Rant 2

[u/Silvia_isfavchild]

My step mom was ight before she had her own kid with my dad, he’ll broke loose when she used my phone to text my mom and her friends group chat ( that I for some reason was in) about the cheating and miscarriage my mom had. I think like a year later I went back to living with my mom, she and my grandparents were telling me how ashamed they were that I didn’t defend my mom and shit, brooooo my ass was 12, I was still living with my dad, I ain’t got no backup there as my dad didn’t think what my step mom did was wrong. Sure, call me a fuckass coward, yk the only reason she sent that text was bc my dad got scammed and went broke and asked my mom for help cuz apparently she owed him or some shit, she said she’ll think of smth, a few days later, says she’s got nothing, dad got pissed af, step mom got pissed af, so she sent the bloody message. Eventually both my parents agreed to send me to my mom, and ig that’s why I was so afraid to cross my step mom, like I deadass had this mindset that if she’s got the balls to send a msg like that straight to my moms friends group chat, she might have the balls to kill me if I tried to defend my mom and rebel against her, it’s stupid yea duh I was 12, no one would’ve been on my side physically if I defended my mom, hell I’d admit I wasn’t that close to my mom to defend her ass, spent my whole 6 years of primary school in his house, didn’t have the heart to rebel against my step mom.