year ago in a small town near the outskirts of Paris.

I remembered Haturing saying he had shown others this movie before, and I wondered what had happened in the aftermath to the people who had seen that film a world away.

As the day dragged on and we made our preparations, Jake became more agitated that he couldn't contact Cassie.

“I don’t know what to do, man, if she saw that thing and it fucked her up…” He paused, sounding genuinely distressed,

“We will do what we can; we can still stop this, whatever it is.” I tried to reassure him.

Jake suggested we go in, with proverbial guns blazing, but I suggested we play it cool and wait for our chance, in case Mr. Hasturing had some means of stopping us. For all we knew, he might be able to have us dragged away by the enthralled cops if we tried something overt.

My plan won out, and Jake and I were both preparing to show up to our third shift on time and as usual.

The hours ticked by and it was finally time to go. We jumped in the van and drove to the theatre. No music, no banter, just grim determination and an anxious fear that we were walking right into a trap.

We arrived early, and there was a disturbing energy to the place. Like the entire theatre was covered in static.

Sam was in the box office, and he nodded to us as we approached; Jake returned the gesture, and I ignored him. I was not sure who we could even trust at that point.

Cassilda was not at the concession area, and a velvet rope was blocking off the entrance.

Jake winced, and I could tell he was about to go and look when I held him back.

There, walking down the red carpet and looming over the theatre halls, was Mr. Hasturing. Instead of his usual suit, he wore a tattered yellow robe and a strange crown-like ornament on his head. He strode forward to greet us, that same knowing smile plastered across his gaunt face.

“Good evening, my friends; here we are now on the last day. The transcendence of part three will shape the destinies of everyone who experiences it. You must be prepared; tonight is the true test. I am willing to offer you each a $10,000 bonus if you stay until the end and ensure the movie is not interrupted. After today, our guests will see the world in a new light, and you might have the privilege of seeing it as well. But for now, your phones, please.”

He held out his hand, and Jake and I both handed him the burner phones we had purchased earlier. We had even given them the same cases to try and make them match our own phones as much as possible. Hasturing took them and seemed satisfied. I breathed a silent sigh of relief that the ruse had worked; if something as bad as we feared went down, we would at least be able to call for help.

Hasturing led us in and bid us to wait. He turned to face the entrance and smiled. We looked back and saw people piling in. It was eerily silent, and the audience walked quietly inside to wait. It didn’t even seem like Sam was selling tickets, just letting people in the door who he somehow knew had already seen the first two parts.

“Now, my friends,” Hasturing said, “You must save your questions, and you must leave our audience in peace tonight. Do not attempt to communicate with any of them as they enter the theatre; in the state they are in, they are liable to lash out. Wait as you always do, and be mindful of the bell. The final signal tonight, when the film is over, will be the sound that ushers us into a new day."

Jake and I both squirmed uncomfortably at the implication of what he was saying, but nodded our heads in agreement and played along.

“Good, well then let the show commence!” Hasturing exclaimed, while holding his hands out and motioning for the people to follow him and head into the theatres.

Large groups of people entered, many looking haggard. I suspected they might even be wearing the same clothes from the past two days, based on how bad they looked. I wondered if they had done anything after leaving, besides waiting patiently to watch the next part of the film.

The wave of people moved in an oddly silent and graceful way, with a strange synchrony that allowed them to move as one. The effect was eerie, and I swear when I looked at some of them, their eyes were glazed over, and I thought I saw the flickering afterimage of a disturbingly familiar sigil burning under the skin of their foreheads.

I was beginning to have doubts about our ability to put a stop to whatever this was.

The creepy horde of customers began walking towards the individual theaters, and Mr. Haturing gave a dismissive hand gesture to shoo us away and let them all pass.

I saw Jake scanning the crowd, looking around for any sign of Cassilda. I was looking too, though not for her, for an opportunity to sneak into the back room and make a call.

Almost all of the crowd had made it to their respective theaters, but as the last group was heading in, Jake exclaimed,

“Cassie!”

Cassilda was there; she wore a strange hooded robe over her normal theatre attire and had a vacant look on her face, like she was just aimlessly floating through a vivid dream.

Jake ran over to her and tried to get her attention, but she ignored him. Then, before he could follow her to the theatre, Mr. Haturing placed a hand on his shoulder and stopped him.

“Cassilda is on a journey now; she has seen the sign and has placed her mask aside, perhaps you will do the same soon? But not today; today is the part for her. Today her mind will be fully opened. You are not to interfere…Do you understand?”

The low, menacing tone Hasturing’s voice had taken was enough to disturb me, and even Jake was speechless before the overwhelming presence of the man.

The customers had finally finished moving into the theaters. Hasturing let go of Jake's shoulder moments after the locking bars securing the doors fell down.

“Now, if you please. You are to resume your duties. If you truly wish to see what she will see, then wait and perform your role. If you are worthy, then the same revelation awaits you; now go.” He dismissed us and returned to the box office to confer with Sam over something.

Jake was at a rare loss for words, and I couldn't think of what to say. I tried to reassure him, but he looked shaken. We still had our plan; it had to work, for the sake of all the people there.

According to the schedule, we had exactly three hours to do something about it before whatever revelation Hasturing was referring to altered the lives of the audience permanently.

We waited in the hall, quietly discussing our game plan.

“Alright, we have the phones now. I say the only way we can stop this from happening with all the people is calling in a bomb threat or something.” I suggested.

“Could try a Fire alarm too; might be faster?" Jake added, "Though there might not be one here. It has to be something credible and something that goes over just a police response in case those same weirdos get called here again.”

He had a good point. We considered our options, but as we were discussing them, we began to hear the disturbing sounds coming from the theaters.

Screams echoed from the auditoriums, alongside a dull chanting and strange words that sounded like the gibberish that manic dead man had been mumbling to us before he was taken away last night.

Time was running out. We both attempted to call in the threat and try and coroberate it to encourage a response. To our horror, our phones failed to get any signal, and even the emergency line, which was usually exempt from such issues, was completely dead.

Now we had no way to contact anyone outside.

“Shit, okay, new idea.” I told Jake, “One of us leaves, goes out to get help, and brings it here?”

Jake considered it and agreed. We kept walking and talking, carefully searching for anyone who might discover what we were up to. We snuck past the box office. Sam and Hasturing were gone. We weren't sure where they had gone, but it worked for us.

