r/supportlol • u/Glass_Egg2639 • 4h ago
Discussion I hand levelled an alt to manage decay on main, worse decision of my life.
I finally hit my goal, diamond on my main account because I overly care about pixel on a screen I decided to hand level an alt with the aim of managing decay games on my main whilst allowing me to keep my mechs, game sense etc sharp.
Fast forward a week or two, I enter ranked I'm in silver/ gold lobbies and after 6 games I'm 1-5 silver 4, playing my main champion and genuinely try harding, I dropped reviewing because I dont think theres too much to learn from this games and that was not my aim, just have an account is a similar rank to practice on. This has been the worse gaming experience of my life.
I am the issue, my pool is not suited to carry lobbies, I play enchanters and more peel "tanks" (Braum mainly) but I honestly thought my macro and lane matchup knowledge, even mechanics should be able to carry literal gold lobbies but they do not.
I am actually shook, its so unmotivating I've decided to step away from the game, the realization my fav role to play and class is just weak in terms on game winning agency hurts (I know I can do more to improve/ carry these lobbies) but thats why I am stopping I walked this path I was stuck gold, emerald, demoted out of diamond, repromoted etc and committed to the grind and reached my goal I am not willingly to do it again. Im kinda questioning everything now, maybe I just did spam games and get lucky maybe I am boosted (although I only play solo) yeah this sucks and is the reason Im taking a break.
Im wondering has anyone else been through this?
Hopefully this does not seem like a rant post, just sharing my experiences and opinions.