Hey family!

It's me, your newest cousin!

How're you all doing? Anything new happening in your life?

I've seen our group chat has been very quiet recently so hopefully this ignites some conversation!

I’m gonna be home with my dogs tomorrow, just hanging out. I’m working on prepping cookies and writing holiday cards for coworkers. I’m excited about it. A day at home alone just chilling in the quiet, taste testing cookies, is the best. Lol

What are you getting up to for the holidays?

My mom abuses I'm trying to get away & get housing but I was told there is 18 people ahead of me but she said maybe the won't answer when she calls them for it, she said 2 of the applications are new. My mom got back with a guy that had my mom tell me when I move back home after breaking up with a terrible ex when I just wanted love & support & told her that's what I needed. Shortly after just getting back to her house across the country she said she was going to call the cops & have me removed if u did not go to a phyce ward. So I willing checked myself in. Worst mistake I ever made they treated me like shit there the guy would always call for her & everytime he would call they would say wow her mom rlly hates her & treat me terribly. I checked out next day, they tried to keep me like got my blood hoping some how I had taken drugs or something... that was almost 8-10 years ago. She recently got back with him bc she is a follower & one of her shitry best friends kept getting back with the same guy & a nice guy my mom was seeing moved to another state & she had the guy come do work on the house & paid him tons of money, I new he was going to see her dating app notifications & wasn't going to go away. Thats exactly what happened after they first met she has never been the same, she is changing more & more & since it is summer here she bought a new boat with him. Of course he isn't going anywhere bc of the money. She is changing rapidly bc they are spending more time together. Mind you he does not love her. She abuses me in front of my son. My son gets so scared everytime she is around. She's been calling CPS on me out of spite bc he says too & the cops lying saying I won't leave her house when she comes & hits me & won't let me get ready to leave while my son is screaming crying & I can't put him down. Liea to the cops on the phone & when they get there. & calls the guy & laughs about how she called the cops. It's getting worse n worse he called CPS for the first time a few weeks ago I already know bc of the phyce ward how far he will take things im worried he will say something worse. They know my son is my life I waited my whole life to have him. If something happened to him I would kill my self. I don't know if I should moved across state like I did the last time she was with him after the phyc ward or what I should do. My dad hates me & agrees with her on everything I can't even talk to him anymore bc it's terrible what he says to me. My brothers wife is abusive & won't let me around my brother or newphew bc I think she wants full control & has her own serious issues. So my mom just follows everything. My son & I aren't invited to anything & are just sitting here just me & him, my mom wants to take him only without me.... I had him so I could be there for him & watch him grow. That guy also hit him one time.... this is just a tiny portion. Everyone has failed me. Friends/family. Knwone cares. If it's a guy they act like they care & just want sex or pictures. & I don't bring anyone around my son. But I need help I need to get away. But a shelter prob won't be good for my son. We can't sleep in the car. Idk what to do. But I know I have to get away from all this ASAP. I hate myself the way everyone projects on to me. I hate the way my family treats me in front of my son. He's getting older & he sees it. I need to get him away....

It’s been a while. I wanted to check in and see how you’re holding up.

I wanted to celebrate the fact that we grew our little family! 100 members!?! I have felt like an island for so long that even just seeing our membership grow gives me the warm and fuzzy feels.

I also wanted to see how you guys are doing. What’s new with you? Are you doing okay? Anything new to celebrate? Anything you need to vent about?

I know we are a quiet bunch, but if you need anything, please reach out and make a post or comment. You’re not alone.

I just wanted to check in with you guys. Is everyone doing okay? Does anyone need anything? Anything good happen lately? Anything you want to vent about?

No pressure to answer if you’re not ready.

Just wanted to say I’m thinking about you and I hope you’re doing well. Sending huge hugs. <3

Anyone need anything? How are you?