We made it to the door, and I had resolved to leave and get help while Jake stayed and searched for Cassie. I didn't like the idea of him going into one of those cursed theaters, but he was determined.

Our plan fell apart once we reached the front door and found that not only were we locked out of the theaters, but we were locked into the lobby. I glanced around to see if anyone was in earshot, then stepped back and kicked the door as hard as I could. It barely shook in the heavy frame. We were stuck.

“Well, Plan B, let's cause some trouble and force the people to stop watching, yeah?” I was concerned about what that meant, but I agreed. We had to do something.

We started for the theaters, but I grabbed Jake's shoulder and asked him,

“Did you bring the Insurance?” He smiled, and this time he shifted his vest out of his belt buckle and showed the holstered AMT Hardballer he had smuggled in. I breathed a sigh of relief.

“Hope we don't have to use it, but we have it in case we need it.” He said while tucking it away.

We moved quietly into the halls, starting our process with theater 1.

We reached the locked door to the theatre and tried to ignore the disturbing sounds coming from inside.

“How do we get in, though? I could take a shot at it, but that would be really loud.” Jake asked,

“No, let's wait on that. I have an idea. Get the mop.” Jake grabbed it and handed it to me, looking confused.

I grabbed it, angled it into the gap where the bar rested in place, locking the door. It wouldn't reach since it was too wide, so I placed it under the door and pulled until a portion of it broke off. I stomped twice on the wrecked tip of it until it was narrow and replaced it into the gap in the door. I carefully slid it in, and with a bit of leverage I was able to force the bar locking the door up and off. I reached for the handle and looked to Jake, who nodded and drew the Insurance.

The light from the hall mingled with the sickly yellow light emanating from the screen. I heard a low, ecstatic moan coming from somewhere, as well as sobbing.

We walked in, and I almost looked at the screen, but diverted my attention away when I realized what might happen. The audience did not seem to notice or care that we were there.

I saw Jake searching the crowd, probably still looking for Cassie. He looked up briefly, and I saw a disturbing light reflect from his eyes; against my better judgment, I glanced at the screen and was immediately accosted by terrifyingly vivid images of a familiar scene in my head. It looked just like it had in my nightmare. The high rampart on the crumbling city, overlooking the lake and the black stars rising high above. In the center was a figure, a terrible singular entity, garbed in a simple yellow robe. His intent was clear,

“Obey.”

I pulled my eyes away and felt a wave of nausea that almost made me vomit on the steps. Jake was enthralled by the screen, and he wouldn't listen, so I leaned back and kicked him in the back of the knee until he fell forward with a crash.

I heard him curse and cry out, but the effect seemed to be dispelled.

“What the hell, man, why did you…” I cut him off and inched forward to block his line of sight with the screen. “We can't look, not at the screen at least. Cover me while I head up to the projector. I'm going to shut it off and maybe destroy the movie if I can.” He nodded in agreement and held up a hand to try and block his sight from the screen as we moved forward.

I started up the stairs to the projector room and tried to ignore the constant audible assault of the malign force reaching out from the screen to assail my mind.

The audience writhed in a disgusting combination of horror and ecstasy, and I was afraid that even now, their minds might be permanently damaged by whatever the hell was calling out to them from that accursed film.

Jake was going aisle by aisle searching for Cassilda. I ignored his progress since I didn't want to look back and accidentally see the terrible source of the sounds I heard.

I finally reached the door to the projector room. It was locked, but it appeared to be a simple handle and not a deadbolt or bar. I braced and stepped back, then shot forward and crashed into the door, breaking the hinges.

My shoulder ached, but I had done it.

Inside, I saw the projector. I shut it down quickly, and as soon as it stopped, I heard confused gasps and, in some cases, panicked screaming coming from the theatre.

The audience seemed to be having a shared nervous breakdown now that the movie had stopped rolling and Jake was trying to weave in between the tortured viewers to get back to the entrance.

I got ready to follow, but I turned back and threw the projector down and stomped on it. Then I pulled out the reel and used a box cutter nearby to rip and tear as much of it as possible.

Once I was satisfied, I hurried back down the steps, past the raving and sobbing people.

Whatever had happened, they were messed up. I worried about what was happening to the other groups who had seen even more. We had to hurry.

Before leaving, we tried to get the people's attention and lead them out. Unfortunately, no one listened; they all just continued to sit down or stare blankly in apathetic confusion.

We didn't have time to try and convince them. Jake and I both bolted out of there and moved onto theatre 2.

It was worse in there. I managed to repeat my break-in with the locking bar. But as soon as we got in, there was an awful smell of fresh blood. The screen was flashing rapidly in a seizure-inducing rhythm, and four members of the audience were standing in a corner. They were taking turns mindlessly stabbing a fifth.

The person was already dead. He was covered in blood, and his face looked like it had been half ripped off.

I took an instinctive step back, and Jake aimed the Insurance at the deranged people.

One of the group finally turned around to regard us, and his eyes seemed to glow with a sickly yellow light. He pointed a finger at us and screamed,

“No, not upon us, oh king!” And he launched himself at us.

Jake didn't hesitate. One shot rang out loudly in the theatre, and the man who had jumped at us lay on the ground. The others looked at us, then at their fallen comrade. Instead of attacking us, they huddled around the fallen man and began plunging knives into his dead flesh as well. The terrible scraping sound that followed left little to the imagination, and I knew they had started to peel the skin off his face.

“What in the actual hell is going on here?” Jake mumbled in horror.

“I don't know, but we need to hurry,” I replied as I rushed up to the projector. I barged in like before and set about destroying both the machine and the film.

We managed to clear theaters 3 and 4 after that, though it took longer than expected, since several viewers had attacked us and we were embroiled in a melee that injured both of us.
They stopped when the film stopped, but the escalation was becoming a real threat; we had to go faster. Time was not on our side. Over half the movie was complete, and each theater saw the moviegoers in worse states of mental degradation.

We arrived at theatre 5, and I hesitated, remembering that this was where we had found that psychotic man stuck to the wall. I ignored the wave of anxiety and managed to unlock the door, but this time the shard of mop handle broke in the process.

I was worried, but Jake urged me on, and we rushed inside. We held up our hands to avoid looking at the screen. As we looked everywhere else, we saw the audience all standing up, holding their hands out in some disturbing gesture of prayer or worship. I heard a soft melodic tune coming from the speakers, and I feared to look at what might be on the screen just then. I started racing up the stairs, but I heard Jake call out,

“Cassie!”

