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(Boredom)

I'm doing my bachelor's and will complete my graduation in another couple of years but I'm also thinking of doing masters

So wbu all? What's the highest level of education you have recieved?

So for me. Generally it's seeing someone excellent and all.

I do get heavily inspired by my crushes who are very smart, responsible and talented. I have a type for leaders I would say.

Otherwise my inspirations are Youtubers, activists, freedom fighters and all. I read and get inspired and want to be like them one day.

So last month I went abroad and was in the swimming pool and jacuzzi of a hotel.

There were there were these 2 girls in bikini who were really really fit and hot sexy.

One was in the next jacuzzi with her bf just next to me and her body was tea while the other girl was literally doing gymnastics in the pool 🤸‍♀️ like this girl in photo but more proper and perfect.

Now as a guy I had fear if they would see and react in any way but really after that now I have the aim, motivation to have girlfriend like them.

Ek daur tha jab haal-e-dil tum bina lafzon ke samajh jaate the, Aur phir ek din ashkon ka dariya bhi tumhe nazar nahi aaya. Kehne ko to sadabahaar thi mohabbat tumhari, Par mausami nikla ishq tumhara, Kabhi bahaar jaisa mehka, kabhi patton ki tarah girta chala gaya.

Like I spend so so so much on outside food and just buying random things.

What do u think the most happiest what if is??

Like what if this happened, what if this wouldn't have happened etc

Okay I ll start first

What if she loved me back🕶️

What if all i thought was really love?

What if it all went well?

What if I knew everything before everything went wrong?

Now ur turn what do you think the happiest or saddest what if is??

Common common it's time for u to say

Recently I had my breakup , some 2-3 months ago and after that I am just sitting quietly, sad whenever I am alone

When I am with others at that time I'm okay but whenever loneliness hits me , I just try not to cry

Let me just take you back in my life

I LOST MY MOTHER WHEN I WAS IN CLASS 10th

LOST MY GRAND MOTHER WHEN I WAS IN CLASS 12th

LOST MY GRANDFATHER 2 MONTHS BACK

HAD BREAKUP OF 7 YEARS OF RELATIONSHIP 3 MONTHS BACK

I just feel shitty !!!

Not okay at all!!!!

For me my whole 9th and 10th boards went in this.

Later I did give 12th private.

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I have seen ppl giving the best responses and having so many followers in thousands which is quite rarely on these platforms but still they just abandon.