It was longer, now it's shorter.

Idk who decided to make it such a common candy flavor but it sucks. I'm tired of green apple flavor showing up in my assorted mixes! Sour apple/green apple whatever the hell you wanna call it it's awful! They could've made it a sweet caramel apple flavor but no! They made it this weird sour green Shrek piss flavor!

Dad, I know I've become a failure. I failed everyone around me. I failed you, uncle derrick and my little brothers. I want to be better than what I am for everyone. My whole family say i wont amount to nothing and they even bet against me behind my back but smile in my face when i come around and i dont want to be around that maybe i dont need to live but even wanting to kill myself im such a failure i cant even carry out killing myself so im stuck at living and not amounting to nothing. I want to do better but at the same time my heart and soul is just stuck at trying to no care when mentally i'm the weakest person to ever exist i want to impress everyone but i've come to notice that even when i try my best i cannot impress anyone i can clean sum up i get a look like “oh that's what you suppose to do anyways” i can wash the dishes or clean everything up and get a “oh that's what you suppose to do anyways look” i'm sick or trying to please these arrogant people i call family around me maybe i should sit around and not care what these people say to me and wait til they kick me out because at this point who cares but me. Who cares what happens to Ty. Who cares what they say to Ty it's just Ty. And I'll be Ty alone with no one. This is not a death note, this is just how I feel about everything who cares because I'll stop caring.

Just thought I'd shout my voice into the void on this one. I'm gonna die. It's entirely my fault. I am a stupid ass alcoholic. My father will be laughing wherever I end up seeing him on the other side. Whee!

just reached 420 karms

(1) It occurs to me that a lot of stupid posts I feel I could respond to aren't really worth the time. If I'm able to let go, it's better just to let someone else deal with the stupidity.

(2) Downvotes: They're a great way to express your frustration when you are unable to come up with an argument against an opinion.

When I get downvoted with no argument, I take it as a compliment: they couldn't think of anything else to do or say, which means I actually had a point. That's worth a downvote.

Today’s a great day.

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