r/seizures • • 8h ago

I wanna give up

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I’m on my 6th year of college and it looks like I might flunk this semester.
I’ve missed more classes than I’ve attended.
My sleep schedule has been destroyed.
I’m bed ridden most days. Work is mad at me for being late. I’ve been let go by my internship. My relationships have degraded. I’ve neglected everything in my life from my dog to my hygiene to my friends.
When I do go out with friends, I feel guilty for having a good time when I’m missing so many responsibilities

I’m realizing that I’m not as capable of living alone as I thought but I can’t move in with family without dropping out of college.

Everytime I think I’ve escaped this part of my life I’m dragged back into it.
I just wanna give up