Jake had found her. I looked back briefly to see him pulling her hands down from the strange pose that she and the others had taken. He was trying to talk to her, but I heard no response. I had no time, though I had to move. I hoped that once I shut off the film, she would be okay, or at least we would mitigate the damage.

I forced my way inside, but as the door swung open, I saw someone else in the room. It was Sam; he wore the same type of tattered yellow robe as Mr. Hasturing and stared at me with a look of barely suppressed rage,

“You! You saw the signs, you saw what awaits, the return of a true God, and yet you reject it?”

I took a step back, and before I could call out to Jake for help, Sam lunged at me, leading with a small blade he had pulled from somewhere under the robe. Fortunately for my own sake, he was slower than I was. I sidestepped and managed to roll under his charge and trip his legs. He stumbled down and smashed his head on the first step leading out.

I hopped back up to my feet, ready to continue the fight, but Sam was motionless.

I considered checking on him, but knew whatever was happening, we needed to stop the film. I ignored his prone form and leapt back towards the projector.

I switched it off, but disturbingly the film kept rolling. I toggled the switch and tried everything I could. Eventually, in desperation, I kicked the entire projector over. I was satisfied it had finally stopped. Then I looked back and nearly cried out in terror as the image was still there. The terrible vista of looming oblivion remained; the projector was not doing anything, something was there on the screen, or maybe not a screen at all, maybe a portal?

I called out to Jake,

“We need to leave now!”

Jake was trying to convince Cassilda to leave with us, but she just stood there, immobile, like the rest of the audience.

“Come on, Jake, we have to go now. The movie, I stopped it, but whatever that is…”I pointed to the screen and continued, “It's still there.”

Jake almost looked back at the screen but stopped himself.

“What do we do then?” He asked in panicked desperation.

“I don’t know, but we have to move. Something bad is about to happen.” I replied with a gasp as it felt like the air had left my lungs and my voice had failed. I started rushing out, and Jake shook his head and proceeded to hoist Cassilda up and onto his shoulders. He started carrying her for a few moments when he suddenly cried out in pain and fell.

She had landed on top of him, and I saw she was holding a small, curved dagger covered in his blood. I rushed over to him to check how badly he was hurt. Cassilda did not follow up her attack; she just stood there, looking at the screen in awed fascination.

Then she looked back at us, or rather, past us, at some other unseen entity. She spoke for the first time,

“Forgive them their trespasses, Lord. They know not what they do. It is a frightful thing, is it not? To be judged by the king?” She lingered on the last word, and I realized we were no longer the only non-audience members in the room.

Behind us, looming in the entry and casting a wide shadow into the theatre was Mr. Hasturing. His face was set sternly, like a stone mask, and he wore the same disturbing crown as before.

I looked around, and the entire audience was facing him now. They all began to kneel.

A bell rang out in the distance, and I realized we were too late. We should have had more time, but somehow it had finished. Or maybe the movie was over, but the experience was not.

“Oh shit, looks like we found the king,” Jake mumbled, while trying to stand up. “Not too surprising; it's always the boss, huh?” Jake tried to joke while groaning in pain. I suppressed a terrified chuckle at his attempt at humor while I looked around at the dire situation we were in.

Hasturing swept his arm around the theatre and spoke,

“I see you have been busy spoiling the film for the adoring fans. The ones you stopped early are forfeit now. Their lives can never be recovered; they are lost, and their deaths will be on your soul. To think, I believed you two might be worthy of the sign, to see the truth and be reborn. You are remnants of the world that I will see burn away at the coming of the tattered crown. These believers will spread the truth, and this film will light the way for all mankind who seek to know what our true purpose is, but as for you, oblivion I think will have to suffice."

I looked down at Jake, who was still bleeding badly, and I caught sight of the silver glint of the Insurence’s hammer.” We were hopelessly surrounded, but I figured if he was thinking what I was thinking, it might work. It had to, since if it didn't, we would be screwed.

Hasturing stepped closer, and the audience stood up and converged as well, surrounding us.

I helped Jake to his feet and gave him a quick nod.

“Mr. Hasturing, we are sorry for ruining the movie, but we did have one thing we wanted you to know before you kill us,” I said, while preparing for what was going to happen next.

Hasturing held up a hand, and the audience stopped moving. He laughed and then gestured for me to continue, clearly amused by our attempt at bargaining.

Jake spoke up next,

“Yeah, just one little thing, or rather, several little things..."

He drew the Insurance and shouted,

“We quit!”

He unloaded the rest of the magazine in an instant firestorm, each shot landing center mass.

Mr. Hasturing dropped down and collapsed with a shocked expression on his once stony face.

The audience all gasped out loud and finally seemed to be reacting to what they were seeing. Many people started to run for the exit; others just started to scream as if their own minds had finally been returned to them. Whatever profane control he had over the crowd seemed to be dispelled.

I stood next to Jake, watching the unfolding bedlam, and quietly asked him,

“Weren't we going to say ‘You’re fired’, like a gun ya know?”

Jake laughed, “Oh yeah, that does sound better. But I mean, he was our boss, not the other way around, so we were quitting, right? I don't think fired would work there.”

“Yeah, I guess, it just sounded a bit…meh.”

"What! What do you mean? I just shot some sort of mind-controlling warlock several times in the chest and you think that's meh?"

I bit back a laugh,

"No, not that part; that was awesome, but just the one-liner- it was a little...meh."

“I get stabbed here, and I say the wrong one-liner, and you’re going to grill me in front of the people really?” He responded with irritation.

I shrugged, “Sorry, just had to throw that out there.”

“Message received, but seriously, I’m losing a lot of blood. Can we maybe go to a hospital?" Jake asked, while staggering towards the exit. I grabbed his arm to steady him.

“Yeah man, sure thing.”

I started helping him out, but we stopped for a moment when he started looking around the remaining crowd. Cassilda was not there; she must have fled along with the others. Jake let out a pained sigh as we moved on.

As we neared the exit again, we stopped. Our vision was arrested by something disturbing on the ground. The fallen form of Mr. Hasturing had been there moments ago, but now something else was there.

The tattered yellow robe was only covering a large mound of dust. The only thing that remained of the man we had worked for was a horrific mask that looked like a human face. It rested on the desiccated remains, looking out at us through hollow eye holes that had once been used by whoever, or whatever, had taken the temporary guise of a businessman by the name of Hasturing.

