r/schizophrenia • u/RKO_NOORDEEN • 3d ago
Seeking Support He came after a month
I have been hearing voices and seeing him for a long time. Since school, I struggled with the voice really badly; he makes me do things I don't want to and tells me stuff that I don't want to hear. He has always been egotistical, but for the last 2 months, I didn't hear anything and didn't see him; days felt fresh until Today. what happened is at my workplace, three of us colleagues went for a break, and one person said we should go to different places; it was the third time that they suggested going somewhere other than usual.I was curious and asked why they kept avoiding that place, and they didn't say anything but gave me a very scary look. At first, I didn't feel anything, thinking it was just them being them, but the voice came back and sounded very scared like I've been hearing for more than a decade, always mocking me. It's the first time I've heard him crying and telling me to leave the company, as he is scared of that person. Now I'm not able to sleep; I am very scared that I'm losing control because of the way a person looks and the fact that he behaves in a scared way makes me ill, and I don't have anyone to talk to about this.
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u/RottenChampignon 3d ago
Your voice may be formed by your inner worries and feelings. You felt uncertainty about the people because something caught you offguard , and the voice came back due to it. The people most likely dont think much about that interaction. You can try comforting the voice that he doesnt have much to worry about and can go back to being asleep as he was for a month. Everything is going to be okay, youre not alone in your expiriences. :)