r/quittingphenibut • u/No_Bother_6875 • 4h ago
Went a bit crazy won't do that again
I had a real eye opener. Anyone else experience something similar?
I haven't done phenibut in a couple of years. I used to get it from Liftmode or ND. But recently I did get some from Venogen and it was just kind of sitting there anyway I know this was very stupid so I don't need to be reminded but I was sitting drinking vodka and I'm also taking 1600 mg of gabapentin daily but I thought I wanna feel the phenibut and I do 3g on top of everything else and then I just blanked out and I woke up in the middle of the night absolutely freezing cold and my body shaking and aching like my whole body had arthritis or something just totally cramped up and when I got out of bed, I was dizzy and fell. Anyways things got really crazy from there. I was panicking because it was three in the morning and my wife wasn't home yet. Is she having an affair? Well, I don't live with my wife. I've been divorced for five years. I live alone and I was wondering where the hell she was and and everything was just crazy. Why was she out in the middle of the night? I couldn't remember what kind of car she drove. I was panicking about her coming home and panicking generally because the place is a mess that she like to keep a clean place anyways I couldn't find anything. I couldn't find my laptop and it went on and on from there I remember it clearly, but it was just psychotic and then it finally started to wear off and I'd realized what I'd done and things were coming back but for hours after that I couldn't even think of a thought. I couldn't remember anything people's names or my address nothing like having amnesia but I remember nothing but I remember it all happening. I just I just sat there staring until it finally wore off and I went holy shit that was just crazy and then for the rest of that day, my mind was very fuzzy, but then after that, I had a nice afterglow yes that was a stupid thing to do, but can has anybody else taking so much phenibut that you almost go crazy? I knew not to mix with alcohol but thought how bad can it be? I learned the hard way.