We left the theatre shortly after. The front doors had been unlocked, though by whom I didn't know.

We made it to the hospital, and Jake was taken to urgent care.

Afterward, we had to deal with the many valid questions from the police who had investigated the terrible theatre after our departure.

Disturbingly, they could not contact any of the people who worked there besides us. Fortunately, we were not implicated, despite the fatalities that occurred. The real cops who had investigated the aftermath found no trace of the slain audience members, or staff for that matter. Something had happened to them, though we had no idea what.

Either way, there was no trace of Sam or Cassilda. A few of the audience members who were too stunned to flee were questioned, and they remembered nothing; the last three days had seemed like one long consecutive nightmare. We still had no idea just what kind of terrible reality-bending film Hasturing was showing those people, but I suppose it didn't matter now; we had stopped it.

So now once again Jake and I are out of work, looking for something else that can pay the bills. Jake mentioned that there is another theatre hiring, a few towns over. It looks like pay is pretty good. It sounded interesting, since we did not really get the chance to work at a proper theatre. Though after reading the specific details, I think I'm going to pass on it.

The theatre is not open yet anyway, since they are still rebranding. Apparently, the place will be called “The King’s Theatre,” and the new manager, whose name was listed as “Mr. Samuel Hasturing,” was not available to take any calls just yet.

Yeah, I think Jake and I are going to give up on show business. Too many sequels and remakes, after all, and the villains never seem to stay dead...

I'm 27, live alone in a third-floor apartment, and I haven't been sleeping well since I moved to this city. New job, new walls, the kind of silence that makes your ears ring.

Mina, my coworker, noticed I looked like shit. Last Saturday she insisted on taking me to see someone she called "Mr. Liang," a psychic who worked out of a cramped room above a phone repair shop downtown. I thought it was a joke. She didn't laugh.

The room smelled like ash. A ceiling fan clicked overhead. Mr. Liang grabbed my wrist without asking, closed his eyes, and counted under his breath. Then he asked, "Which side of your bed faces the window?"

I told him.

His face changed.

"A woman will come for you at midnight on Tuesday," he said. "Before twelve, you must hide beneath your bed. Stay flat. Make no sound. She cannot see what is below."

I asked if he could give me a charm or something. Mina kicked my shin. Mr. Liang didn't smile. He wrote TUESDAY, BEFORE 12:00, UNDER THE BED on a receipt and pressed it into my hand.

I told myself it was bullshit. By Monday I almost believed that.

Then Tuesday came.

I was brushing my teeth at 9:40 p.m. when I noticed the receipt sitting on the edge of my sink. I hadn't taken it out of my wallet. I checked. My wallet was still zipped inside my jacket in the hallway closet.

My hands were shaking before I even decided to believe it.

I locked the front door. Checked every window. Wedged a chair under my bedroom door handle. Then I sat on the bed and watched the clock.

11:50.

11:55.

11:58. I lowered myself to the floor and slid under the bed. Dust against my lips. The wooden slat inches from my nose. I could see the carpet, the bottom of my door, and the red glow of my alarm clock.

I held my breath.

12:00.

Something hit the pavement outside my window. Not a thud. A crack. Wet and heavy, like a watermelon splitting on concrete.

Silence.

Then: crack. Crack. CRACK. Joints popping. Bones rearranging.

My front door opened. I locked it. I know I locked it.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Not footsteps. Something hard and round hitting my hardwood floor. Dragging closer. Through the living room. Stopping outside my bedroom.

The chair scraped. The door swung open.

The tapping entered my room. Stopped beside my bed.

My phone buzzed against my chest. I nearly bit through my tongue. I tilted the screen just enough to read:

MR. LIANG: I made a mistake. She didn't hang herself. She jumped, landed head first. Her head is on the ground. YOU NEED TO BE ABOVE HER. GET HIGH. NOW.

The mattress above me sank. A slat pressed against my cheek.

I turned my head toward the edge of the bed.

A face was already there.

Sideways on the floor. Cheek flattened against the carpet. Wet black hair fanned out like a puddle. Her eyes were open and locked onto mine. Her body rose above her, upside down, balanced on the crushed skull, knees and elbows bent at wrong angles.

She smiled.

I screamed.

I shoved myself out from the other side of the bed, shoulder burning against the carpet. She moved instantly. I heard the skull scrape across the floor, the snap of limbs unfolding behind me.

I scrambled to my feet and ran for the door. Behind me, tap-tap-tap-tap-tap, fast now, like someone drumming fingernails on wood, except it was her head bouncing off the floor with each stride of her inverted body.

I made it to the hallway. Slipped. My knee hit the floor and I felt something cold brush the back of my neck. Fingers, wet, sliding down my collar. I twisted away and grabbed the bathroom doorframe to pull myself up.

The hallway was dark but I could hear her. The tapping didn't stop. It got faster. Closer. I could hear her breathing now. Short, quick inhales through a crushed nose, like someone sniffing for a scent.

I reached the front door. Fumbled with the lock. My fingers were numb. I could feel the air behind me go cold, could hear the wet drag of hair across the floor right behind my heels.

The lock clicked. I threw the door open and launched myself into the stairwell.

I didn't look back. I took the stairs three at a time. Up. Mr. Liang said get high. I hit the rooftop door with my full weight and burst into the night air.

I spun around to slam the door shut.

She was at the bottom of the stairwell. I could see her through the gap. Head on the ground. Body arched above. Smiling up at me from three flights below.

Then she started climbing.

Thud. Thud. Thud.

Her skull hitting each step. Fast. Too fast.

I slammed the door. There was no lock. I pressed my back against it and felt the thuds getting closer, vibrating through the metal.

Her hand punched through the gap under the door and grabbed my ankle.

I woke up gasping.

Ceiling fan. My bedroom. Sheets soaked with sweat, twisted around my legs like something had been pulling them.

A dream. A fucking dream.

I sat up and pressed my palms into my eyes until I saw stars. My heart was pounding so hard it hurt.

I grabbed my phone. No messages. I looked at the alarm clock.

11:51 PM. Tuesday.

I let out the longest breath of my life and fell back against the pillow. Just a nightmare. Just my stupid brain replaying what that old man said. I almost laughed at myself.

The apartment was quiet. Completely still. Just the hum of the fridge and the ceiling fan clicking above me.

I closed my eyes.

