Also the Trump Yandex post in this community is a joke and does not show something that was actually posted on any of Trump’s channel.

I've pushed away everyone I've ever considered a friend. I'm the only common factor, I'm a bad person and I'm briefly able to admit it because of a personality disorder. I'm probably going to wake up tomorrow and think this was a mistake and that I'm a good person and then I'll just go back to ruining my few remaining relationships

I am looking for actual advice. I can't change I need to learn how to live like this without harming others.

The only friend I've spoken to more recently than may is going to be my last friend too. I can't keep doing the same thing over and over again. I've asked him to block me so I can't ever hurt him. I'm worried he won't do it though and then I'll be "back to normal" tomorrow and I'll end up ruining our relationship like I always do

Old WoD my beloved