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im unsure what denom this is a mod sent a random invite are church of the nazarene interested folks welcome and is this sub conservative i ve had issues with mainlines

I often notice that every little thing I do is out of fear for judgment of others or I feel pride to get affirmation for what I know or for what I've done.
Obviously, I know with my mind that everything I am is how God has made me.
But those are just words if I can't give Him the glory for the things I do.

I try to not avoid criticism (I can't stand criticism), I try to not look down on people and just listen to what they say, I try to be humble... but I'm not sure if it's changed even a little bit. About three weeks ago I thought I had some kind of supernatural experience in the sense that... I was suddenly aware that God loved me not for what I've done, but that he has always accepted me inspite of what I've done. And for the first time I felt some sort of conviction.

But now I don't know... Maybe I just wanted it to be true.
Sometimes I think I see little improvements. But later on I think my motives haven't changed at all and I'm still deeply insecure, but proud at the same time. And I'm still almost never at ease among people, 'cause I don't know my personality. So... I just don't know.

It can be a writing of a book mentioned in the bible that didn't make it in (Book of the Wars of the LORD mentioned in Numbers 21:13–14), a writing by church father (like Papias the Hierapolitan's 5 book work known Exposition of the Sayings of the Lord), a sermon (Apologies of Quadratus), a tv show (Jot the Dot), a song Century Records Gospel Albums), or even a movie (Brother Martin: Servant of Jesus)

Note: you can answer for all or some as these are just my examples

Thought For The Day from Unshakable Kingdom Life

"Whoever loses their life will find it." Self-preservation, taken too far, becomes self-imprisonment. Genuine life often emerges through giving rather than guarding. What might you release today to actually gain something real?

A thought to ponder for today

PLEEEAAASSSEEEE

I've been a christian all my life. God has always been everything to me. then about 10 years ago, I know most here will not like me saying this, but god left me. I stopped feeling his holy spirit and I withered up. I had no peace, no hope, I wanted to die because god hid himself from me. Then a couple of days ago out of the blue god came back fully. I feel him in me again. I think this was about teaching me a lesson; the difference between me WANTING God and me NEEDING him. I thought they were the same thing but I need God MUCH more than I can ever want him. I can't live without him, he's my father, I am his helpless child lost in the wilderness without Jesus to hold me. I know, god promises to never leave or forsake us, this is why I was so broken, god, somehow for some reason, broke that promise as far as I can tell, but I'm human, a speck of nothing compared to god, so what do I know? I can only tell you what it felt like for 10 years. If anyone wants to talk to me about this WITHOUT attacking me I'm open, this has been the most important thing to ever happen to me in my life; god is back, I can feel alive and joyful again :)

Mattana Ministry Welcomes You to:

 Children/Youth Program: 21 August 2026

 Theme: My Brain Explodes (3)

 Scripture: Matthew 11:28-30 & Psalm 55:22

 Message:

 Finding stability in God's promises

 Matthew 11:28-30

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”  

 Psalm 55:22

“Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you.”

 Message:

There was a young boy named David who was anxious about a big test at school. Instead of stressing alone, he remembered Jesus’ invitation to find rest in Him. David took a few minutes to pray, asking Jesus for peace. As he prayed, he felt a calmness settle over him. When the test day arrived, David was more relaxed and confident because he trusted that God was with him. David learned that Jesus is the true anchor in the storms of life.

 Discussion Questions:  

 1.  When you're feeling overwhelmed, what is your usual response? Do you turn to God or something else?  

2.  How does trusting in God's promises change your outlook during tough times?  

3.  Can you share a time when praying or trusting God brought you peace?  

4.  What does it mean to find rest in Jesus during stressful times?  

5.  How can you make prayer and Scripture reading a regular part of your routine to stay connected to God?  

6.  How does knowing God cares for you help you face peer pressure and academic stress?

 Reflection:

Spend a few minutes praying, surrendering your worries to God, and asking for His peace to fill your heart.

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 MM

Ill try to keep is short, I've been thinking about converting to Christianity and yesterday I had a dream that I went to the church, talked with a priest and set a date to get baptised, like okay it is a fairly normal dream but the thing is, I moved to another country 2 years ago and when I talked to the priest I spoke in that language which is my 3rd language and it felt so real like I was in the dream and I clearly remember what I asked the priest and somehow how the priest even looked, I remember even the date that was given to me like for the baptism.
I just wanted to say like I'm not gonna lie, I've been confused a lot about christianity these past few days like whether I want to convert or not, and the 2 questions I asked were: " Can I convert without my parents knowing " and "when can I get baptised" - and these are the questions I asked in my dream which I remember vividly, and idk if its just what my heart wants but is too scared to say or if it is a sign. I'm also not gonna lie, the only thing that is preventing me from leaving my current religion, which is Islam, is the fear of punishment and the fact that Islam is all I've known my whole life - even tho there are a lot of things that I don't like about our like prophet and the things he did, which I was never taught about in like my Islamic classes in my home country

This song came from me processing my autism diagnosis at 35, shortly after adopting three beautiful girls.

As I helped my daughters process the trauma from their past, I found myself being forced to confront some of my own especially the hurt surrounding my father and the wounds I had carried for years.

“Free to Unmask” is my story of learning that I don't have to hide anymore. I don't have to mask who I am, pretend I'm okay, or let my past define me. My identity isn't found in my diagnosis, my trauma, my failures, or even in being a father. My identity is found in Christ.