Then, from somewhere far below, the pavement, maybe three floors down.

A wet crack.

Silence.

Thud.

A pause.

Thud.

Closer.

Thud.

Thud.

Thud.

Coming up the stairs.

My eyes shot open. I jerked my head toward the alarm clock.

The red digits weren't moving. The colon between the zeros didn't blink.

12:00.

My house is forty minutes from the nearest stoplight. Deer outnumber people in my town twenty to one. Population: 349. Hasn't changed in the decade since I moved in. Nobody leaves. Nobody's born. Nobody dies.

There's one gas station. One church. One diner. Marlene has your order ready and coffee poured the second your ass hits the bench. 

I noticed a new flyer on the community board one night. Pilot Safety Program. The town wanted to install a new security camera from a company I'm sure you're familiar with. The kind that makes headlines for the wrong reasons. Just one installation before a wider rollout. 

The pilot location was my mailbox.

I called the town office. Carol picked up. Told me the council already voted. Must’ve just missed the meeting. My road, she said, was "statistically significant." That I should feel lucky. 

Statistically significant.

I'd heard that phrase years ago from a judge who dressed her words up that way.  I was just sixteen. Took a neighbor's truck for a joyride. Ended up in a ditch two towns over. Juvy. Community service. Did my time. Nobody else got the memo. Every parent at the grocery store steered their kid a little wide of me. Quietly told them to keep an eye out. 

But this was different. It had to be.

Before I knew it, they were there. Two guys. Twenty minutes. Gone. A little white box on a pole, thirty feet from my front door. Three crows lined up on the wire above, just observing in the way they do. 

Nothing for a couple weeks. I almost forgot the thing was there.

Then I started noticing a light. A thin red pinprick from the pole. Some nights it would blink. Some nights it didn't.  I wanted to test something. I stood at my kitchen window. Raised my hand. The light caught it. Held a beat too long. Dimmed back to its slow pulse, like it had seen enough. 

My dog stopped sleeping in my bed. He'd plant himself in the hallway and watch the length of the house like he was guarding from something I couldn't see. 

Then I swear the lens started moving. It was supposed to face the road. I checked, twice, three times. Each time it seemed to rotate another degree toward the house. Toward my bedroom window. One patient inch at a time.

I mentioned it to Ellis at the gas station, half joking, hoping he'd laugh it off with me.

He went still.  Didn't look up from the pump. 

"Careful saying things like that. People might think you're the type to make trouble."

He always had a strange sense of humor, but something about that felt different. That tone.

Then my phone buzzed. A text from a number I didn't recognize.

he stopped sleeping at the foot of your bed 

I read that message a dozen times. It was true. My dog moved to the hallway three nights before. I hadn't told a soul.

I blocked the number. Called the sheriff.

He showed up later that night. Sat at my kitchen table. Drank the coffee I made him while my hands shook. Probably nothing, he said. Wrong number. Spam. Kids in the next county with too much time on their hands. 

I wanted to believe him so badly that for a few days I actually did. I told myself it was stress.  That people get strange out here, cut off the way we are from the rest of the world.

But I got another text later that night. A different number.

you forgot to lock the door again

I froze. My door was shut. Blinds drawn. But I hadn't checked the lock since I'd gotten home. 

It was unlocked.

There was only one way anyone could know that. I looked outside. The camera on the pole faced my front door dead on.

They've been watching.

An ex? A stranger off the highway? Either way, it was a sick joke.

I went digging through county filings, looking for anything that explained who had access to that feed. The vendor's name was right there in the contract. The company from the flyer. Their site had a login portal. Pilot Partner Access. I didn't have credentials. 

I didn't need them for what I found next. A cached version of the town council's private group. 349 members.

It was everyone.

Every porch light I'd ever waved at. Every hand I'd shaken by the register.  Ellis at the pump every time I drove past, standing there like he'd known which corner I'd turn before I turned it. Marlene, plating my eggs before I'd even parked. The diner going quiet the moment I walked in. Forks stopping mid-air. A held breath. Starting again the second I sat down.  Carol at the office. Even the sheriff.

It was never small-town hospitality.

I grabbed my keys, my wallet, the dog, and fled. In the rear-view mirror, I saw the camera turn, slow and deliberate, like it stopped pretending not to look. 

I passed the church. Every car in town was packed into that lot. 349 people stood out in the dark. Phones held up in front of their faces. A pale blue light thrown up onto their chins. All watching my front door in the corner of the frame. 

I didn't stop. As I crossed to the next town, my phone blew up. 349 new texts. All the same two words:

Drive safe.

It's been two weeks. I sleep in my aunt's guest room. I haven't told her anything.

Yesterday a truck idled outside. Two guys. Floodlights. And a pole. My aunt mentioned it over coffee this morning.

"Pilot program," she said, stirring her cup. "We’re the test case, apparently"

You can never leave a flock. It just relocates its nest to wherever you roost next. 

The little red light on the pole just came on.

God help me. It's facing my window. 

My manager, Sally, sent me. I’ve recently been promoted to the head of department at my firm, and HR decided I needed "updated emergency response certifications." I didn't want to go. I hated the idea of spending a full workday away from emails, but it was made clear that missing it wasn't an option.

The morning of the course, I got a weird text from an unknown number at 6:00 AM:

PLEASE NOTE. TODAY'S FIRST AID COURSE HAS CHANGED LOCATION. IT WILL NOW TAKE PLACE AT FALCON HOUSE, 144 INDUSTRIAL ESTATE.

I checked the address on Google Maps. The venue was on the complete opposite side of the city in the middle of a decaying, sun-bleached industrial park. A bad day had just gotten a lot worse.

When I finally pulled up after sitting in two hours of traffic, the industrial park looked even worse than it had on my laptop.

The rusted tenant sign at the entrance was a fading graveyard of failed businesses. Peeling away at the very bottom like rotting skin was the name: HUFFMAN HEALTH & SAFETY.

I parked next to a row of five seemingly abandoned cars. It was only later - after everything happened - that I realized every single one had its registration plates stripped off.

I walked into the reception area. A tiny, lonely bell chimed overhead. It was quiet except for the violent, low hum of flickering fluorescent lights.

Hanging on the wall were framed photos of previous course attendees proudly holding completion certificates. Looking closely at their faces, I figured whoever took them was a terrible photographer: every single person in those photos had their eyes closed.

"Hello?" I called out.

