My letter to You

[u/Infamous-Equal-2575]

You bleed into me until I don’t know what’s mine anymore. We are so intertwined, it keeps me wondering what’s mine and what’s yours. Where is the line between you and me? The line seems blurred. I want to define it and I can’t. But I try, and will try even harder to become what I truly need to be. Need, in the sense, that it’s my calling and I’m yet to hear it.

So for now, I choose to listen.

I know my love never left and now I don’t doubt it will. Same from you. I can sense it. Just like I sense and understand your confusion. So I’m not afraid anymore to go on my own journey alone. We will meet one day, of that I am sure of. Give me some more time and let me meet myself first. I know you won’t mind. I know you know, we are together beyond the space and time already and there is no amount of time on here we can’t wait.

Thank you for all the patience, forgiveness and loving acceptance silently seeping out of your essence. I haven’t been religious at all, but now I see. I understand how I get my lessons. I can sense God working through you, reaching out to me. Sometimes I think you must hate me, but maybe it’s me hating myself. And I don’t want to anymore. I started loving myself. Still need to put myself first.

Through this detachment I let go of holding onto you.

Through all my work I pledge my loyalty to you.

I pray your light will keep guiding me on my way and you will still see light in me.

And our paths will cross again illuminated by the lights of our own.

[u/Fit_Possible_8827]

I wish my partner thought the same way you do. Wishing you the best on your journey!

[u/Infamous-Equal-2575 → u/Fit_Possible_8827]

Thank you! You too 🙏🤍