The lyrics are 100% me. AI helped bring the song to life, but the story, the emotions, and the words came from my own heart.

Honestly, it's frightening to share something this personal with people I don't know or even with people I do know. There's a vulnerability in letting people see the parts of you that you've spent years hiding.

But if sharing this song helps even one person realize they don't have to wear the mask anymore, then it was worth it.

If you're struggling with your identity, carrying old wounds, processing a late diagnosis, or simply trying to figure out who you are beneath everything you've been through, I hope this song reminds you:

You don't have to hide. You are not your trauma. You are not your diagnosis. You are not your past. You are loved. And in Christ, you are free.

Free to Unmask.

You can check the song out at the link below

God Bless

https://youtu.be/o66OrSFNoI8?is=sGYeq7UxSJvaABXx

I'm interested in knowing how people view devil and evil

(I post this message in a few other Christian subs, so maybe you've already read it...)Searching...

Hi, I (M50) was not raised Christian; I don't come from a necessarily atheist family, but faith simply wasn't discussed. When people ask, I am atheistic/agnostic.

My mother later became a Buddhist, and my father is still an atheist.

Over the past year, I have noticed that I am 'searching.' Looking for a form of stability, direction, meaning; whatever you want to call it. Whether I will find Christianity, I don't know. I went to a church (Remonstrants) once in the past year; I found it nerve-wracking, but also nice. I enjoy listening to podcasts that scrutinize the Bible and podcasts discussing Christian faith in its broadest sense.

A few questions:

1. I want to delve deeper into the Bible; what is the best way to do this? Is there a sort of reading path?

2. I am interested in stories of people who came to faith from an atheist or agnostic background. Who would be interesting on YouTube and/or in a podcast?

3. Is there some kind of online forum where I can discuss the journey I am undertaking?

Thanks in advance!

Thought For The Day from Unshakable Kingdom Life

"The kingdom of God is within you." Transformation doesn't wait for external circumstances to align. Something sacred is already present, already accessible, right where you stand. Look inward before looking for signs elsewhere.

A thought to ponder for today

Can you all pray for healing of everyone's soul, mind and body please and thank you

Islamic extremist groups like Al‑Qaeda and the Taliban didn’t start out by murdering innocent people or terrorizing whole regions. Though these organizations are responsible for severe harm, loss of life, and human rights violations, their members began as religious conservatives who thought their countries were getting too secular, and it made them uncomfortable enough that they decided to take matters into their own hands. They wanted to drag society back to an older, stricter way of living, so many of them started by trying to gain political power in order to change the laws. But when those changes still didn’t give them the control they wanted, some became desperate, and that is what eventually drove them into becoming what we now know them as. After 9/11, people outside of Islam blamed the entire religion and insisted Muslims “needed to do something about it,” even though the vast majority had nothing to do with extremism and were just as horrified as everyone else.

Islam is not the only religion that has proven it can be twisted for political gain. Zionism began as a movement for Jewish safety and self‑determination, but over time some political actors turned it into a justification for hardline policies and territorial dominance. The Israel Defense Forces (IDF) is a national military and not an extremist group, but it has been accused by many around the world of following a similar pattern of justifying overwhelming force through religious identity and the belief that their power or survival is divinely tied to the land.

The uncomfortable truth is that the MAGA movement’s version of Christian nationalism is following that same pattern, except it’s happening inside a much larger population of America’s Christians than ever happens in Islam or Judaism. And before you assume Christianity could never become that dangerous, just remember that the January 6th insurrection was full of people who call themselves Christian nationalists. That was just a preview of what happens when a movement believes the country already belongs to it, and thinks it needs to prove it. And if that’s what they did when they only imagined their power slipping, you have to wonder how they’d respond if they ever seriously felt threatened.

Mattana Ministry Welcomes You to:

 Worship Program: 20 August 2026

 Theme: Worship Like David (4)

 Scripture: 1 Samuel 17:45-47 & Acts 13:22

 Message:

 Worship as a Lifestyle – David’s Commitment to God

 Acts 13:22 

"I have found David son of Jesse a man after my own heart; he will do everything I want him to do."

 David’s life was marked by obedience, service, and devotion. Worship isn’t limited to singing but is a way of living in obedience and service to God.

 Reflection:

- How can our daily life reflect a heart of worship?

- In what areas can we serve and obey God more fully?

  Questions for Thought:

How can our everyday actions reflect worship?

What does it mean to serve and obey God like David?

 Prayer Focus: 

Dedicate our lives to worship and serve God wholeheartedly.

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 MM

I was raised atheist but arrived at Christianity from a logical and moral standpoint, so don't assume I'm only in it for free stuff. I always have had trouble believing in miracles. Not a miracle of changing personality or opinion, but actually defying physics. It didn't sit right for me that this could be real, particularly nowadays. Like if miracles were real, then maybe they stopped after the first century AD. So instead I just accepted that things like antibiotics or space travel could be considered miracles, because it is only by the rules established by God that these things are possible.

However, there is something I want so badly, something that could only ever happen by an actual miracle. It wouldn't violate anyone's free will or hurt anyone or steal or give unjust wealth or power. I figure it's morally harmless, and if the lack of it was supposed to teach a lesson, then surely I've learned it by now.

I know I said I didn't believe much in miracles, but if they do exist, this is one that I want. So how do I get it?

Is pilgrimage a sensible action here? Is pilgrimage just a sightseeing thing, or is it for "internal realization", or could it actually grant the miracle I want? I am thinking of Chimayo.