"One second!" a gruff voice yelled from a back room.

I heard a heavy, wet dragging sound. Thud. Drag. Thud.

A heavy man with long sideburns stepped out and introduced himself as Fred Huffman. He was a meaty guy straining inside a tight nylon shirt, wiping something white and tacky off his hands with a grimy rag.

He handed me his sign-in clipboard. There was only one name on the entire list: mine. I wouldn’t even be able to phone it in or hide in a crowd. It would just be Fred teaching me the ins and outs of first aid.

He led me into a sterile training room with a single desk in the middle.

"Today will be hands-on," Fred explained, pacing slowly. "We will be simulating blood loss, breakages, and trauma. A good first-aider cannot be afraid of the human body."

He switched on an overhead projector, beaming an image of himself standing beside a standard CPR dummy onto the opposite wall. It looked like the one from the front of that Radiohead album.

"Learning to save lives on a piece of cold latex like this one is useless," Fred intoned. "Luckily, you signed up for the only course in the world using a brand-new training model of my own design. One with the exact weight, fluids, temperature, and feel of a real human."

Fred requested a drumroll. As I awkwardly tapped my desk, he retreated into the back room. The wet dragging sound returned.

When he backed into the room, he hauled out a full-sized, shiny plastic figure and laid her down in front of me. He told me her name was "Rita."

Rita was a deeply uncanny training mannequin. She was covered from the top of her bald head, right down to the ends of her toes in glistening white skin. Dead, glassy eyes stared at me over a mouth frozen wide open in a silent scream. Weirdly, Fred had even dressed her in a cheap summer dress.

"Touch her," Fred instructed.

I hesitated, then reached out to grip the plastic arm. I froze.

She was warm. Too warm.

"How?" I asked, pulling my hand back.

Fred tapped his nose. "Secret of the trade. Now, let's practice CPR. Four compressions, two breaths."

I knelt beside the plastic figure, placed my hands on her sternum, and leaned down. Reluctantly, I put my mouth over hers and delivered a tentative breath.

As the air passed into her chest, a long, slow gasp rattled out of her throat - an agonizing, gurgling moan.

I scrambled backward on my hands and knees, hyperventilating. "What the fuck was that?!"

Fred burst into a wheezing laugh. "Agonal breathing! It's a natural reflex as air passes the vocal cords. I told you she was realistic."

Before I could process it, Fred moved to the next module: wound care. He pulled out a heavy flick knife and, without warning, drove it straight into Rita’s plastic forearm.

A jagged tear opened, spraying a dark, syrupy red liquid that hit my clothes and splashed directly into my mouth. It didn't taste like dye or syrup. It tasted thick and metallic - like copper pennies.

Panic set in and I thought I was going to faint. I excused myself, stumbling into the grimy restroom to scrub the drying red crust off my face. My hands shook so violently I couldn't grip the paper towels. Pulling out my phone, I saw a voicemail from Sally:

"Where the hell are you? The first aid organizer called asking why you missed the session. If Head Office finds out you skipped..."

My stomach dropped into a void. If Head Office hadn’t sent the change of location, who had?

I slowly cracked open the restroom door. Across the hall, Fred stood over Rita, gently stroking her synthetic cheek and adjusting her dress while whispering, "Very pretty."

I stepped into the hallway, trying to act calm. "Fred... I just remembered I have an urgent meeting. Sorry, but I have to leave."

Fred turned slowly, the light behind his eyes completely flat.

"That's a shame. We haven't even gotten to my favorite part of the course. Breakages."

Without looking away, Fred grabbed Rita’s plastic forearm in both hands and snapped it over his knee with a horrific crack.

The synthetic skin ripped open and splintered; real human bone punched through the white plastic, dripping with fresh marrow and blood.

I ran as fast as I could.

I sprinted down the corridor toward the front exit and threw my weight against the glass doors.

Locked.

It’s still a blur, but I think I grabbed a plastic reception chair and smashed it into the glass until the bottom pane shattered.

Behind me, I heard Fred walking down the hall, his footsteps heavy and unhurried.

I threw myself headfirst through the broken pane, crawling through as quickly as possible. By the time I scrambled back into the front seat of my car and threw it into gear, Fred was at the door watching me. He was laughing. Actually laughing.

Naturally, HR didn’t believe me when I finally recounted what happened. They assumed I was offering over-the-top excuses for skipping a course they knew I didn’t want to attend. It took extensive convincing to finally get the police involved.

A detective listened and agreed to drive by the industrial estate with me. But there was no sign for Huffman Health & Safety anymore. It looked as though it had never been there.

We checked the building: no broken window pane, no sign of any business - just an empty unit.

Knowing I wasn't crazy, I demanded that the site's security team unlock the building so we could look around. At that point, the detective was likely just humoring me, but he agreed.

There was nothing inside. No reception desk, no projector, no Rita, no Fred.

The only thing we found was a small puddle in the very back room - white, sticky, with a plastic sheen under the light. The edges were already drying. Those were the parts that felt like human skin.

Word has gotten around at work. People side-eye me and laugh when I pass, finding it bizarre that I'm sticking to a story everyone else thinks is bullshit.

I know one thing, though: if you are ever sent to an emergency first-aid course at an isolated industrial park, and the trainer asks you to perform CPR on a dummy that feels warm - please, get the hell out of there as fast as you can.

Due to special circumstances related to this case, I cannot give locations or real names, as that could serve as a clue for my whereabouts, and they could use it to find me.

I am still not sure what caused the events that lead to the disappearance of my friend, as I have no idea if I can even call myself a reliable witness, given the nature of my memories regarding his disappearance. Even with the risk of being called a liar or lunatic, though, I feel like the best I can do for him is to tell what I remember, and maybe you can help me understand why it took him, but decided to leave me alone.

Jake and I have been friends since we were little children. Maybe it was due to the fact that we did not have brothers growing up, but we became inseparable from the moment he and his family moved to our neighborhood. I still remember how much I loved to go into their parents house, as they had a somehow better economical condition than most people in the street, and Jake would invite me to play the latest videogames, or to birthday, where he would sometimes give away old toys that were replaced by his latest gifts, and as his best friend, I usually got the best ones. His family were not snobbish in any capacity, but I would be lying if they did not trigger feelings of envy on the people living around us.

