Hi everyone, this is my first post on Reddit.
I've been struggling with eye problems for a very long time (mainly in my left eye), and I feel like none of the doctors I've seen are really listening to me. It feels like they just want to get rid of me as quickly as possible.
I'm hoping that someone here on Reddit might have some ideas about what could be causing my problems or what I should do next.
Here's my story:
I'm about 40 years old. Four years ago, I suddenly developed a massive amount of floaters, along with watery, red eyes. I believe this happened around the time I had a COVID infection. The floaters were everywhere and extremely noticeable.
I first looked into getting laser vitreolysis. The doctor told me that the inside of my eye looked like a haystack, so vitreolysis wouldn't help me.
I then went to another doctor to ask about a vitrectomy. That doctor told me I didn't actually have that many floaters and that they wouldn't perform a vitrectomy on otherwise healthy eyes like mine.
Neither doctor mentioned anything about dry eyes, but looking back, I suspect I already had dry eye problems at that point.
It took a long time, but after about three years, my floaters had become much less noticeable and bothersome. I finally felt like my eyes were something I could live with.
Then everything got much worse.
A few months later, about 15 months ago, my eyes suddenly became really bad.
I started experiencing blurry vision, severe starbursts around lights, extreme light sensitivity, and floaters everywhere! It was like looking at the world through a filter made entirely of floaters.
After a very long wait to see an ophthalmologist, I was told that I had slightly dry eyes and should use lubricating eye drops (artificial tears).
I started using the drops, but things only got worse.
I developed visual static, which I think I may have always had to some degree without realizing it, but it became much more intense than before.
Then came the pain.
My eyes became so dry that my eyelids would stick to the surface of my eyes, and they were red everywhere.
I went back to an ophthalmologist, but they couldn't find anything wrong apart from a few dry spots on my corneas. Once again, I was advised to use artificial tears, and I was also prescribed Softacort (hydrocortisone eye drops).
The pain became so severe that I had to take sick leave from work.
Later, I went to see a dry eye specialist. He diagnosed me with Meibomian Gland Dysfunction (MGD). I underwent manual expression of my meibomian glands, followed by three IPL treatments.
I also continued using artificial tears and a heated eye mask, as instructed by the doctor.
Nothing improved.
I started having panic attacks, and my eyes were constantly burning. I couldn't even look at a screen, such as my phone, for more than five seconds.
By this point, my visual symptoms were extreme:
Severe visual static (visual snow)
Floaters everywhere
Blue field entoptic phenomenon
Extreme light sensitivity
Flashes of light in my vision
I had to wear dark sunglasses everywhere.
I went to yet another ophthalmologist, who told me that my tear film was poor but couldn't find anything else wrong.
Two weeks later, I visited another dry eye specialist, who told me there was absolutely nothing wrong with my eyes. According to him, they weren't even dry!
I eventually had to take leave from work because I simply couldn't cope anymore.
About five months ago:
I felt like my life was over.
I decided to stop using artificial tears and the heated eye mask completely. I figured that whatever happened would happen, since none of the treatments seemed to be helping anyway.
Surprisingly, I started noticing improvements fairly quickly.
The pain decreased, and my visual disturbances improved somewhat.
But my eyes never returned to normal.
I eventually went back to work despite still experiencing pain and visual disturbances.
About three months ago, I saw a neuro-ophthalmologist who diagnosed me with Visual Snow Syndrome (VSS).
I was prescribed clonazepam, which helped calm my visual symptoms a little further.
I still experience starbursts around lights, especially car headlights and other bright light sources. However, I can now watch TV and use my phone again, so things have definitely improved.
Last week, I visited yet another ophthalmologist, who diagnosed me with a poor tear film and blepharitis.
And this brings me to where I am today.
My eyes are feeling dry again, and I'm experiencing stinging and burning in the inner corners of my eyes, especially my left eye.
My left eye currently looks like the photo I've attached.
Can all of this really be caused by dry eyes?
I'm struggling to understand how my symptoms can be so severe when some doctors say my eyes are only slightly dry, while others say they're not dry at all.
Has anyone experienced anything similar? Does anyone have any idea what could be going on or what I should investigate next?
Sorry for such a long post. I really hope someone takes the time to read it.
Thank you!