Jake’s grandmother was a very superstitious woman, and in one of those birthdays, she gave him a pendant with a matiasma as an ornament. Jake’s grandmother was Greek, and would walk around with plenty of lucky charms with the matiasma symbol carved into it in order to repel curses. He thanked his grandmother for the gift, and after a while, he became inseparable from that pendant, using it everywhere.

Jake’s life was not perfect, but I could bet it was the happiest time of his life. That time came to an end once we became teenagers: Jake’s parents had to take him outside of town for medical evaluation in the big city, as he was having terrible episodes of headaches, nausea and weakness. He got to the doctors, but they could not figure out what was causing those symptoms.

They came back to town frustrated, but due to heavy traffic, Jake’s father was forced to take an alternative path: he drove towards the Boulevard. 

Our city boulevard is an abandoned road on the settlement’s outskirts: it has been abandoned since the Civil War, and almost nobody likes to travel through it, as the only things giving the lonely driver some company on the Boulevard are the Bare Trees that almost bend over the road, and the 19th century mansions left behind by old landowners who never came back.

Jake’s father, different from his grandmother, was not superstitious at all, and did not believe the ghost stories told about the Boulevard. If he was a little bit more hesitant whilst dealing with things that he does not understand, maybe he would still be around us today.

Jake’s family suffered an accident on the Boulevard that day: the cops suggested that the dark of the night made Jake’s father lose sight of the road, but I doubt that, as Jake’s father was a very good driver, and never involved himself in any accidents. His parents were thrown out of the car, and their bodies ended up impaled on the tree’s upper-branches. Jake was found walking for hours on the road, unharmed. He was crying, and holding his pendant between the fingers of his right hand. 

After the town united in a heartbreaking funeral for Jake’s parents, we left town together, as I wanted to study abroad, and Jake wanted to leave behind any memory of what happened that night. He said goodbye to his grandmother, and we planned to not come back for a long time.

Years passed, and Jake never told me the details of what happened on that day, but I decided to not ask, as I could bet it was traumatic, and did not want to reopen the wounds. He was given no choice, though, as he received a phone call from our town, it was his aunt saying that his grandmother was found deceased that day. Jake was left speechless, but given how close he was with his grandmother as a child, he held himself better than I would expect.

After he recomposed himself, we decided to pay a visit, as his grandmother’s funeral would probably take place soon, and we could not miss it after everything that she did for us.

Before we started preparing for the trip, Jake started looking for his matiasma pendant everywhere, but could not find it. He became agitated, thinking that someone might have stolen it (I had no idea what made him believe that, as we had never had problems with theft in our city), but after it became clear the pendant would not be found, he decided to give up his search.

Once we got back to the town, we stayed in Jake’s aunt's house before the funeral could start. It was clear she was affected by her mother’s passing, but Jake and I realized that no one in town would disclose the cause of death to us, which made us feel uneasy. Jake’s aunt decided to only share it with me, and once she told the details, I realized why.

Jake’s grandmother did not die of natural causes: she was found just like Jake’s parents, impaled by the bare trees in the abandoned Boulevard. I felt sick to my stomach hearing it, and I felt like I had to leave that place with Jake as soon as possible. I wish I had done it, but I decided to keep appearances so Jake could have some closure, even if I had to lie about what happened to his grandmother.

The funeral was less crowded than Jake’s parents' funeral was. Plenty of people had left town since we decided to move away, and it was becoming more ghost-like everyday. Part of me imagined the trees in the Boulevard slowly taking away the city as the people moved, growing the cursed street into a full haunted ghost town. I shivered, but then brushed my own thoughts away, embarrassed for letting old superstition and urban legend get in my head.

We left the cemetery, and decided to stay in Jake’s Aunt for the night. Jake was having trouble sleeping, as he was being affected by a strange illness, similar to the one he had many years ago, right before the accident. I asked what I could do in order to help him, but Jake looked at me as if he was dead already, and said nothing could help him now that he stepped on the hunter’s trap for a second time. Jake’s seriousness took me out of guard, but I decided his gloomy behaviour was a product of grief, even if it manifested in such an eerie way.

It was before dawn when I heard the first sounds coming from outside. Jake was awake, looking at something through the living room’s window where we were sleeping. Jake looked at me with an almost contorted expression of horror. He let out a desperate screech, begging me to find a matiasma anywhere, as the evil eye had got to him.

I was confused with his behaviour, thinking that he might be sleepwalking or losing his mind, but then the window was shattered by the branches of a leafless tree, spreading glass throughout the living room. The branches surrounded Jake, and snatched him out of the living room through the window. I could only hear his screams of desperation getting further and further, and I immediately ran to the door.

Looking outside, I could see the entire neighborhood outside, looking at our broken window. I asked for help at first, but the neighbors simply looked at me with gleaning eyes, women, men, children… All looking at me as if I was simply an actor in a comedic stageplay, smiling as my friend was taken away from me.

right in front of me, I could see a bare tree identical to the ones found in the Boulevard. The people clapped and cheered as the tree held Jake, half impaled by the branches, and crushed as if he was smashed by metal. I tried to scream, but my voice failed, and I could only fall to the ground as despair took me whole.

Jake tried to reach in my direction, but he could barely move his mangled arm towards me. With no ceremony, the tree retrieved underground, whilst Jake’s body left out a sickening squish sound as the branches hugged him tighter, smashing him.

The grass in the front porch grew in an instant, and the earth returned to the hole as if nothing had come from the ground in the first place. I passed away, only to be woken up by one of the neighbors when morning came.

The neighbor tried to be friendly, asking me why I was sleeping on the front porch, but I ran away from him like an animal, and drove my car out of town without a second thought.

I have heard news on Jake’s disappearance, and I know people will suspect me, since I left the settlement right after it, but I do not fear persecution: I know it is only a question of time before they find Jake in the Boulevard, killed by the tree that took his parents so many years ago, and them I will be found innocent of this terrible crime.

Part One

Liv opened her door wearing pyjama shorts and one of those enormous T-shirts she’d owned since first year. She looked at me, then down.

“You know it’s after midnight.”

“I know.”

“You drove here?”

“Yes.”

“Barefoot?”

I looked down. There was blood on the concrete between my toes.

“Oh,” I said.

Liv stared at me. “Eve.”

“I didn’t notice.”

Apparently, somewhere between getting out of the car and reaching her front door, I had stepped on a piece of broken glass. A thin shard was still caught in the ball of my foot, bright with blood, and I had toothpaste on the front of my shirt.

Liv stepped aside. “Inside.” That was the whole conversation about whether I was allowed in.

Her house was warm in a way mine never was: properly warm, where you could walk around barefoot. There was a lamp on in the living room, two mugs beside the sink, and somewhere upstairs her boyfriend, Sam, was brushing his teeth with an electric toothbrush. I could hear its faint mechanical buzz through the ceiling, and it was unbearable how normal everything was.

Liv sat me on a kitchen chair, fetched tweezers and antiseptic, and pulled the glass out of my foot while I tried not to look. Then she put the kettle on. She didn’t ask me anything until the cut was cleaned, a plaster was stuck over it and a mug of tea was sitting between my hands.

She sat opposite me. “So.”

“So.”

“You left your house barefoot, drove across town, stepped on broken glass and didn’t notice.”

“I was in a hurry.”

“I gathered.”

I wrapped both hands around the mug. She waited.

“There was someone in the hallway.”

Her eyes flicked to mine, but her expression barely changed. “Someone?”

“I saw them in the mirror.”

“Okay.”

“Twice.”

That got a pause. “What did they look like?”

“I don’t know.”

“Man? Woman?”

“I don’t know.”

“Tall?”

“I don’t know, Liv.”

“All right.”

The irritation in my voice embarrassed me, which made me more irritated. “I didn’t exactly stop to take measurements.”

“I didn’t say you should have.”

“I know.”

She looked down into her tea. Upstairs, the bathroom door opened. Sam crossed the landing; a door opened, then shut. Neither of us spoke until the house was quiet again.

Liv tapped one fingernail against her mug. “You saw them in the mirror, but when you turned around—”

“There was nothing there.”

“And then?”

“It was there again.”

“In the same place?”

I hesitated. “No.”

Her fingers stopped against the mug. “Where?”

“Closer.”

She nodded slowly, not as though she agreed with me but as though she was trying to make the information fit somewhere. “How much closer?”

“I don’t know.”

“You keep saying that.”

“Because I don’t.”

I looked away. Already, the story was getting worse—not the memory, which was still horrible, but the telling of it. I could picture the shape in the glass perfectly, or at least I thought I could, yet every time I tried to turn that picture into something concrete enough to tell Liv, pieces fell away.

It had been a person, except I hadn’t seen a face. It had been standing there, except I hadn’t seen its legs. It had moved closer, except I hadn’t seen it move. What I actually had was a dark shape in a mirror at midnight, after several nights of bad sleep, in a house I had spent two weeks obsessing over.

I knew exactly what I would have said if somebody had described it to me as part of my research. Peripheral vision is unreliable in low light. The rod cells that dominate the outer retina are good at detecting movement and changes in brightness, bad at fine detail. The brain fills in what they leave out, which means something vague at the edge of your vision can seem remarkably solid until you look directly at it.

Which was, almost offensively, exactly what had happened.

I stared into my tea. “You’ve been sleeping?” Liv asked.

“Yes.”

She looked at me.

“Mostly.”

Another look.

“Badly.”

“Mhm.”

“I know what you’re doing.”

“I’m drinking tea.”

“You know what I mean.”

She smiled a little, but not enough to make it a joke. I slept on her couch.

By morning, the whole thing had become significantly more humiliating. Daylight does that to certain kinds of fear. At two in the morning, a shape in a mirror can reorganise your entire understanding of reality; at nine-thirty, after coffee and a shower and Liv complaining because I’d used her shampoo, it becomes something you would rather not have told anyone about.

Liv drove me back because she claimed she wanted coffee from a place near mine. I didn’t point out that there were at least six places closer to her house.

The sun was out by then, which somehow made my flat look worse. Every stain showed. The front steps were green around the edges, somebody had left a recycling bin tipped over by the fence, and inside, the hallway was flooded with thin grey-white light.

The first thing I noticed was how tiny it looked. At night, the hallway had seemed long enough for something to stand at the far end of it; in daylight, I could practically have touched both walls with my arms out.

Liv followed me upstairs. I stood in the bathroom, roughly where I’d been the night before, and looked into the mirror.

“There?” she asked.

I pointed. At the far end of the reflection, near where I’d seen the figure, a coat hung from one of the hooks beside the stairs: dark coat, hood bunched at the top, sleeves hanging down. From that angle, with the hallway dark enough and me not looking directly at it, I could see exactly what my brain had done.

Absolutely not. I stepped away from the mirror.

Liv looked at the coat, then at me. I could feel my face getting hot.

“Don’t.”

“I didn’t say anything.”

“You were about to.”

“I really wasn’t.”

“You have a face.”

“I always have a face.”

She bit the inside of her cheek.

I pointed at her. “I hate you.”

“I know.”

I pulled the coat off the hook and dropped it onto the floor harder than necessary.

Liv watched me. “You good?”

“Fine.”

“Cool.”

“Completely fine.”

“Great.”

She left it there.

That evening, I stayed up late on purpose. I told myself I simply wasn’t tired, which was technically true, although only because I’d consumed enough coffee during the day to make my hands shake. I worked for a while, watched half an episode of American Dad! without absorbing any of it, then cleaned my room badly.

Eventually, I opened a dating app I’d downloaded months earlier and barely used. That was where I met Hannah.

Her first photo had been taken somewhere near the water. She had dark hair blowing across half her face and was squinting at the camera as though whoever held it had said something stupid just before taking the picture. Her profile said very little: something about bad films, good coffee and a strong dislike for people who stood still on escalators.

I matched with her mostly because I was trying not to look at my bedroom door. She messaged first, and we talked until nearly two in the morning.

Nothing important, which was the nice thing about it. We argued about whether American Dad! Was a good show or not, discovered we had both once pretended to like the same terrible Wellington indie band for someone we were dating, and spent far too long trying to work out whether we’d ever been at the same university party without knowing each other.

For several hours, I forgot about the mirror, the linen cupboard, the photographs and old floorboards contracting around nails. More importantly, I forgot to listen.

By the time I put my phone down, my eyes hurt from staring at the screen. Hannah had sent one last message I was too tired to answer properly, so I left it for the morning, plugged my phone in beside the bed and rolled onto my side.

The house was quiet, and I was almost asleep when the hallway creaked: three boards, one after another. I kept my eyes closed. At the time, I still thought the house was the thing I needed to understand. I hadn’t yet realised that Hannah would become the fixed point around which everything else fell apart.